These Aren�t My Last Words A pain dwells deep inside me As you run through the door Heading for a corner Collapsing on the floor Though I attempt to comfort you You push me far away I try to shrug the feeling off This happens every day You wrap yourself in darkness And drown yourself in vain You wonder why you can�t just die It�s making you insane You force me not to dry your tears But I�ll still feel your pain I understand your heartbreak Believe me, I�ve been there I know what it�s like to love a guy And know he didn�t care Like you, I�m not accepted I don�t have a lot of friends But you don�t see me saying �That�s why my life should end,� I can�t say you�re a weakling I can�t say that you�re strong I only pray that you�ll see today That what you�re attempting is wrong If you murder your precious body You�ll take my soul along I won�t say �There are other guys� Because I still want mine It�s like a strong desire to drink A glass of forbidden wine I�m not going to stop your crying I�m still damp with my own I know what it�s like to be nothing I�ve already been alone But I�ll be your ray of sunlight And shine through your shadow of doubt I�ll stand by your side when you try to hide I won�t let you lock me out And if you let me, I�ll show you What life is all about I�ve had nightmares of your death It�s only a matter of time Before with the blood from your slit wrist You write your final rhyme But I won�t let you say goodbye These visions can�t come true Before you think of killing yourself Remember, it�s killing me too |