FADE AWAY

The outburst of melancholy
Is like a loss for breathing
Like a derelict who has lost his chance
Like an impervious prisoner,
Who vagabonds in his jail cell,
Like an orphan who no longer knows about his future�


An awful sense of fortitude,
Strength that no longer exists
Expectations gone to apathy
Like my incoherent love broaches the moment I said goodbye

Do I have to say goodbye�
Do I have to see your back fade away�
Do you have to stare at me, like I�m no longer real�
Do we have to ask if survival is a false mirth�

How can love be an anecdotal courage�
An overrated feeling as they say
Why is this prejudiced by mere dissonance�
By a simple and unreliable basis that a goodbye means hello�

Could it be that when your back is fading away�
Forever is inevitable?

Staring at the countless raindrops
Morning is sometimes hazy and obscure
Like a misty glass window�
Feeling like a stranger
Feeling like a widow�

Stare at me once more,
Like I�m yours till the end�
And I will no longer see your back fade away�



� Maya Guzman Santos
November 2007
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