My sister Melissa wants me to write about Judgement Day and the end of all things. Well it is a favorite topic of mine. I often wish for it honestly. I told her that I would really love to be the one to bring it upon us all, though after thinking about it I changed my mind. People hate me enough for being the way I am.. that is all I need to do is give them a real reason to hate me. The end of days is not going to be like this one big explosion that wipes all life away. It is going to be the end of life as we all know it. Meaning, All the things you take for granted, your yuppie trendy POS cars, your gay ass cell phones, your emails, all the gay shit that yuppies have to pamper their fat asses.. all going poof. No more push button, point and click operation. Everything will go back to manual labor. Back to a time when only the strong will survive.

   This is the time when people "like" me will reign supreme. The chaos that will be caused by it will last for many years after. All your money will become worthless. You will have to "grow" your own food. All these trendy diets will no longer exist. How many of you accually know how to survive off of the Earth like we ARE ment to do? Not many do know anymore and those will be the ones to die first. Every Species has a purification process except humans. Humans can have same sex relations and still prosper. Humans can be utterly useless and live well. Those types that will be the first to go have people like me, "Slave" for them to make their mighty green dollar. We are Slaves in this Civil World. Civil world.. that is a laugh. Check this out, Lookie how Civil this world is. I can break into your home, if you shoot me and I live I can have you put in jail for agravated assult and/or attempted Murder OR if I hurt myself in your home after I break in, I can SUE you! Yes that is the truth. That is how Civil this WORLD IS!

   Just imagining all the yuppies and trendies going ape shit because none of their Slaves are there to make their food or wipe their asses are there to help them. Them going crazy because no one will sell them food for all the money they have because money is worth jack shit. The Chaos sounds so beautiful to me. All the times they were inconciderate to "US" the slaves, it sounds like a fitting death for them... starvation. What a beautiful sight. I can picture it in my mind and there are no words to describe it. It is the time when they really find out how stupid, useless and pittiful they really are. Saddly though, they will be the causes of a great many deaths in the chaos. You know that they will start killing people first because they cannot have a grip on this kinda concept. They cannot imagine accually having to do anything for themselves for a change.

   Some people may think I am being premature in believeing that this time is really close now. Well.. I could be but I doubt it. Lets take a look at the world right now and see what we can see that is wrong with it. I have nothing against same sex relations, but they are just not for me. Same sex relations have become completely trendie. I remember when no one would even talk about that, even if they were gay. Now look, it is everywhere you look. Same sex relations are infact a Sin. Greed, Yuppies are perfect examples of that. They will do anything for money. Anyone will for that matter. Look at the TV show Fear Factor. All that sick shit they have those people do on that. Well my friends, Greed is a SIN. Ah how about a SIN that happens to me all the time so far. How many of you have had a relationship where you or your partner has had sex with another person? Look at this crap would you. Cheating on your partner has become "THE THING". Just about everyone I know is either doing that or their partner is. There is another thing that you can see everywhere. I see shit on TV that seems to promote that act.

   How can anyone not think that we are going down hill? Why the hell does everyone NOT see a problem with this shit? Look, I say this about it, "If God ment us to be this way he would have made us that way." If God wanted us all to be faggots then he would have made same sex capable of reproduction. The damn plumbing is NOT right for that kinda job ya know. Guys on Guys is just... EEuugghhh.. nasty. Another thing, what the hell is up with all this Anal sex crap? "Have you tried it?" people ask me. HELL NO!! And I am not going to try it.. Sorry my pecker is not a fudge packer. Guys that do that shit to girls are prolly faggots in denyal. If you still don't think that this world is going to shit then ask yourself this.. Where are all these STDs comming from eeh? Is prolly Gods way of saying, "What the hell are you doing? Here this may help you see the light!!"

   For those of you who think I am stupid for thinking all of this, well I have one thing to say to you and NO it is not "You are entitled to your opinion.." it is more like "Read the Bible idiot.. that is grounds for my feelings.." If that isn't enough to help you see the light, well I shall see you in hell when I die which will be much longer after you. I have my sins to pay for and unlike most, I accept my punishment. You will not see me running for a church, begging to be forgiven. If God wants to forgive me for what I have done that is up to him. I'll not grovel at his feet, begging to be forgiven like about all the humans will be doing.

   I do believe in God and I do believe in Satan. I do pray sometimes and I do trust in the Bible. I have faith in the words that are written with in it. What do I pray about? You really want to know? Sure I'll tell you. I ask God to grant me my punishment for my Sins to be allowed to remain on earth untill the true final hour. I ask him if he will allow me the honor to remain behind to watch this world go down. I will weep when nature dies, that would be almost like hell to me. I say almost because, if this life right now isn't hell.. I don't know what hell is.

   The Bible says that God forgives ower Sins. I do have trust in that. Here is what others think... They think that they can commit Sin after Sin and that they will be forgiven just as long as they confess their Sins in church. Umm.. No? It doesn't say that in the Bible. Church.. heh.. I don't believe in Churches like the ones we have now a days. Just about every one I have gone to seems to be about, well Iron Maiden's song "Holy Smoke" says it best; "Saving your souls by takin your money.." The Bible tells you the true meaning of a Church as it is ment to be. The Bible tells us that we are to take what we learn from it and share it with a group. Not to have One guy preaching to us what HE thinks is God's Will. The Bible has a different meaning to everyone. It tells me exactly what I need to know. The base meaning I get from it is that we "Humans" are suppost to live in harmony with Nature and not at war with it like we are right now.

   People ask me sometimes what religion am I. I honestly do not have an answer. All I can simply say is, "I am my own religion." It has no name that I am aware of, but it is one of old and it is a real religion. I believe that we have the ability to live side by side with Nature and all the species on this planet. You can call me a hippie, that's fine, but I am far from that. The way that we are raping this planet, She is not happy. We are bringing destruction upon ower selves. I remember when I was a kid. It was all the rave to "Save the planet for the future generations". What has happened to that plan? I'll tell ya, No one cares anymore. You people Bitch and moan when a tornado or a hurricane comes thru and destroys and kills people. Morons, Those storms are caused by US. Besides if they didn't have a use they would not exisit. Mother Nature have a balance that is so fine that even the smallest inperfection can cause devistating storms. Who is to blame for these? We are. What happened to "Save the rain forest? What happened to people giving a shit about this planet?

   Think I am wrong about it being us that causes these weather changes? Watch this movie, "The Day After Tomorrow" and LISTEN TO THE POINT the movie makes.. it is not a Hidden one.. Just NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ANYMORE AND WILL PROLLY MISS IT. You all think that the bombs will be the way the world is going to be destroyed. Well.. nope sorry, you are wrong. Mom is going to be the one. Mother Nature is going to be the one to punish us for all of this and I tell her every day... "BRING IT MOM! I AM READY!" You people ever notice how clear the air is after a hurricane goes thru? No prolly not because most humans are just to busy crying about all their material bull shit that was destroyed. Blaming Nature for that storm when it was caused by us. Many people don't see a problem with builders tearing down a big area of trees just so the trendies and yuppies can have a new MALL. No one really notices the effect that has. Well they will soon enough. What effects? Ok, here is a hint. I had lived in South Florida for 20+ years and for those 20+ years I never saw snow or frost or even Ice in the winter time. Well my last winter there, there was one hell of a frost come thru. Trees died, fresh water froze, and I had a sheet of ice on top of my car that was about 4 centimeters thick. I was up early one morning, outside all bundled up smoking a cig. I watched as snow flakes fell. Now the ground was too warm for any kinda accumilation, but it did snow.

   Yea I kinda got away from the main topis I started with, but what the hell right? these are my thoughts and as such they do stem from one to another. You want me to paint a picture of what the End of days is going to be like? sure will. No more electric. No more Fuel. No more High Dollar bull shit that can help you find your toes after you fat gutt has grown so hugh that you cannot even see the ground when you look down (that is just nasty.. how can anyone do that to them selves...). No more Cell phones. No more Malls. No more Pottery Barn. No more Name brand crap. No more trends. No more Lixass, err I mean Lexas. No more Judging people by their credit rating. No more Microwaves. No more fast food. No more Best Buys. No more Olive Gaurdens. No more Honda Civics. No more Yuppies thinking that they are GOD and that they can do anything because they are rich. No more of the bull shit that litters the land such as Icons of greed and Lust. Just over grown plants that take back all the land humans have stolen from them. Much less humans left alive and running around thinking that they are better then you. No more Egos. No more anythings.. I could go on and on and on and on.. Damn that sounds like Heaven to me.

   Now I think you have an idea why I want this shit to end. Though I will miss many of the things we have now. I will miss the ability to play music CDs. I will miss driving. I will miss climate control. I will miss hot showers. Small price to pay in my opinion. Honestly, I will really miss my music, but I will be so much happier. Just to see these useless yuppies when the shit hits the fan.. Just to see nature reclaim the land we have stolen from her. All that will make it worth it. I warn you, you may want to start getting ready for this. it cannot be much farther now. We have to be getting closer to that time. Remember, when I die I shall see you in hell, don't be suprised when I say to you, "I told you so! HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAHAHAHHAHAH!!!"