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Wow Bri, that's so heavy. yeah, that's a tough conversation to have with your kid, but you did good. You said the right things. I'm sure your wife the shrink would confirm this, but mainly becca probably just wanted to know that you and margo will be all right, and yeah she'll probably want to be right there hanging on to you two for a few days. just let her know you love her and for now you're not going anywhere and neither is she. she needs to know that you're not going anywhere and she's safe too... that you won't get run over by a car and die.
Remember how scary it was when you were little thinking about your parents dying?
And when my Dad died I know I cried and all and got it out, but it made me a wreck for a long time. I know that getting hooked up with tom all that was a reaction to my dad dying and all the bad feelings i had about it. Him always being gone when i was little and into high school, and never feeling like I really had him all the way. took me a long time to get over it. now it's just sadness hes gone and memories of him. i wish i'd known him better. i miss him so.
i don't think he ever knew marty, but he knew you and margo and mom has said a bunch of times he'd be happy you two are married.
~I'm scrolling down to see what else you wrote~
Shifting. Thanks asshole.I used to love driving that VW. You never forget your first car I guess (or your first boyfriend )
You remember all these things I totally forgot about. Either that or you just fabricate convincingly and it seems so real that I just subconsciously think it MUST be true, lmaaao
Its 8:00 sunday night and I can hear sidney bechet blasting on the stereo in the front room, which means that marty has harrison ridley jr on the radio. if we didn't live on this mountain i don't know what marty'd do for radio... although that station is on the internet i think.
margo said you loaded all your tapes and albums into your mp3 player. wow. we'll still bring music though.
yes marty has calmed down. now he's just kinda giddy and doting, which i love! margo and i had a nice chat this morning about all sorts of things...
...and she told me last nite that you had a nice little rendezvous on friday nite that started out with her nibbling your ear innocuously...
that was all she told me... so fill me in lol.
you did good with becca bri. it won't always feel like you are but if you just love her and let her know it, that's a start. the best start.
i'm going to go water my flowers and then go inside and watch some lousy sunday night tv. talk to you soon. xoxoxoxo love you christy
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