I Have

now my heart knows
what my mind knew all along
i've been playing catch up with myself
for way too long
that line of words
shows how little you care
ignore my love?
thought you wouldn't dare

but you have and you will
you've assured that i'll give
up on you
and i have...i -have-

took so long for me
to figure out
what you wanted from me
what you're all about
but now it's become clear
with all you say
what you wanted the whole time
was to push me away

and you have and you will
you've assured that i'll give
up on you
and i have...i -have-