Never Had You

i'm so tired of all your lies
narrowing my world to my pitiful cries
i'm so tired of the rain you bring
instead of washing me clean with it's hard, cold sting
it leaves me drenched in your smell
my living hell
can i be clean again?
only time will tell
i'm so tired of the memory of your kiss
one of the many things that i simply shouldn't miss
i'm so tired of my hollow, empty heart
it's ripping my world apart
my soul has disappeared in you
my life lost direction without you
my songs stopped sounding new
without you...i never really had you