Title:My Immortal
Part:1
Author:Abby(aka Valley)
Email:[email protected]
Rated:PG-13 so far
Content:it's all good
Distribution:my site
Disclaimer:i don't own anybody here except myself. The song is My Immortal by Evanescenes.
Spoilers: naw man then what's the point
Feedback: it's always motivation, so in other words, yeah

My Immortal
~I'm so tired of being here~
~Suppressed by all my childish fears~
~And if you have to leave~
~I wish that you would just leave~
~'Cause your presence still lingers here~
~And it won't leave me alone~

Anna sat in her empty house. Sure she still lived there, but to her it was empty. She was getting angry being surrounded by the presence she felt by him. They have been together for years. Seemed like forever to Anna. She met him through Abby Lee who was dating Jeff Hardy. Both of them worked for WWE. Abby Lee got Anna a job with her being on the creative team and also designing wardrobe and make-up. She was scared of losing Randy. She loved him so much like her Teddy Bear that he won for her at the carnival. The first time they ever met.

~These wounds won't seem to heal~
~This pain is just too real~
~There's just too much that time cannot erase~

She missed Randy so much. She thought that this was to real. She knew she would never get over him. If he wasn't to stubborn and let Maggie drive from the party that was held for him and Anna's five year anniversary. He wouldn't let Maggie drive since she was sobber because she was pregnant with Shane's baby. Maggie got mad and stormed off. If only Anna had put more pressure on him he could be here. He only had a few. So she thought.

~When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears~
~When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears~
~I held your hand through all of these years~
~But you still have~
~All of me~

"babe please! I'm sorry!" Randy screamed while begging on his knees
Anna looked at Randy. Even though he cheated on her she still wanted to be with him.She grabbed his hand,pulled him up and gave him a kiss, indicating she was going was going to give him a second chance

~You used to captivate me~
~By your resonating light~
~Now I'm bound by the life you left behind~
~Your face it haunts~
~My once pleasant dreams~
~Your voice it chased away~
~All the sanity in me~

"Anna" Anna heard Randy as she slept. She smiled at the sound of his voice "c'mon baby! wake up" she felt his hand gently brush her hair out of her face
Anna opened her eyes and looked around. The darkness greeted with laughing silence. She was only dreaming. She still could hear his voice in her head like he was really there. Anna grabbed the teddy bear that now lays beside her every night. He left everything behind like he wasn't even here. She felt so confused on what to do.

~These wounds won't seem to heal~
~This pain is just too real~
~There's just too much that time cannot erase~

Abby Lee comforted Anna. They sat in Abby Lee and Jeff's room. She need somebody. She felt like she would go insane if she stayed in her house any longer. Abby Lee and Maggie knew how she felt but she knew they were right. She needed to let it go and keep going in life. She needed to go back to work. But how? she loved Randy too much just to let go that easily

~When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears~
~When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears~
~I held your hand through all of these years~
~But you still have~
~All of me~

Anna was at Maggie and Shane's place after her and Randy had a fight. She has been there for a few days hoping that Randy wouldn't find her. But he did. He flew to North Carolina for her. Anna told Maggie and Shane not to answer it. She had enough of him asking to much of her. She felt more of his maid then his girlfriend.
"babe, please talk to me" he yelled from the front of the house "look i'm sorry. I shouldn't have been acting like that. I shouldn't have been trying to change you. Baby PLEASE!"
Anna watch from the window upstairs. Her heart was saying yes, but her mind was saying no.
"Anna, baby, please. I'm not leaving without you!"
Anna sighed. She couldn't handle it. She walked downstairs and out the door. She ran to him and kissed him. She admitted he hand a hold of her. She loves him that much

~I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone~
~But though you're still with me~
~I've been alone all along~

Anna was at home after a long night flight home. She had spent a few days with Abby Lee and then Maggie. She looked through the pictures laying around. She knew Randy was around. She wished that she was able to see him. She looked through the pictures and started to feel adrenaline build up in her. Then she stood up and threw the pictures. Then she started to throw thing around. Then she slide down the wall and curled up
"why Randy? Why?" she whispered to herself as she buried her head in her arms

~When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears~
~When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears~
~I held your hand through all of these years~
~But you still have~
~All of me~

"RANDY" Anna yelled as she got out of the car "RANDY"
"babe" she barely heard Randy. She ran to the passenger side. She quickly got him. He was bleeding harshly. She covered it with her hands hoping it will stop."Babe, I'm sorry" he said as she slightly smiled and stroked her cheek,"I love you"
"Randy, don't talk like you are leaving me" Anna said as she started to cry "Randy!"
"I have my eyes on you" he grabbed her hands "i'll never leave you, never!" he said as a tear ran down"i love you Anna"
Anna looked at him as his hand let go "RANDY! please babe. Come back!"