Goodbye

    I've known of you for quite some time now. To tell you the truth I never thought I'd see the day that you and I would meet. Now that we have, I feel very attracted to you. I fight this attraction because I fear what may become of me if we spend too much time together. I know this attraction is not true. I hope I never fall in love with you and I don't ever want to need you. I don't like the way you treat me and others. You make me do things I don't want to do because you somehow convince me it is the right thing to do, even though that is not the case.
     When you are there, in front of me, I can not resist you. Each time we are together, I grow closer to you. I can't ever get enough of you. You promise to solve my problems and make me feel better. However, you never keep your promises. When you seduce me, I am your slave. I don't remember most of the times we shared, but I do know I had fun. Though, when morning's come, and you are gone, I realize that once again I have made a huge mistake. The pain of your dissapearance each morning after we are together just makes me want you even more.
     I know now that I must leave you. I need you out of my life in order for me to become the person I want to be. All you do is use me; you dont care about me. You confuse me and I really hate you. I will not let you seize control of me. You and I are through. I wish I had never met you. I no longer care about you and your bullshit. Goodbye.