Title:Scared and Confused Part:1 Author:Abby Email:[email protected] or [email protected] Rated:PG-13 Content:Language,Violence,Alcohol/Drug Use,Suicide Attempt Distribution:just ask, most likely i will let you Disclaimer:Everyone except Jeff,Matt,Amy,Shane,Kristy,Rachel,Samantha,Gilbert Hardy Characters:Jeff,Abby,Matt,Amy,Kristy Spoilers: naw man then what's the point in reading it Summary:Scared Of Losing Luv and Confused on whether to let it back
Scared and Confused chp1 "Kristy,Kristy,Kristy"said Blaze "Blaze,Blaze,Blaze"replied Kristy "so what shall we do tonight,eh? "I dunno what we should do" "maybe we should just keep driving eh?" "ya" They both laughed.Blaze and Kristy are sisters.Well through their eyes they are because they really are cousins,but they say they are sisters.They both are 21 and on there way to who knows where. "so where are we heading to"asked Blaze "I dunno"said Kristy "you are the driver,so where are you taking us?" "last time I checked we were"she paused for awhile"I dunno where we were" "shit Kristy i dunno either" "all I know we are not in Canada" "do you think we will ever go back to our own country eh?" "who knows" Krtisty and Blaze looked around.It was silence for like 20 minutes. "what happened to the music?"said Blaze breaking the silence "dunno,i think it like stopped long ago" "I must have been lost in my thoughts"Then Blaze popped in a her burnt CD which played For My Poeple by Missy Elliot feat. Eve. "I love this song"said Blaze who waz singing and dancing "I know you do" Blaze smiled and continued doing what she was doing.Both Blaze and Kristy are practically the same.Like they both like rap,r&b,pop,dance,oldies,rock, but mostly rap.They were born in the same town,same year,same friends.They did have there differents though.There reason for being where they are is because they are looking for something,but they don't know what.When they were in high school they always said after they graduate we are going to move to LA and become an actress,along with some others friends.As time went time went by things changed,but the two still want to become actors but they want to explore first.They are from Canada but they want to explore else where,and end up where they end up. "man what time is it" "look on the clock"said Kristy Blaze stuck her tounge out "hey look a sign that says Gas Station 4miles"read Blaze"ohhh lets stop there" "why"asked Kristy "I need to pee" "aiight" Kristy pulled over when they came to the Gas Station.Blaze opens the door and runs to the bathroom.Meanwhile Kristy gases up and pays for it. "I'm hunry,you hear my belly it is growling at me,its mad at me"said Blaze "yeah i am hunry to" "let's eat" Blaze and Kristy both seated themselves and orders a meal.After they were done they payed for the meal.On there way out Kristy's atenttion goes to a tall,multi-coloured haired,and green eyes.She then called Blaze who was in her own world walking ahead not even noticing Kristy stopped. Blaze stops and Kristy shows her where her atenttion is. "man is he ever hot"said Blaze "Blaze" "what?" "nothing" Kristy looks away from him and starts talking to Blaze,who was still staring and the green eyed hottie.Blaze wasn't even paying atention to Kristy,who notice and stopped talking.Kristy then shook Blaze who came back on earth. "what?" "your not even paying atenttion to me" "i sowwie"said Blaze and then hugged Kristy "that's what i thought" Blaze stuck out her tounge.Blaze started staring at the hottie again.He noticed and started to make his way to the two of them.Blaze quickly looked away. "what's wrong Blaze?" "he's coming' "who" "that hot guy" She turned around to find him approaching them.
Scared and Confused chp2 Kristy turned around to Blaze and they looked at each other�s. "he is coming"said Kristy Then the hot guy was in front of them and he put out his hand and said"hi my name is Jeff Hardy" "Hi i am Kristy Brown"she replied and looked at Blaze who was still staring at him.Kristy elbowed her and she tuned in. "hi am i am Blaze Brown" "Blaze"said Jeff "did i stutter"Blaze replied with a smile and a giggle"it really iz Abby but everyone started to call me Blaze and it has stuck with me since gr.8" "kewl,I like that name" "yeah me to,people forget my real name is Abby,even my family including me" "so are you two sisters?" "what makes you say that?"asked Kristy "well you two have the same last name" "well i guess you can say we are" "guess" "well we are cousins from birth but sisters from heart"said Blaze "kewl well can you excuse me i got to go phone someone for a ride" "a ride? how did you get out here?" "well i had my car but some punks stole it while i was so called helping someone in need.It turned out they did that to steal anybody's car who stopped to help the so called person who waz hurt" "harsh"said Blaze"where ya heading?" "Cameron" "ok this may sound wierd but where are we?"asked Blaze "North Carolina" They both looked at each others "well we can give you a lift if you wanted"Kristy said looking at Blaze then Jeff "well where you two heading?" "we don't know,,jus anywhere" Jeff stood there for awhile then said"sure,it will save me alot of hassel" So the three of them headed to the car.The three got in.Kristy still the driver and Blaze sat in the back to keep Jeff company.Then they drove off. "so you never knew where you were?"asked Jeff "well kinda but not really"Kristy said looking in the mirror "so why are you all the down here?" "exploring" "exploring?" "yup" "on our way some where but we don't know where"said Kristy "on our way to find a career" "hopefully in acting"said Blaze "acting cool" Then as they were driving Blaze notice a sign. "hey we are almost in Cameron" "yup 10 more minutes"said Jeff "Kristy i think we should stay the night in Cameron" "yeah it iz getting late.Do you know any good place we can stay?like hotels" "well"Jeff was thinking"i know how bout my place" "you are gunna let two complete strangers stay at your place"said Kristy "well i would say you are not a stranger because i know you names.Plus you let a complete stranger in to your car" "point well taken"said Blaze with a smirk then giggled "aiight"said Kristy Jeff then told them how to get to his place.When they got there they unloaded then went inside.Jeff gave them a tour and showed them where they could sleep. "one of you can sleep in the extra bedroom and one can sleep in my room"said Jeff while looking at the two. "where are you going to sleep?"asked Blaze "on the couch" "no its ok i will sleep on the couch"said Blaze "it's ok i will" "well while you two argue i am gunna go sleep in the extra bedroom"Kristy said yawning while walking away "you are my guests so you can take my bedroom" Blaze looked at and smiled"fine you win you can sleep on the couch" Jeff smiled "well i am gunna go to bed then"said Blaze "yeah i am tired to so goodnight" "nite" --------------------------------- Blaze woke up with the sun in her face but when she turned around she screamed"ahhhhh,yikes" "what"asked Kristy "i saw something scary" "fuck you" Blaze was shocked and pushed Kristy.Then she pushed her back and pretty soon the were wrestling around.They stopped when Kristy pushed Blaze off the bed. "u numb nuts" "oh yeah time to wake up"Kristy said with a smile "thats all you had to say.So what time is it" "12pm" "really" "really,really" "well i think we should start headin on the road eh?" "yup" Kristy left while Blaze was getting dress.Then she opened the door to find Jeff and Kristy sitting on the couch. "Morning"said Jeff"I mean afternoon"he said with a smile "good afternoon to you to" "did you sleep well" "yes,your bed is really comfy" "why thank you" "well we should start headin' out"said kristy "all righty then"Blaze started to walk towards the door with both there stuff. "you are leaving"asked Jeff Kristy was about to answer when Blaze interrupted "i don't think we are Kristy" "what?why?" "our car iz gone" "WHAT THE HELL"Kristy said screaming All three of them where at the door looking around. "what do you think happened"asked Jeff looking at Blaze Blaze just looked at Kristy who was in shock
Scared and Confused Chp 3 "oh my gawd i think someone stole our car Blaze" "what?are they trying to pull a gone in 60 seconds thing" "so someone stole your guys car too"said Jeff "guess so if it is not here"replied Blaze with a smile "sooooooooo what do we do now Abby"Kristy said looking at Blaze "i dunno,hey did we have anything in the car?" "hmmmm......I don't think so" "good" "yeah really eh?" "you two from Canada"Jeff asked "yup" "i wonder what gave it away"chuckled Kristy "well why don't we all go back in"said Jeff The three of them headed back in.Kristy went to the bathroom and Jeff and Blaze sat on the couch.When Kristy came out she said "so Baby Blaze what are we gunna do?" "I dunno" "do you know anything?" Blaze looked at her and smiled then said "I dunno" "well how bout this"started Jeff"you two can stay here until you figure out you are gunna do" "hmmmm.....i guess so"said Kristy "sounds good"said Blaze "cool"said Jeff Jeff then disappeared into the kitchen.Blaze and Kristy just sat there for awhile. "what time is it?"asked Kristy "12:30pm" "only" "yup" "geez" "really" "bored" "huh" "yup" "ok" Blaze started to laugh then Kristy.Jeff walks in and asks "what's so funny?" "nuttin we jus had a one word conversation"said Blaze "really" "yup" "cool" They laughed.Then there was a knock at the door and Jeff went to go get it. "i wonder"said Kristy "me to" "who it could be?" "me to" "we don't know anybody round here" "me to" "so why should we know" "me to" "ok Abby stop it" "aiight" Just then Jeff walked in followed by two other people.They sat down. "Hey this is Amy and my bro Matt"said Jeff "hi i am Kristy and this is Blaze"finished Kristy "hi nice to meet you"said Matt "how you doing?"asked Amy "not so good" "why" "someone stole our car"Blaze said pretending to cry then put her face on Kristy's shoulder"nah i am kiddin"she said laughing "so some didn't steal your car?"asked Matt "no someone did"replied Kristy "shitty man" "i know eh" "you from Canada"asked Matt "yup" "so what culture are you two?"asked Amy "First Nations,Natives,North American Indians what ever you want to call it"finished Kristy "its weird how poeple can know we are from Canada"said Blaze"but it iz kinda cool to" "ya i think it is cool to"said Jeff "ok enough bout Canada"said Kristy"we gotta do something bout us" "aiight" "hey maybe we can go to the police"said Kristy "maybe,but the car can be like anywhere and like what if they find it but we left like on a plane or something back home" "then i dunno" "how bout we jus talk abouth this later" "ya i don't feel like thinking right know" "me to,i still tired"Blaze said yawning"man i hate it when tears come out when i yawn" Kristy was looking away. "ya Kristy you betta look away" "how come she has to look away"asked Matt "well because whenever she or even me sees someone yawn we start to yawn,and the last time when i yawn she yawned then it just went back a forth for who knows how long" "really" "ya" Blaze then looked at Jeff who was sitting there staring at her with a smile.They both made eye contact.
Scared and Confused chp4 They both looked away when Matt said"well should we go" "ummm...ya we should" "alright lets go"said Amy The three stood up and started to head out the door and pretty soon they left. "rude"said Blaze "i know they jus left without saying anything" Jeff walked in"do you think i would do that?" Blaze clears her throat"do what man? you are trippin' we didn't say nuttin" "ya man what you be talkin' bout" They both laughed and Jeff said"well we are going to town so we shouldn't be long and make yourselves at home" Jeff then left and it was all quite "do you think he left and wont pop out of anywhere again"said Kristy "dunno,but what are we gunna do?" "bout what?" "geez i wonder" "oh yeah,i dunno maybe we can jus talk a plane home and jus forget about it" "yeah we could but" "but what?" "maybe we can go walk around and see if it iz still in this town" "i don't think we should because we don't know how to get around and we might get lost" "yeah good thinking" "well Kristy my sista i am gunna go sleep for awhile" "yeah i think i will to" They both went back to where they slept.Blaze woke up and looked around wonderin where she was.She then remeber where she was.She then got up and walked in the living room to find Matt,Amy and Jeff sitting watching a DVD. "good night"said Matt "huh? what? you want me to go back to bed"said Blaze "no thats not what i meant" Blaze starts laughing and says"i know what you mean,so where's that big butt Kristy" "she still is sleeping"said Jeff"man we thought you guyz left when we got back" "nah we were still tired so we went to go for a nap but looks like we went to bed for the night,like yikes" "ya we are gunna order pizza,you like pizza" "HELL YEAH,well i am gunna go wake up Krispy" "yeah i think you should" Blaze then walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed.Then she shook Kristy but she didn't wake up.Then she went a jump on her belly.That woke her up. "fuck man,what was that for?" "wake up sleepy head" "what time iz it?" "7pm" "really" "ya" "i am gunna go back to sleep" "no you wake up"Blaze starts to tickle Kristy. "STOP IT" She continues.Kristy was starting to get mad and started to run after Blaze who was running.They ran all over the room and all you can hear"i am gunna get you and tickle until you piss your pants Blaze" "thats no fair you know i am really ticklish" "i know" Blaze was screaming.Blaze then ran out the door and ran and sat down on the couch between Jeff and Matt. "help me please she's gunna get me" "what did you do?" "yeah really all we can here is you screaming"said Amy "nuttin' i jus jumped on her and she tried to go back to sleep but i tickled her and she got mad and now she iz after me" Kristy stopped at the door and said"your lucky girl, you best watch your back" Blaze stuck out her tounge and said"you best watch your back too" Kristy sat down"i am gunna get you when you least expect it" Blaze lets out a big sigh"thats my excerise for the day,so what are you watchin?" "The Crow"said Matt "oh my gawd i love this movie it iz my fav of all times besides some others" "me to" "cool" "so what kind of pizza do you guyz like?"asked Jeff
Scared and Confused chp5 "yummerz i love pizza"said Blaze "yeah me to"said Kristy "i could live on pizza and beef ravaloli" Everyone laughed "what i can"said Blaze with a smile Kristy lets out a sigh"man am i ever full" It was going on to 10pm when Matt and Amy left. "i am still tired"said Kristy "me to man"said Blaze "holy you guyz sure can sleep"said Jeff "yes we can" Kristy yawns"i think i am gunna go back to bed" "alright goodnight Krispy" "night y'all" "goodnight"said Jeff All was quite.Then Blaze yawned. "i am still tired but i don't wanna go to bed yet" "you wanna watch another movie" "sure" "what do you wanna watch?" "hmmm...what do you have?" Blaze went over to look at what movies he had.Then she said"oh yeah lets watch Fast and the Furious,man i love Vin Diesel he iz sooooo hot" "lets watch it" Jeff put it in.Then before the movie was over Blaze fell asleep on the couch.Jeff notice and jus stared at her for awhile,then he went over to her and picked her up and carried her to his room and layed her on the bed.Then he stood there staring at her for awhile.Then he got ready for bed.He was just about to leave the room when Blaze said"Jeff i don't bite" "huh" "ok i feel really weird taking over your bed so why don't we just share" "ummm....." "i mean like look at how big it iz,i might get lost"Blaze giggled "ok" Jeff then walked over and layed beside Blaze. "thanx for bringing to bed"said Blaze "your welcome" "i mean you could of jus left me on the couch" "nah i didn't want to do that" "well goodnight" "goodnight" Both Blaze and Jeff layed looking at each others before Blaze fell asleep. Scared and Confused chp6 Someone cleared their throat really loud.Then Blaze and Jeff woke looking at each others then towards the door. "Kristy what the fuck do you want?" "What were you guyz doin' last night?" "not what your thinking" Then Matt and Amy appeared at the door. "so lil bro i see you worked your charms and looks" "screw you Matt" "way to go Jeff"said Amy "like holy jeez jus cause we slept in the same bed does not mean we did anything"Blaze said loudly "aiight take a chill pill"said Kristy "i sowwie jus still bit tired"replied Blaze Jeff groaned"what time is time?" "9am" "yikes to early"said Blaze "and oh my gawd Kristy you are up this early" "i know eh,well i heard someone knocking at the door and no one was gettin it so i got up to answer it,it was Matt and Amy" "now you two time to wake up"said Matt Then they left the room leaving Jeff and Blaze "i am still tired"said Blaze while yawning Jeff didnt answer.He was just looking at her.Then he finally said"9am and i am still tired" Blaze rolled on her belly still facing Jeff who was on his side facing her"i am gunna go back to sleep" "yeah i think i am to" Then when they both closed there eyes and just falling asleep someone opened the door,then they heard foots steps then someone bounced on the bed. "hello time to wake up"said Kristy bouncing on the bed then layed between the two "no falling back asleep" "Kristy just leave me be" "no can do it's time to get your tired ass up.BOTH of you"Kristy said looking at the two "tired so tired"said Blaze turning around so her backed faced Kristy. Matt and Amy came to the room.Kristy then started to tickle Blaze. Blaze started to laugh and move around. "alright i am up" "no you ain't you are still laying down"she said starting to tickle Blaze again. "i wonder if Jeff is ticklish"said Kristy "no Jeff is not ticklish"said Jeff Matt then walked in and started to tickle him,Amy helped.Kristy started to tickle Blaze once again.Pretty soon both of them were up. "see i told ya Blaze,i told ya i would get you back"said Kristy Blaze stuck out her tounge then said"y'all happy now that we are out of bed" "yes"said Matt"now we can go eat" "that's all you wanted"said Jeff "yes i happen to be starving" "me to"said Amy "me three"said Kristy "me four"said Blaze "hey lets go eat out for breakfast"said Jeff "let's go then" Blaze grabbed her stuff and got ready in the bathroom while Jeff got ready in his room. ------------------------------------------------------------------ "hmmm...what should i have"said Kristy,hows the food here" "it's awsome"replied Matt "i love it here" "na na na na na na na na hey hey hey good bye"sang Blaze "sorry gots it stuck in my head"said Blaze "i just can't get you out of my head boy your loving is all i think about i just can't get you out of my head"She continued while looking at the menu "so how old are you two?"asked Amy "We are 21"sang Blaze to the beat of can't get you out of my head while bobbing her head still looking at the menu They all laughed. "what?" "i didn't think you were listening"said Kristy "hey jus because i am singing don't mean i ain't listening"Blaze said with a smile "so how old are you all?" "well Amy jusy turned 27, I will be 28 in September,and Jeff will be 25 in August"finished Matt "cool,well i will be 22 in July"said Kristy "and i will be 22 in September"Blaze said still bobbing her head and was humming "September what?"asked Matt "7th"replied Blaze "bout you?" "23rd" "cool" "yeah" They then order their meals. "so was Amy's relationship with you guyz"asked Blaze "well we have known her for awhile and know Amy and Matt are going out"finished Jeff while looking at the couple. "i kinda figure you two were going out you make such a good couple" Just then the waitress came with their meals.
Scared and Confused chp7 "that was a good meal"said Blaze rubbing her tummy"am I ever full" "that was good"said Kristy "told you"smiled Matt as they all walked into the living room. Then they all sat down.They sat in quite for awhile. "now what are we gunna do?"said Amy breaking the silence Blaze yawns"sleep,no i lie,i dunno what do you peoples feel like doin?" Jeff then but on the tv to MTV which was playing Without Me by Eminem. "oh oh oh I love dis song"said Blaze and Kristy who were singing and dancing. Jeff,Amy,and Matt were just sitting there watching the video as the two just sang away.Then it was finally over. "so i take it you like rap"said Amy "ya but also a whole bunch like all kinds of rock,dance,pop,oldies"said Kristy "country is ok but i listening to alot of rap so yeah,but i see you like rock and that mostly"said Blaze "how do you know?"asked Jeff "well most your CD's are rock and that" "she always notices stuff like that"said Kristy "really" "yup,what time is it?"asked Kristy "yo look at your own watch it would help ya"Blaze said with a smile. "oh yeah" "you blonde" "hey i am not" "sure jus keep tellin' yourself that" Kristy stuck her tounge out at Blaze "oh no Kristy that really hurt,right here"said Blaze pointing at her heart "screw you Abby Lee" "whateva Kristy Bear" "you guyz have alot of nicknames don't you"asked Jeff "yup,alot it would take along time to say them all,no i jus joshing ya" "but we do have alot"said Kristy Jeff was still flipping through the channels "is there anything good on"Amy said while letting out a sigh Kristy and Blaze were talking really quite then they got up and walked towards the door the Matt asked"where you to going?" "crazy"replied Blaze with a smile "no wait we are already there"said Kristy "we are jus going outside for awhile" "ummmm...ok"said Matt Blaze smiled then said"is that ok with you daddy?" "what"Matt said who looked shocked "nevermind,we will be back" Then they disappeared out the door "they really are different"said Amy "yeah"said Jeff still looking at the door "I wonder what they are doing?" "I don't know,may be just being themselves" "and what would that be?"asked Matt "I don't know may be we will find out"said Jeff Then Kristy came in outof breath "what have you been doing?"asked Amy "hey do you guys want to come out and play tag with us?" "is that what you are doing"asked Jeff "yeah well we were bored so we came out here and decided to play tag,so do you guys want to?" "well there is nothing to do"said Matt "lets go"said Amy "it was getting boring with just the two of us"said Kristy "so who's it"asked Jeff while walking out and closing the door "you are"said Blaze coming out of nowhere and tagging him "ha ha you loser"said Matt Then they all started to run.They played for like 15 minutes running and screaming till they all came together out of breath "man I haven't had this much fun in awhile"said Matt "yeah me to"said Amy "hey let's play hide and go seek"said Blaze "it's getting dark"said Jeff "the darker the better"said Blaze "yeah lets play"said Amy "ok so who's it" "I will"said Kristy "ok well start countin" Then Kristy went to the house and started to count.They played for like 20minutes .Matt was it,and everyone was hiding.By now it was dark but enough light to see.Everyone was moving and trying to be quite.Blaze was quitely moving when she bumped into someone.She realized it was Jeff and let out a big sigh. "I thought you were Matt for a second" "well i'm not"he said with a smile Then Jeff grabbed her by the arm and the ran as quitely as they can. "where are we going?" "hiding from Matt" "well i know that but we are going so far from them" Just then they stopped.They heard someone scream "found you"said Matt "ah you fucker" "Amy,Jeff,Blaze i am gunna find you"yelled Matt "and i'm gunna help"said Kristy Blaze laughed"she got caught first" "i wonder where Amy is hiding" "i dunno" Then Jeff looked at Blaze and she did the same.They looked at each others staring in each others eyes.Just then Jeff started to lean forward.
Scared and Confussed chp 8 "FOUND YOU"Screamed Matt Jeff stopped and looked. "no you didn't"said Amy and she started to run "get her"yelled Kristy "they found Amy"said Blaze looking over to where she can hear them then back to Jeff. "yup which means it leave us" Blaze then grabbed Jeff and started to run "they ain't gunna catch us" "we can't hide all night" "i know but lets see how long it will take them to catch us or one of us or to see if they will give up" "we are going to find you Jeff and Blaze you can't hide all night"hollered Kristy "we are not gunna give up if that's what your thinking"yelled Amy "you can run but can't hide"said Matt The two laughed but didn't reply and just stayed still.Jeff just stared at Blaze for the longest time and she just smiled. "can i ask you a question?"asked Blaze "go head" Blaze then kissed Jeff.They continued to kiss until Blaze stopped and looked at Jeff.Jeff looked at her and then kissed her again. "i think i see them"Amy said loudly "shit i think they spotted us"said Blaze "i don't think so" "wait nevermind its just a tree"said Amy "see told you"said Jeff with a smile "well i think we should move now" Jeff just kissed her again "why? i like it here" "we gotta keep movin or they will find us" Jeff just smiled "fine you stay here and i will go"Blaze got up and quietly sneaked away "HEY LIL BRO FINALLY FOUND YOU"yelled Matt who scared Jeff "man you were hiding good"said Kristy"Blaze was with you wasn't she" "why you say that" "because she is good at this game" "you are to"said a voice coming from somewhere "i am gunna find you"screamed Jeff "i told you we should have moved" The four went looking for the Blaze "man there is four of us and we can't find her"said Amy laughing "hey lets split up"suggested Jeff "yeah lets do that"agreed Matt So the four split.Jeff was so determined to find Blaze and get her for leaving him. "we are gunna find you"said Amy "its only a game you guyz like it is a big deal"laughed Blaze Then all was quiet.Then as Blaze walked as quiet as she could she stopped when she heard someone.Then out of nowhere someone grabs and spins her but covers her mouth.She didn't know who it was tell he leaned in closer. "why did you leave me like that?"he asked "because they were guuna get us sooner or later and you shouldn't stay in one spot,and look what happened they got you"she said with a smile "and i got you" "no you didn't" Then she took of running "there she is"yelled Amy Soon they were all running to catch up to her.Then she disappear when they thought they caught up to her. "where the fuck did she go?"said Kristy breathing hard They all looked around "holy man it is dark now" "where did she go"said Matt sounding a little puzzled "BLAZE,WHERE ARE YOU?" "RIGHT HERE"she said coming out of nowhere and scaring them all"Oh yeah dat was good"she continued laughing "you bugger"said Kristy pushing her "you are good at this"said Jeff "man this was fun"said Amy "yeah but i think we should go now"said Matt looking at Amy then pulled her close and kissed her Jeff and Blaze jus looked at each others. "Well i am gunna go inside"said Kristy who was walking towards the door. Matt and Amy left.Jeff and Blaze were left outside by themselves
Scared and Confussed chp 9 "so"said Jeff "so..ummm...yeah"replied Blaze "you know what i will be right back i got to catch up with my bro"and he took off before Blaze could say anything. "ok"she said while walking into the door "hey what's up wit you?"asked Kristy "well"she started,I dunno" "you don't know" "yeah,well actually,ok i will tell you because i need you to help me" "ok shoot" "well ok when we were playin hide and go seek,well i met up with Jeff and he grabbed me and we ran and the we hidededed" Kristy interupted by laughing "what" "hidededed" "you know i always do that" "why do you do that" "i dunno i jus like to,any who he was about to kiss me but we heard Amy scream and that stopped him,so i then grabbed him and we went to hide,then i asked him if i could ask him a question then I kissed him" "really" "yeah,but i don't know if meant anything or what,and when we were left outside he said he had to catch up with Matt" "well ok do you like him" "well..umm..i dunno kinda,sorta" "well it is either you don't or you do,but you must since you kissed him" "well i do" "then go for it if anything happened.First ask him if it meant anything" "if it did you know i don't want to be in a relationship right now" "hey it's been how many months since you've been single" "but it always happens EVERY time" "you know Blaze he seems different from the guys in our town,well he IS different" "i know,but" "no buts" "yeah your right i will ask him if it meant anything when i see him,but i think i am gunna go to bed" "ok goodnight" "nite" Blaze then walked to the room and went to bed.It was about 12:00am when she woke to find Jeff sitting on the edge of the bed.
Scared and Confused chp 10 "Jeff how long have you been sitting there"asked Blaze trying to wake up "ummm....i don't know"he replied looking at the floor They just sat there in silence for 5 minutes. "Blaze I need to tell you something"said Jeff looking at her deep in the eyes Blaze just couldn't help it the look in his eyes were just unexplainable "what" "i haven't even known you that long like only 2-3 days,but umm.... i really like you.I mean like when you kissed me i couldn't believe it.Matt and Amy said i should go for it but if you don't then that's ok i just wanted to tell you how i felt."finished Jeff while getting up. "wait"said Blaze grabbing him by the arm "yeah" Just then Blaze kissed him and Jeff was on top of her "I like you to"Jeff just kissed her again before she could finish and before she knew he was undressing her so she did the same. ---------------------------------------------------------- Blaze woke up with Jeff holding her.He kissed her "so how long have you been awake?"asked Blaze "10 minutes" Just then there was a knock at the door "don't worry i'll get it"said Kristy"its probably just Amy and Matt" "i think we should get dressed"said Blaze The two got up up and got dressed.They opened the door and Matt,Amy,and Kristy we talking and they stopped when they saw the two walking out. "lil cuz how was your night"asked Kristy smiling Blaze just giggled and smiled "jeez lil bro what did you do you made her speechless" "and happy"added Amy "what time is it"asked Blaze "12:30,and don't change the subject"said Kristy "i am not" "are too" "am not" "whatever" Blaze stuck her tounge out,then Kristy stuck hers out"to you" "don't make me come over there" "bring it on" Jeff laughs"you two are like kids" "kids at heart"said Blaze smiling then kissed Jeff"so you best not mess with us cuz you wont win"smiled Blaze "oh really"he said then kissed her "Oh my god you two go back in the room"said Kristy "Oh that's it"said Blaze who started to walk over to Kristy Amy and Matt started to laugh. "what you be laugh at"asked Kristy "you and Blaze,you two are so funny" "damn striaght" "ok what are we gunna do today" "yeah really i mean like Blaze and i have never left this house since we got here" "yeah are you trying to keep us prisoners or something" "yup"laughed Jeff "hey you better watch it"said Kristy pointing at Jeff"i know where you live"she laughed "oh now you are threatin' my man"said Blaze "what are you gunna do?" "oh i will show you"Blaze said and she then ran to her and they started to wrestle around.After awhile they stopped because they were stopped by Amy. "hey are you going to come with us"she asked "where y'all going?" "out" "let's go" ------------------------------------------- "man this town is better then ours"said Kristy looking around "i like it"said Blaze Then they all went in a clothing store "hey look at this Blaze"said Kristy Blaze walked over"man is this store cool or what" "hell yeah" After like 10 minutes looking around Blaze notice Kristy was staring at someone "hey sis who you be looking at" "ummm....nobody" "yeah your looking at that guy" "no i wasn't" Then Blaze walked over to him.Kristy notice she was gone and before she knew it Blaze and that guy was in front of her. "and this is Kristy" "hi i'm Daryll" "hi" Then Blaze left to let the two talk alone "who's that Kristy's talking to"asked Matt "a guy named Daryll" Then Kristy came over and Blaze met her half ways "so" "so" "so i think we both have a reason to stay in North Carolina"said Blaze "i think so"replied Kristy Scared and Confused chp11 ***MONTHS LATER*** "hey krispy look over there"said Blaze pointing behind her "well would you look at that.I thought we would never see it again" "yeah really eh" "let's go see it" "hey where you to off to"said Jeff "gunna go get our car back" "huh" "look its our car" Then the three approached it. "hey why did you guyz leave us"said Amy who came up behind them "we found our car" "man it looks like they took it and just left it here"said Blaze while looking at the car "hey look our key's are in there"said Kristy "Kristy you left the key's in the car and you didn't tell me" "well..ummm.i.ummm..yeah,well i didn't want to say anything and ummmm yeah" "oh you are so lucky i ain't gunna do anything" "how bout we see if it is working ok" "so does this mean you are gunna leave me"said Jeff who pulled her in closer for a kiss "well do you want me to" "ummm let me think......NO" "then why you ask" "well you jus found your car and it is working well and i was thinking maybe you were gunna leave" "why would i leave you know i love you to much,and besides i don't think Kristy would want to leave Daryll.Then again he does live only about 15 hours away from our hometown" "hey don't get any thoughts" Blaze and Jeff kissed "but then again i do miss my family and friends and i am sure they miss me" "yeah but i will miss you more,but then i again i could go with" "yeah my family and friends really want to meet you,especially my parents" "really" "really" Blaze then cuddled against Jeff chest and held her and they both fell asleep *DAYS LATER* "man Kristy and Daryll why don't you to get a freakin' room"said Blaze "why don't the two of you do the same" "hey we are trying to watch the movie"said Amy "yeah really"said Blaze giggling "not my fault i love her so much"said Daryll "yeah your right it's a mistake" "fuck you Blaze" "i jus joke,you know i love you" "hey i love her more"said Daryll "no i do" "i do" "i loved her first" "so" "yeah your right i love Jeff now"she said and then kissed him After the movie was over they just sat there.Amy and Matt fell asleep on the couch.Kristy fell asleep and Daryll carried her to the room and went to bed also.Then Blaze looked over to Jeff who was also sleeping "jeez everyone fell asleep"she said to herself Then she got up covered Jeff with a blanket.Then she got ready and went for a walk since she wasn't tired.She started to get thirsty and hungry so she went to the store to get a snack.When she went she notice a guy watching her.It made her uncomfortable.He then approached her "hey sweet stuff what's your name?" "i rather not say" "why not?look my name is Bruce"he stuck out his hand Blaze shook his hand "so what's your name?"he asked again "i don't want to say"she said and walked away.There was something about him that made her uneasy,something that she didn't like.So she paid for her stuff and left.She stop when someone yelled and she spilt her pop. "oh i'm sorry if i scared you,here let me help" "no that's ok"she said brushing his hand off Then she started to walk home *NEXT MORNING* "where the hell have you been?"screamed Jeff "I just went for a walk" "don't lie to me you have been gone all night and you look like shit" "look Jeff i" "you were cheating on me weren't you"he said looking in deep in her eyes. "no i haven't why would i" "i don't why would you" "Jeff i" "who is he" "who 's who" "they guy you slept with last night" Just then the phone rang.Jeff picked it up. "yeah ok,see you in a while"he said then hung up"get ready my dad is having a barbeque"he finished not even looking at her "ok" Blaze then went in the room get her close and took a shower.She couldn't help it she just started to cry.When she came out Amy,Matt,Kristy,and Daryll were there.Once she stepped out the door it got quiet.She knew they knew.She didn't want to say anything all she could do was sniffle.They look they all gave her made her feel unwanted.She could feel tears running down she quickly wiped them away.She just crossed her arms over her chest like she was cold. "you guyz ready"she said in a squeaky voice They all just got up and walked out the door "come on we don't want to be late"said Jeff Blaze felt so uncomfortable an unwanted she just wanted to stay there and not move,but she knew she had to go.
Scared and Confused chp12 The car ride was so uncomfortable.Nobody talked or never even looked at her.She just looked out the window at the scene.She was thinking she rather be anywhere but where she is right now,reality and she cannot escape it. *HOURS LATER* After dinner everyone was outside.The sun was going down and it was beautiful.She just looked at the sky.Blaze still felt like she should not be there.She felt so dirty.Nobody has talked to her not even Kristy,who usually talks to her when she knows something is wrong.Only Gilbert talked to her but she knew why because he doesn't know. "well my son i think you really did it this time"said Gilbert "did what?" "i think you found the one" "yeah"Jeff replied by looking down at the ground Jeff didn't want to say anything to him because he knew his dad really liked her.He also said he consider her like a daughter.Blaze notice Jeff felt a little nervous by watching the two talk.She had a feeling they were talking about her and that Jeff didn't want to say anything about her so called cheating.So she made her way over there. "so how long have you two been going out now?" Jeff looked up at his dad"ummm...well..ummm.." "6 months and 3 weeks tomorrow"said Blaze "whoa that long,well excuse me i have to go clean up" "no dad that's ok i will"said Jeff "no it's ok you two just go have fun with the rest" Then he disappeared into the house.Jeff looked at Blaze he was about to walk away "Jeff" He looked at her and walked away.She never felt so lost and helpless watching him walk away. When they all got back to Jeff's,Blaze just went to their room and layed down crying.Jeff walked in "why?why did you do this?" "i didn't do anything wrong,but i feel so dirty like i have done something wrong" "you have,you cheated on me" "no i didn't"she started to cry "then where were you last night" She looked at him with tears running down.She wanted to tell him but it wouldn't come out. "see you have nothing to say.I can't believe this" "why do you want me to leave"yelled Blaze "what" "well i am feeling pretty shitty,uncomfortable,unwanted here.Nobody is talking to me,they wont even ask for my side of they story.Fuck even Kristy wont talk to me.The thing is i didn't do shit and i am feeling guilty."she finished and wiped somet tears away. "why are you doing this to me?WHY did you do this to me?i mean what did I do to make you want to this to me.I love you so much,and you go and hurt me like you did"a tear ran down his cheek.Blaze went to go hug him but he pushed her away. "don't fucking touch me you whore" "what the fuck did you just call me.Fuck this shit,i don't need this.I know i didn't do anything so why should i feel sorry and guilty" Blaze then packed some of her stuff and left out the door.Everyone looked at her.She started to cry hard. "where you going?"asked Kristy with a disgusted on her face. Blaze just walked by them put her shoes on and walked out the door.She stood there for awhile.Nobody came out after her and she didn't really care.She pulled out a piece of paper and wrote: Well looks like i am unwanted so i am gunna leave y'all alone.Nobody wants to hear my side so i am just gunna leave it and not say anything.All of you are jumping to conclusions.I know i didn't do anything so think what ya what to but i know what happened.I have nobody to be here for me right now so i am gunna go home.There i know i have people to be there.I don't want to go back but i guess i have to.You out of all people Kristy should know why we didcided to leave home but it looks like i am gunna go back and i am thinking of starting my old habits again.It will help me bury this pian i have.I know it wont help but it will be gone for awhile.Who knows maybe i will go through with what i tried to do.This time i think i might go through with it.I have lost everything.By everything i mean Jeff.And i have lost my sisters,Amy and Kristy,and my brother,Matt, who i thought would be there in a time like this because i was always there when you all needed someone.Well i shall be gone now. *bye for now and not forver,if i break this i shall be with you no matter what* Blaze She put it in the mailbox and stuck it out so they could see it.Then she walked to the airport and lucky for her there was a seat left.
Scared and Confused chp13 "so how is she?"asked Kristy "she's ok but you see it in her eyes that she is pain"said Samantha"but she tries to act normal like nothing is brothering her,but then there is something.We try to talk to her but she does want to talk about whatever happened down there" "oh yeah how is she handling it?" "well let's see she is a big stoner and alcoholic now.Like whatever happened really got the best of her.She use to be a strong person but also fragile but now its like she just don't give a fuck anymore.I guess she really loved Jeff" "how do you know about him?" "Blaze told us about him,Amy,Matt everyone she met down there.That's all she told us and not why she came back" "i am really worried about her,like i mean the letter she left got me worried" "why did you guys leave?"asked Samantha "well we wanted to get away from the drugs and alcohol because that's all we did.It's a small town with nothing much to do but just smoke weed and drink alcohol,even though we didn't do it as much as all you guys,you guys always pressured us and it was everywhere we went.Also we just wanted to see the as much as the world as we can" "really,you guys always talked about leaving to go out see the world" "yeah" "now it looks like you two lost each others" "yeah i guess,to tell ya the truth i miss her,we all do actually" "yeah we are happy to have her back home" "Sammie Jo how did you get this number?" "Blaze's phone book,everybody wanted to phone you and tell you you got to come home and talk to Blaze.Like almost the whole town is worried bout her.She just not the same Blaze we knew" "what do you mean?" "Sammie Jo hang up hurry we got to go see Blaze"said a voice "why?what's wrong?" "She's trying to kill herself" "WHAT OH MY GOD.Kristy I got to go" "no wait what's wrong?" "Blaze is trying to kill herself" "what?!" And Samantha hung up. "shit" "what?what's wrong Kristy?"asked Jeff who went over to Kristy to give her a hug because she was crying. "Blaze she trying to fuckin kill herself right know,she trying it again" "what?" "that's why i wanted to leave our home because she tried to kill herself,the drinking and weed got to her and" "ok calm down"said Jeff "shit i got to go home and see her.I can't believe how i could believe she cheated on you.I don't think she did because why else would she being do this.Fuck how can i be so stupid" Kristy got up and went and packed her stuff.Jeff,Matt,Amy,and Daryll were in the door way. "we're going with you"said Jeff *A WEEK LATER* "fuck nobody's home where can she be"said Kristy looking all over the house "nice house"said Daryll "thanx"said Kristy who sat down on the couch.Kristy then picked up the phone.After about 10 minutes she said"fuck nobody's home" Then somebody knocked at the door.Kristy got up to get it. "hey Kristy your home"said Holly "yeah i jus got in" "have you seen Blaze?" "no,are you drunk?" "well i lost them Blaze" "what?she's out drinking again" "yup like a few days after she got out the hospital" "what?hospital" "yeah she swallowed some pills and she was out a day after.She stayed home for like 2 days crying a river" "really" "yup but i think she's over what happened down where you guys where for like months because she doesn't mention it and you don't see the pain anymore she's the happy Blaze" "so she's over Jeff" "not exactly,she's over what happened but not Jeff" "oh so where did you last see them?" "oh shit i got to go" "why?" "i just remember she is suppose to fight that bitch Gaby at the park" "let's go"said Kristy "ummm ok" "you guys coming?" "who you talking to"asked Holly peeking in the door"oh i see" Then they all left in the car.They approached the skate park.All they saw was a group of people's back.They were screaming.They got out of the car and made there way to the middle of the crowd. "you fucking whore"said Blaze who had Gaby by the hair and smashed her head on her knee.Gaby got up and punched Blaze in the cheek.She went to punch her again but Blaze blocked the puch and punched her in the nose. "bitch"said Gaby and then went for Blaze.Blaze kicked her in the stomach and tripped her. "you don't know who you be messin with"screamed Blaze Then everybody ran for.People where screaming"5o","cops","pigs".Blaze started to run but Kristy told Matt to grab her.He grabbed her and put her over her shoulder.Some how she got off and stopped to see who it was.Her eyes wided and then she disappeared in the crowd because someone grabbed her "shit let's go"yelled Kristy The five of them ran to the car.They just got away in time. "fuck,where do you think she went?"said Jeff "i know exactly" Then they pulled up to a pool hall.They walked in and most likely there was Blaze.There were people around her screaming about the ass kicking she just gave.Then the five made their way over there.The room was filled with smoke and music was playing.Blaze grabbed a pool stick and was just going to start a game of pool when Jeff grabbed around the waist and said"come with us please" Scared and Confussed chp14 Blaze looked up to see it was even though she knew who it was. "hey get your hands of her"said Kyle "hey Kyle cool it i know him" "hey is this Jeff?"said Samatha "yeah and that's Amy,Matt and Daryll"said Blaze pointing them out.They waved. "come on Blaze we need to talk"said Kristy screaming over the music Blaze just looked at her then Jeff who was still holding her "no i am going to play a pool with Sammie Jo"said Blaze and pushed Jeff's hands away "no you are coming with us"yelled Kristy again "i ain't fucking going anywhere"she screamed at Kristy Kristy just looked at her "fuck,let's go you guys i don't want to play pool now" "hey let's go to Sam's "said Holly "let's go"said Blaze staring at Kristy"let's go anywhere but here" They started to walk out,but Kristy followed her"Blaze,fuck your coming with me" "i ain't goin anywhere with you" "why not?" "i wonder" "oh are you going to go get stoned again,you are already drunk" Blaze laughed "i shared a 40 pounder with Samantha,that's all" "oh and know you are going to go get stoned" "no i just want to get away from y'all" "why?" "well because i am being acussed of something i didn't do" "well if you didn't then where were you.Did you trip and fall on the guys dick" "you know what Kristy fuck you,i don't need to explain myself to you or anybody.Why are you here anyways?If you guys thought i cheated why are you here?" "we were worried about you when you left and then we heard you tried to kill yourself" "then why are you still mad at me,still givin me shit" Kristy didn't answer.Nobody did,they all just stood in quiet. "that's what i thought"said Blaze walking away"why don't you hust go back to North Carolina" Then she was gone "shit what did i jus do" "yeah what did you jus do"said Jeff "fuck i don't even know why i just did what i just did" *HOURS LATER* "whoa" "shhhhhh be quiet there are people sleeping,where is the light switch?" Then they laughed.Then a door opened "shhh quiet and be still maybe they wont see us" Then someone turned the lights on "hey you found the light switch,you know i think it was hiding or running from me"said Samantha Blaze just stood there looking at Kristy and Jeff.Then Matt and Amy came out.Samantha and Holly were holding Blaze up. "holy shit Blaze you are totally loaded" "no i am just weak and can't walk"said Blaze rolling her eyes She tried to walk over to the couch but she fell.She liad there laughing "holy jeez stagger straight"said Kyle "fuck you"said Blaze laughed and then stuck her middle finger up Then Kyle and Samantha helped her up.When she got up there was a orange haired girl standing in the kitchen door way. "who are you?"said Blaze "Kara" "why are you here?" "she's our new roommate"said Kristy "so she took my place you kicking me out" "no,we met her downtown and she was looking for a place to stay because she just moved in town,so i said she can live with us.Aslong as she gets a job to help with bills" "whatever,i'm going to bed" "well actually Kara is staying in there for now" "shit she kicked me out of my own room.Ok i am going to leave then,i left the party because i was getting to drunk but now i guess i could go back" "no you are staying here"said Kristy "no i have no place to sleep" "Blaze i think you should stay you have been drinking to much"said Holly Then Amy walked to Blaze "please Blaze stay home"and Amy hugged her,then when she looked at Blaze face to face again there was a tear running down her cheek.Blaze just looked at her "ok i guess i will" Then she sat down on the couch and Kyle,Samantha,Holly sat down with her "why don't you share a room with Jeff tonight" Blaze looked at him "i think i am going to hang out with these people's kids.Maybe i will fall asleep on the couch" "umm ok" Then everyone went to bed.The four sat there but about 20 minutes Blaze passed out. *NEXT MORNING* Blaze woke up and she didn't know where she was.She notice she was in the spare bedroom,when she looked to her side there was Jeff just waking up.Blaze just looked at him and he did the same.It felt strange,akward for to be in the same bed as him.She then got up and walked out the door.When she got to the living room Samantha,Kyle,and Holly were sleeping.She went to the kitchen to get a drink of water.When she went in there Kristy,Matt,Amy,and Kara were in there.She walked in without saying a word. "you hungry"asked Kristy who was cooking breakfast Blaze just looked at her nodded her head and then walked out.She went to go sit on the couch but her friends were all sleeping on them so she moved Holly's foot and sat down.As she sat there she could here them talk in the kitchen and then she heard Jeff. All she could think of was how much she missed him and how much she wanted to be in his arms.From the first time she met him she never thought it would end up like this.She could believe how much she missed him,but she never knew how he felt about her anymore.Then she heard Kristy ask someone to go give her her breakfast and she looked at the door and Jeff came out.She just stared at him and looked at her and smiled an unsure smile like if he should smile or not.Then Holly,Samantha,and Kyle woke up. "hey have a good sleep?" "yeah" "hey that's why i was dreaming about food"laughed Kyle "man you know how much my knuckles hurt"said Blaze feeling them "yeah man you should see that bruise on your cheek"said Holly pointing at her cheek After them Kyle left it was just Amy,Jeff,Matt,Kristy,and Daryll.Kara left to look for a job.Blaze was watching Thirteen Ghosts when everybody came in.After that was over Kristy said"Blaze we need to talk" Blaze knew she really had no choice because she can't go anywhere.It was like they planned it.The sat all around her,blocking every door way.
Scared and Confused chp15 Blaze just looks at everyone "i know i need help ok" "yeah since you have been a huge alcoholic and chronic"said Kristy "who told you that?"asked Blaze "someone" "and your point is.Look i haven't done that much.Last night was the first time i got that drunk since i got back home.I only planned to have that 40 pounder but you started to give me shit so i had more.I wanted to come home because i knew i was going over the limit so Kyle,Samantha,and Holly walked me home,well more like carried me home" "yeah ok but that ain't the point" "ok what is then?" "if you didn't cheat on Jeff then what happened?" "alot of things could of happened like i could of went for a walk or went to the store,which i did,but you guys jus had to think i was cheating" "well you did say you jus went for a walk to the store" Blaze looked at Jeff who was blocking the doorway outside and the way to get to her room.She just wanted to get out of there.Then she looked at Matt who was blocking the kitchen way.Then Amy walked to Blaze "Blaze please tell us what happened if you didn't cheat,i'm worried about you" Blaze looked at her. "she's not gunna say nothing"said Kristy "i want to tell you guys but it just wont come out when i want to say it"Blaze sat down and she just stared at the floor rethinking that night.She was holding back the tears but it just came out and she ran towards Matt but he held on to her but she started to scream "don't fucking touch me"she said as she pushed him away Kristy and Amy tried to calm her down but she wouldn't let them she just kept pushing them away until Jeff came a held her tight.Blaze just could not push him away he was holding her so tight she knew she couldn't get away so she gave up and just cried while he was hugging her.Then as she cried she said it but she couldn't believe she actually said it "i was raped"she said crying harder Soon everyone was around her.Then before she knew it she was on the couch telling them what happened "after everyone fell asleep i went for a walk to the store since i wasn't tired.Then while i was getting something to eat i notice this guy staring at me and he was making me uncomfortable,then he came up to me and asked for my name but i just said i rather not say,then he stuck out he hand and said hi i'm Bruce then he said what's yours and i said i rather not say.I went to go pay for my stuff and when i left he followed and hollered after me,he scared me and i spelled some of my pop and he came over and tried to help but i wouldn't let him.Then after i started to walk away but he grabbed me and a car pulled up and he pushed me in there,there was nobody around to help and i punched him and i started to run but he caught up and hit me in the head with something and then i woke up when he dropped me on a bed and i was dizzy and he had my hands and feet tied and" Blaze started to cry and then Kara walked in.There was something about her that Blaze didn't like at all.Then Matt went and hugged Blaze.Everyone was looking at her.Then Blaze fell asleep while Matt was holding her.Blaze woke up the next morning in her own bedroom.She layed there for awhile before getting up.She walked to the living room.When she got there it was just Kristy up. "hey how ya doing"said Kristy walking up to her and hugged her.She hugged her for a long time.Then the two sat down "how come you didn't say anything" "as i said i wanted to but it just wouldn't come out" "you know Jeff is so sorry you should of seen him last night after you fell asleep he just started to cry" "really" "yeah you know he really misses you and he loves you alot" "yeah" "how bout you?" "i miss him to i mean i love him so much i can't believe it" "yeah he was up after we all went to bed.He was just sitting here with Kara" "Kara" "yeah" "there's something about her i don't like" "like what?" "i don't know.She seems to be the type to take any guy she likes and will go to the extremes to get him.And she seems to be a bitch" "hey we don't know that for sure" "yeah i know but i just don't like this feeling.Where did she sleep last night" "i have no clue.She found a job though" "really where" "ummm i think she said movie theater" "cool" Then Blaze got upto go to the bathroom.On her way there Kara came out of the spare bedroom where Jeff was sleeping and there was Jeff in the doorway where he then kissed her.Blaze froze in her steps then she walked right pass Kara and shoved her with her shoulders "sorry its a small hallway"she said with anger inside her. Jeff looked at her with fear.Then as Blaze walked away she felt a tear run down her cheek.Then Matt and Amy walked from outside. "where have you two been,i thought you were still sleeping"said Blaze "we went out for a walk" "surprised you didn't get lost" Amy smiled"ok i just have to tell them"said Amy looking at Matt "ok let's tell them" "what?"asked Kristy "you two are going to become aunties" "OH MY GOD"said Blaze while hugging Amy them Matt "congratulations"said Kristy Then Daryll walked in "what's this all about?" "Amy's pregnant" "you are"said Jeff who walked in Blaze just looked at him.Then she looked away and she notice Daryll was looking at her. "i'm going to go get something to drink"said Blaze Then walked to the kitchen.Then when she turned around there was Daryll. "you saw them didn't you Daryll"said Blaze "yeah i did when i walked out the of the bathroom" "well hey its ok" "is it?" "well i don't know" Then Kara walked in the kitchen.Blaze walked to her room.Then Amy.Kristy,Matt and Daryll walked in "what's wrong?"said Matt "look don't think about what happened about that night it over and when we get back we are going to settle this"said Amy "and for know have fun and forget about it.And think about how much Jeff loves you" Blaze looked at them. "how much Jeff loves me"she repeated and looked at Daryll. "ok what's going on?"said Kristy"besides Amy and Matt going to have a baby" "let's just say i think Jeff is over me"said Blaze with a tear running down her cheek
Scared and Confused chp16 "what do you mean?It can't be after last night" "yeah but that was last night and today is a different day,and looks like him and Kara are new" "no way i'm going to go talk to him"said Matt who started to turn around "no Matt its ok.It's not like we are going out,he's not cheating on me" "i guess you were right"said Kristy"about her" "but hey its his choice and i'm cool with it.If he wants to be with her then so be it" "yeah but he loves you not her" 'he may love me but it doesn't mean he has to be with me" "yes it does and i am gunna go kick Kara's ass right now"said Amy "hey cool it Amy,your pregnant" "oh yeah,shit" "i don't see why you all are getting so worked up about this and i'm not"said Blaze"look just everyone chill ok.I think i am gunna go for a walk,i have to go meet them Samantha" "you're not gunna do anything bad are you?"asked Kristy "i don't know"said Blaze and then she disappeared When they all walked out they saw Kara and Jeff sitting down watching TV.Kristy was about to walk over to Kara but Blaze came out of the kitchen and said"Kristy now you be good alright" "i thought you left" "no i just went to go grab a pop.Now you just be good ok please don't do anything stupid"she said while hugging her "alright"said Kristy"i jus don't want to see you get hurt like this" "Kristy i'm ok"said Blaze and walked out the door *HOURS LATER* "Blaze where you going so fast"said Kristy while Blaze walked in not even looking at them Blaze turned around"to my room where else" "you're high aren't you?"asked Kristy "yeah so" "man look at your eyes there so fucking red" "oh yeah"she said while walking to the kitchen"tell me something i don't know" "hey you should of just stayed out if you are going to smoke up"whispered Kristy when she caught up with Blaze in the kitchen "you know everyone really wants to see you"said Blaze "yeah but i ain't gunna get stoned" Blaze laughed"that's what i said and now look at me"she walked back to living room and sat down "baby Blaze why did you let them do this to you" "well they wouldn't let me leave without getting stoned because its been awhile so i was like hey what the fuck so i grabbed the knives and we bladed like 5 joints and free handed 2" "Blaze thats way we left remember so we could get away from everything for awhile" "yeah i know but it did get better for awhile but it then got worst.I know this wont help get rid of the pain but at least for awhile i will escape from reality" "here you were always the one to say you would never drink or do drugs just to escape reality to hide the pain" "yeah but time changes,you should know that Kristy.You did the same i am doing when we were in high school" "yeah so" Blaze started to laugh so hard.Everyone was looking at until she finally said"there's a big fucking hairy spider on Kara"and she pointed to her.Kara looked and started to freak out.Blaze just laughed harder.Then a knock came on the door.Blaze got up and answered it. "hey what you guys doing here?"said Blaze still laughing "holy you must be having a good high"said Samantha "come in" Then they all walked in and sat down where they could "why did you guys come here? i thought i left you guys"smiled Blaze "well ummm lets go in your room its kinda just for you" "alright"and then they went to Blaze's room After about 20 minutes they came out "fuck i can't believe i'm gunna do this" "hey we used to do this when we were teenagers" "yeah but that was when we were teenagers" "yeah we were gunna ask Kristy to but we thought she wouldn't because she seems to have changed right Kristy"said Samantha looking at her "do what?" "just think what we used to do when we were teenagers" Then they left leaving Kristy puzzled "ok it is still only 7pm and they are high so when we were high we would go do an eat and run when we were hungry and had no money.Whoa those were really fun,but we also went to the mall stole a whole bunch of shit and then go throw shit at peoples houses.Man we caused alot of trouble once you think of it"then she laughed "you guys did all that" "yeah and once we stole a car and did a BandE" "you broke in someone's house?"said Jeff "yeah well they pissed us off and we stole there car afterwards.All we did to there house was broke stuff and wrote stuff on the walls,and with the car we took it and we had a friend wait for us on the highway and we left it there" "oh my god why did you do that?" "well they kept telling the cops lies getting us in trouble so we dicided to do something to them,funny thing they blamed it on someone else.And one time this chick pissed Blaze off so much because she was the cause of me and my boyfriend,at the time,break up. Every time we saw her i had to hold Blaze back because she was ready to beat the livin' hell out of her,but one night we were out and i didn't see her but Blaze did and she went for her and she sent her to the hospital.I did the same with one chick that did the exact same thing to Blaze.We have alot of enemies here.The thing is that if you mess with one of us you are messing with us all,especially with our family" "just your family"asked Matt "well we consider our friends family,so yeah" "man you two were really troubled when you were young" "yeah i guess so" About a hour later Blaze walked in with her friends. "whoa that was good"said Blaze "yeah when was the last time we done that"said Holly "Kristy you should have been there,Man it was awsome,oh here we got you guys some pizza"said Blaze "not only that"said Samantha who put down 3 bags out of her back pack "we got you all something"said Blaze handing out some stuff to everyone "oh this is for you"said Kyle handing Kara a toy spider"Blaze saw it and she wanted to get it for you" They all laughed except Kara,Jeff,Amy,Matt and Kristy "that's so mean"said Kristy "no it ain't"she said while looking at Kara Kara looked a bit mad but it looked like she was about to cry "oh fine you big baby if you don't want it i will keep it.I was going to anyways"and she took it back "did you steal all of these?"asked Amy "no some of them i paid for but most of i stole" "yup she still got the touch"said Holly"we thought you would of lost it" After Holly and everyone left Blaze sat down beside Kristy.They watched Tomb Raider.After that Kara went to bed.Blaze got up and went to her room to just chill and listen to music.She put in a burnt CD which played Picture by Kid Rock feat.Sheryl Crow After awhile she heard a noise and she looked towards the door and there was Jeff and he kind of looked pissed off.
Scared and Confused chp17 "what are you doing in here?I didn't here you knock" "why are you doing this to Kara?" "i just happened not to like her every since i saw here that night.Its a feeling i have" "no its because of me isn't it.Just because we are going out.You know that night after you told us what happened i cried because i hurt you but Kara was there help me,but to me it seems like you are lying just to get me back" "did Kara tell you that?" "what are you saying?" "you know exactly what i am saying,it's like she's brainwashing you or something" "can't you just leave her alone please and just let us be together" "look i am happy for you and i am cool with it but i ain't cool with her" Someone then knocked on the door and walked it "hey baby you coming to bed"said Kara who then kissed Jeff "yeah" Kara looked at Blaze with anger in her eyes.Blaze just stared her down.After they left Blaze went to bed.In the morning she woke up when someone walked in.She opened her eyes and notice it was Kristy. "hey what you want?" "i saw Jeff and Kara leave your room last night why were they in here?"asked Kristy "oh nothing,he was jus askin' why i am doin what i am doin to Kara" "really" "yeah" "come on get up we are going downtown" "we are?" "yeah all of us" "alright,what time is it?" "12:30PM" "hey i left my stereo on all night" Then Blaze got up and got ready.Then all seven left to town.When they got there it was not that busy.They walked around store to store.Then as they were going to the look at the clothes in one store they stopped when someone yelled "hey wait up" "oh hey what's up?"asked Blaze "nothing we are just walking around.What you doing?"said Kyle "nothing just going to look at the clothes" "yeah we are gunna go play a game of pool" "you guys wanna come?"said Holly "ummm actually we had the day planned"said Kristy "we did"said Blaze looking at her surprised"hmmm i never not knowed" "hey Blaze you fucking whore you messed with the wrong person"yelled a voice "who the hell are you?" "Gaby's cousin" "really she couldn't handle it so she sent you.What a pussy" "you better watch your back"she and then pushed Blaze "hey if you want to get to Blaze you have to go through me"said Kristy stepping in between the two "really we will see about that"then she walked away "yikes"said Blaze "see told ya we have alot of enemies"said Kristy looking at Amy and Matt "man i am thirsty"said Blaze"i think i might go get a pop.I will be right back" "ok" Then Blaze walked away with Holly and Kyle.When she was walking back to see Kristy when someone tapped her on the shoulder.Blaze turned around to find Kara there. "what do you want?" "listen you are messy with the wrong bitch" "well it looks like it's bitch meets bitch"said Blaze "you know i am the worst person you would want to mess with.I am a livin nightmare" "well tell me something i don't know just look at you"laughed Blaze "laugh now but you wont be laughing later,now here's how its going to go,if you are thinking about taking Jeff away think again.He's mine and that's finally,so jus do as i say" "oh really,what if i don't do as you say" "you would have to wait and see.I will make your life a livin' hell that you can't escape.If you don't want that i suggest you do as i say" "are you threating me" "i also suggest don't tell anybody about this conversation"then she walked away Blaze just watched her and couldn't believe what happened "well looks like there's a another person under the quiet Kara we first met"said Blaze to herself.Then she walked back to them Kristy who found them looking kind of mad.Then she looked at Kara.Blaze thought to herself so it has began.She didn't bother asking what was wrong but in a way she knew because it looked like Kara was scared and she must of already told them a lie. "umm ok i guess i will go since it looks like Kara is terrified of me" "yeah you better go"said Jeff"or we will" Blaze laughed"no you guys stay,you guys have the day planned and i am just gunna meet up with Holly" "hey sweet stuff"said a tall browned eyed guy who grabbed Blaze by the waist Blaze turned around"hey yourself"and she hugged a tall brown eyed guy "i haven't seen you since yesterday" "or maybe i will go with Jorden" "hey Kristy s'up" "nuttin" "cool,hey Blaze you wanna come with me to play some pool" "sure that's were i was heading.Later y'all" Then the two walked away "who's that?"asked Kara "oh him,that's Jorden.Him and Blaze had this thing going on for the longest time before we left.They never did go out because they were either both taken or one of them were,but it know looks like they both are single"Kristy just couldn't help but to look at Jeff who was watching the two walk away. *LATER THAT DAY* As Kristy,Daryll,Amy,Matt,Jeff and Kara walked down the street they saw Blaze with a crowd of people walking towards them.As they came closer they noticed Blaze holding hands with Jorden. "hey where you couples headin' to now?"asked Blaze "jus going to go grab a bite to eat" "cool we are just headin Lisa's place" "your not going to do anything are you?promise me you aren't going to drink or smoke up" "no i am not ok,we are jus going to go chill out there and watch the movies we rented,well we should be going.See you later" When they all got back home they all sat down.They all cuddled with their spouse. "so i guess Jorden and Blaze are going out now"said Daryll "yeah i guess so" Just then Blaze and Jorden walked in "hey i thought you were watching movies at Lisa's" "so did we but i got in a agrument with Lisa" "about what?" "well apparently i am the reason why her and Jorden broke up but they were going out when we were gone and i think she wanted to find a reason to get mad at someone" "yeah she has some serious problems"said Jorden"i tried to help her but she didn't let me and it was just so hard.She kept thinking i was cheating with every girl i looked at and i got sick of it so i broke up with her"said Jorden "so we just left and came back here"she looked at everyone and noticed Kara cuddling with Jeff like there's no tommorrow and that fear in her eyes.Blaze just laughed "what's funny?"asked Jeff "nothing,but i think i am gunna go to bed" Then everyone said good night and Blaze went to bed and Jorden followed
Scared and Confused chp18 In the morning Blaze woke up beside Jorden.It felt wierd to lay in the same bed as him and to have the feelings she did for Jeff.She got up and took a shower.When she went to the living room nobody was up so she just layed on the couch and watched TV.Blaze was up for like half an hour before everyone started to get up.Then Kristy got up and started to cook breakfast for everyone "don't think i am gunna cook all the time for you guys" "you know we love you Kristy,well me anyways"said Blaze "you're nothing but a bratt" "number 1 and you know it" "where's Jorden?"asked Kristy "still sleepin" "holy man he's just like you,sleep all day" "yeah but who was up first"smiled Blaze "yeah but who is still laying down" "me" "there you go" "stop buggin' i am trying to watch TV"laughed Blaze After everyone ate Blaze went in her room.She put on some music and layed back down beside Jorden.Then i tear ran down her cheek. "its going to be alright"said Jorden holding her "is it?" ----------------------------- *HOURS LATER* "so Jorden you finally going home"said Kristy "yup"he smiled then kissed Blaze"I'll phone you" "you better"said Abby "or what?" "you'll see"she smiled and gave him another kiss Then Jorden left and Blaze went in the kitchen to get a drink.Then she went upstairs to the patio.She was looking up at the stars when she heard a noise. "what the fuck do you want?" "to talk to you"said Kara "really you know what's funny i don't want to talk to you"then Blaze turned around where her back was facing Kara "don't turn your back on me"said Kara who then spinned Blaze around "don't touch me"and Blaze pushed her "you better watch what you do" "or what" "so you like Jorden.He's cute and seems sweet" "he is and you better stay away from Jorden plus you have Jeff" "true but its just that is hurts me to see you happy" "really well it hurts me to see you breathing" Then Kara punched Blaze "listen here i always get what i want and trust i am going to get what i want" Blaze looked at her and smiled then walked away.She went to her room and layed down thinking and asking herself so many questions like "what did Kara want" and if she asked her she wouldn't tell her.Soon enough she fell asleep.She woke up about 11pm at night realizing she fell asleep,then she got up and when she stepped out of her room she saw Jeff and Kara and Kristy and Daryll making out.She walked by still half asleep and trying to adjust to the brightness of the room.As she walked by she said"get a fuckin' room"then she walked in the kitchen by then she didn't fell like eating.Blaze just poured some water and went back to bed,but she took the other way to her room. *NEXT DAY* Blaze got her shoes on and left without saying a word.She walked to the mall where she met Jorden,Holly,Samantha,Kyle and some other friends. "so how's everything?"asked Holly "peachy"replied Blaze "yeah but look at the bright side it is going to be all good" "is it?"she said staring at them all "oh hell yeah" "and i can't wait"said Kyle "well neither can i"said Blaze smiling They walked around for about and hour before going back to Blaze's place.When they were walking up the drive way the saw a cop car. "man what did i do this time?"said Blaze "hey look Blaze your limo is here" "i notice" Then they walked in the house where they found everyone sitting in they living room.Blaze walked in after her friends in but was followed by Jorden holding her by the waist. "hey officer Johnson long time no see" "yeah how have you been Blaze" "ok i guess" "i see you and Jorden are going out" "yeah and why are you here?"she said while looking around and then she notice Kara all beaten up and it looked like her nose was bleeding. "well we got a call from Ms.Watts saying you jumped her and that she wanted to press charges" "ah bull shit" "now Blaze i have known you since you were a teenager and i know you have a rep of fighting even if it's not for you but why did you jump Kara?" "i didn't i haven't even seen her since last night" "but she said you jumped her after you saw her at the store and that you followed her after she left" "bull shit.What store?" "7-11" "no i haven't even been there at all today" "yeah she was with us at the the mall and then we went to play some pool"said Jorden "yeah"said Samantha "yeah but she said she saw you and you jumped her" "i don't give a fuck what she said" "Ms.Brown can i talk to you outside please" Then the two walked outside.Ten minutes later Blaze walked back in all calm "why did you jump her"asked Amy "i didn't" "what were you guys talking bout outside?" "oh why i would want to do this and shit like that.But then i told before the press charges go to 7-11 and ask to look at the video camera's or ask the worker if they have seen me at all becuase this is bull shit" "yeah i know eh"said Kyle They looked at Kara who looked kind of worried
Scared and Confused chp 19 "you sure have some nervous"said Blaze staring at Kara "hey just leave her alone"said Jeff "now why should i? i just figured out who she is.It has been bothering me becuase you look so fimiliar and your name to,but when he said Watts it clicked in.You are Kara Watts from when we were in high school.You were the new girl the one who hung out the preps who didn't like us so you didn't like us.You were a follower and their bitch.You did anything for them.You also tried to make our lives a living hell by doing stuff like spread rumors,get us in trouble with the school saying we were skipping and shit like that,jus anything.Then you and your friends tried to jump us and kick our ass but we ended kickin' your ass.Kara you have never liked us but you absolutely hated me with a passion because i made your life a living hell.Then you left but you said you would be back for me and make me pay" "that's Kara Watts"said Kristy, "oh hell yeah she has been threating me since that day in the mall when i first started to go out with Jorden.Well she thought she was threating me all this time but she wasn't,they were jus words that made me laugh.When i left with Jorden i told him everything that has happened and i also told them"she pointed at Kyle and them"and we kinda had a plan we just kind of made it up as we went along but yeah so me and Jorden have been pretending to go out and i was gunna kick her ass soon but it looks like she already had help from Gaby and her cousin" "i don't know what you are talking about"said Kara"you fucking jumped me" "hell no i saw you,Gaby and her cousin at the back of the mall,we all did.Shit we thought they were kicking your ass for no reason but when i saw you when i walked in i knew why they did that.They were helping you.Man you are so fucking pathetic to do that,and also to think i was doin' as you you say jus because you say so.Fuck that i don't even listen to the cops most the time.How you got Jeff i don't know and don't really care but you better consider yourself lucky because i was gunna kick your ass but you already are beaten so i wont bother for now" "Kara why did you do this?"asked Matt "i didn't she jumped me" "no she didn't you loser"said Samantha "Kara looks like this is the end"said Kristy"you never liked me either but you didn't hate me as much as you did Blaze but man you are pathetic" "is all of this true?"asked Jeff Kara looked at him"yes it is ok.I wanted to get her back for what she did to me in high school.When i saw you guys in the mall and i regonized Kristy i was thinking Blaze has to be with her to,and when i realized you two went out and it seemed like you two cared and loved each others so it was a perfect thing to ruin more.Then i was gunna plan for to make her look bad and have Kristy and you guys turn their backs on her.Also to break her and Jorden up.I just didn't want to see her happy since i wasn't happy as a teenager with her around" Blaze,Jorden,Kyle,Samantha,Holly laughed.Then the phone rang Kristy answered it.Blaze its for you.After 5 minutes Blaze got off. "they are not gunna press charges because she was lying" "you know what Kara just get the fuck out of here"said Kristy who was face to face with her they stared at each others for awhile before Kara walked away to her room.Then she came out with her bags got her shoes on.Then she stopped and stared at Jeff like she was expecting him to leave her.He just waved. "the door is right there"said Blaze"you do know how to use it right" Everybody laughed and then she stormed out slamming the door.All was quiet. "that worked out better then i would have thought"said Jorden "yeah but i really wanted to see Blaze kick her ass"said Holly "i know,i did too"said Samantha "shit we gotta go"said Kyle "oh yeah we have to go to the hall and help set up" "oh yeah i have a job interview"said Jorden looking at his watch Then they got up and put their shoes on "later all" "later" Then there was just Amy,Matt,Daryll,Kristy,Jeff and Blaze sitting in silence "so are you and Jorden still going out"asked Daryll "ummm no because we agreed that when we get Kara its over becuase he was jus being a friend and helping plus he knows how much"she paused and looked at Jeff"and yeah"She then got up and walked to her room.It was only 3pm and anything could happen.
Scared and Confused chp 20 Blaze just layed there on her bed staring at the ceiling.Then Daryll walked in "hey what's up?"asked Blaze "well i need your help" "with what?" He then pulled out a small box and opened it.Inside was a ring. "it's beautiful,but shouldn't you be asking Kristy to marry you and not me"she laughed "see i figured that since you two are so close that you would know or if she told you what she thinks of a perfect proposal" They talked for about 20 minutes before Kristy came in followed by Amy and Matt. "hey what you two up to?"asked Kristy "jus chattin" "oh yeah,really" "yup,so what you all want?" "to talk to you about Jeff"said Matt "what about him?" "well we just finished talking to him and you know he really is sorry for what he did and he still loves you so much that you can see it in his eyes.Whenever we talk about you its just unexplainable on how he looks" "so he loves me but what's love got to do about it" "Blaze you two make like a perfect couple and you two should be together,NOW"said Kristy "look can i just be alone a think right now.Besides we haven't talked since like forever" "ok Blaze just think about it please"said Amy hugging her "ok" "well me and Amy are going to take a ride"said Matt "yeah and me and Kristy are going out for the day" "we are"said Kristy "yes we are" Then they all left.Blaze layed back down on her bed listening to music.She was thinking about everything.Then she held on to the neckalace Jeff gave her for their three month anniversary.She really did miss him ALOT.Blaze then got up to got get a drink of water.She walked by Jeff who was laying on the couch.When she turned around Jeff was behind her. "Blaze can i please talk to you" Blaze just looked at him"ok" So the two went and sat down on the couch.Jeff looked deep in her eyes,the same way he did that night they started to go out. "Blaze i am really sorry for hurting you the way i did.For everything and for going out with Kara.I don't even know why i did go with her,maybe i was just lonely and didn't think you would want to go out with me again.But i do miss you,you know when i saw you with Jorden i wish it was me holding you and kissing you,it hurt me to see you with knowing you should be with me.I guess what i am trying to say is that i want to be with you and only you" Blaze just stared in his green eyes.Then she made up her mind,she wanted to be with him because she just loved him to much to leave him.She kissed him without saying a word.They kissed for awhile and then they just layed on the couch side by side.They just looked into each others eyes.Then Blaze cuddled with him. "it feels good to have you in my arms"said Jeff "it feels good to be back in your arms"said Blaze The two just laid there without saying a word.They fell asleep.They woke up when they heard the front door open. "hey Kristy"said Matt "how long have you two been here?" "oh about 20 minutes" "look at them two"said Amy "oh my god the are back together"said Daryll "man they didn't waste anytime did they"laughed Kristy "shhhhh i'm trying to sleep"said Blaze who turned around but fell of the couch Everyone laughed "shit i forgot i was on the couch" "are you ok baby"aid Jeff "i think so" "guess what y'all"said Kristy "what?" "me and Daryll are getting married" "so are we"said Matt "sweet deal"said Blaze "man my cuz is getting married"and she got up and hugged her"and Amy is going to have a baby and getting married" "and you and Jeff are back together"added Matt "and that's not the only thing"said Jeff who then got up and went over to Blaze"may be we can have a triple wedding" "what do you mean?" Jeff got down on his knees"Blaze will you marry me" Blaze was shocked.She got down on her knees and came face to face with Jeff,she kissed him and said "yes"
