Disguise


today
all at once
i saw an end
in your eyes
but i don't know
who's ending it is.

tomorrow
will we end?
will you or will i?
or will the end i saw
mean so much more?

yesterday
i felt whole
though i might not have been
for i knew nothing
of an end.

all that i saw
all i want to see now
is continuation
and beginning.
but aren't all ends
really beginnings
disguised in grief
and betrayal
and hurt?

such a horrible disguise