Damn You

you have your arms around me so tight
but that doesn't mean that you'll be mine tonight
your lips touch my neck so...so gently
making it so easy just to pretend
that i can't see an end
a day when you'll remember that you don't love me

now it's all over, the end has arrived
and my heart is finally broken
i don't know how far i'll have to run away from you this time
just far enough to escape those words you've spoken
oh god, i want you, i need you, i love you
we're so through
i wish you'd stay

all my wishful thinking has led me here
all alone...alone with these empty fears
way too tired to see through these heart stopping tears
i open my eyes...
praying please be here

when did actions stop speaking louder than your lack of words?
and when did your touch become so meaningless?
why can't you want me and need me and love me?
i could swear i felt it in your kiss...
but i didn't
oh, i didn't