Bleh

down again
lost again
full of apathy
pills, smoke
drink, sleep
nothing really helps
even worse
'cause it'll pass
always knowing that
tomorrow
all will be
as it was
everyone wants
to help
make it go away
no one can
of course
and they know it
only makes them feel worse
spinning around
stupid circles
convinced they'll
never end
conflicted
restricted
wanting peace
never finding
just not always
caring if
i ever do
fuck it all