Yes sweetie, I am nervous... very much so.... that's one reason I didn't tell Marty yet... I wasn't sure I was going to keep it or not...it's still early first trimester (five weeks) and I was seriously considering an abortion... I was really scared. but I talked to Mom and also talked to Margo and they both said that things aren't the way they were 20 years ago and my Doctor said the same thing... Margo said "Christy, if you know that medically it's all OK, then it's just a matter of do you want to be a Mom again at your age?" She said that she feels like her age is an advantage when it comes to Becca and plus that she has you. "It won't be the same as when you raised Maura, sweetie." She didn't talk me into it but she made me realize that if I didn't have this baby I'd really regret it. So I made up my mind I was going to keep it earlier this week. I'm thinking I'm going to tell Marty this weekend, Sunday night at dinner. I think he would have probably picked up my morning sickness if he was around when I got up. This weekend he probably will clue in... it's been rough seas this week.
I am sooooooooo looking forward to seeing you and Margo, my two best friends in the world, next weekend. I love both of you guys and it's gonna be so much fun! I've only been up to the cottage once, in college: Tom was along and I was pregnant then too... it was a really weird scene, one I'd rather forget. This will be so much better. I can't wait!
Have a safe trip Brian and kiss Becca and hug Margo for me. See you next weekend. xoxoxo love you! christy
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