Title:Fear For Luv
Part:1
Author:Abby
E-mail:[email protected] or [email protected]
Rating:PG-13
Content: Language,drug/alcohol use
Distribution:PLZ ask
Characters:Jeff,Abby,Matt,Amy,Maggie,Kristy,Anna and more
Disclaimer:Everyone except Jeff,Matt,Amy,Kristy,Maggie,Anna,Keith
Spoilers: nope
Summary: Let's just say nothing can be perfect
Fear For Luv chp1
Abby was walking down the street listening to music when she saw Kristy.She started to dance her way to Kristy,even though Kristy was 3 other people she doesn't know she kept dancing and singing
"hey baby fabolous dance with me"she danced and sang around her"this is for my people my party people"
"ok Abbykins"she rolled her eyes
"you dweeb"and she pushed her"you left me all by myself .I was so scared and i wouldn't put cuddles down,i lie.But i did carry cuddles all morning"and she smiled
Everyone laughed
"so where ya heading to?"asked Kristy
"to meet Anna and Maggie at tha mall"she looked over at the multi-coloured hair guy
"oh Abby this is Jeff,Matt,and Amy.I jus met them and now i am showing them around,oh and this is Abby"
"hey wuts up?and yeah i have to get Keith back for wut he did to me tha utha day"
Kristy started to laugh"that was sum funny shyt"
"was not"
"yeah how he asked you to pick up that thingy a bober and then he kicked you n tha ass really hard and you went tumbling"
"was not my ass still hurts.Margaret better hope i don't hurt her honey to bad"
"yeah or you to will hab to scrap it out"
"yeah well i betta bounce cuz we are gunna go shoppin and get me sum chicken strips"
"man you really live up to your nickname"
"hey they are tha shyt and don't act like you ain't addicted to them eitha"she looked over and caught Jeff checking her out
*LATER THAT DAY*
Abby,Anna,Maggie walked into Abby's place.Kristy,Jeff,Matt,and Amy were all sitting in the living room
"hey have fun?"asked Kristy
"yup"answered Abby taking a bit of her chicken strips
"so wut do you guyz think of this crappy town?"asked Abby
"its alrite"replied Matt
"man you guyz don't talk much hey"
Jeff smiled
"ok ne wayz dis iz Margaret and Dianna aka Maggie and Anna,this is shit i fogots y'all names"
"Jeff"
"Matt"
"Amy"
"ha i got you to talk"
They laughed
"hey Abby ummmm did you leave cuddles in tha back this morning"
"ummm i dunno why"
"cuz i saw her outside"
Abby ran outside but when she stepped outside she got splashed by a bucket of water.She looked in tha direction it came from
"awww Keith you fucker"and she speared him.They started to wrestle around when Anna passed her a full bucket of water.She dumped it on Keith.
"hey don't do that to my man,Abby,stop picking on him"
"yeah stop picking on me"
"hey you started it"said Abby ringing out her shirt
Anna was laughing so hard she fell down,Kristy.Jeff,Matt,and Amy were standing by the door
"you to act like such kids"
Abby and Keith looked at each others and then hugged Kristy
"ahhh cold"
Jeff laughed and Abby gave him a hug
"ha don't be laughing at me"said Kristy
Abby threw the remaing water to Kristy"thats fo helping Keith you geek.Now where's cuddles?"
"who is cuddles?"asked Jeff while he took off his shirt
Abby walked out of her room"this is cuddlez"holding up a average sized blue teddy bear"it is they only thing i remember of my parents"
"yeah they left her when she was like what 5yrs old"
"yeah i only have Kristy as family becuase i don't remember any of my utha family members,so Kristy,Anna,and Maggie are like my sistaz.I have known them fo like eva"Abby looked at Kristy rite away because she noticed she was staring at no shirt Jeff
"hey can i see cuddlez"said Jeff as he snatched the bear before Abby could do anything
"hey give me cuddlez"said Abby trying to get cuddlez from Jeff but he kept pulling away.Jeff held it arm length above his head.Abby looked at him.Jeff just smiled and raised both his eyebrows
"man if i had a mommy i would tell on you"she said sounding like a little kid"so consider yourself lucky"
Everyone laughed.Abby dove for cuddlez and landed on Jeff,they started to wrestle around
"hey pass it here"said Keith
Jeff did.They started to pass it back and forth
"man you guyz are such bullies and none of these peoplez kids are helping"she looked at everyone
"hey i am having fun watching you"said Kristy
"where's Anna?"said Abby
"oh no she's calling fo Anna "said Kristy
"you calling for Anna"said Keith
"yeah,ANNA"
"shit here"said Keith taking Cuddlez from Jeff and passing it to Abby
"hehe dats what i thought"
"what"said Anna
"your scared of a girl"said Jeff
"hey i jus saved you cuz if you mess wit Anna or her sistaz you will pay.Last time i got slapped"
"you know i only play"smiled Anna
"wimp"said Matt
"hey if you have known her as long as i have you would know not to mess with her"
"well sorry but i think we should go find a place to stay"said Matt
"why don't you stay at Abby and Kristy's Place Of Many Beds open 24/7"said Keith
"yeah you can stay here until you find a place"
"you guyz moving here?"asked Abby
"yeah"said Jeff jus staring and checking out Abby
Fear For Luv chp2
Abby was trying to wake up while listening to music when Jeff walked in
"hey what you doin?"
"wut does it look like"
"like you are gunna get up and walk to the living room and eat some chicken strips"he smiled
"what"and Abby jumped out of bed.When she walked into the living room there were chicken strips
"i bought sum for you when i went for a walk"
Abby looked at him"thanx"she smiled and sat down"so where iz everyone?"
"oh they are out.We all went out while you were sleeping"
"oh yeah i can sleep fo like ever"
"i see,but i see chicken strips got you up"
"hell yeah"she took a bite"they are tha bomb"
"i know i had some"then he grabbed a chicken strip"oh no last one"he looked at Abby
Abby grabbed it and took a bite"it's mine"
Jeff smiled and stared at Abby
"what you lookin at"and took a bite"yummmm dis is really good"
Jeff leaned in and took a bite,then he grabbed it and ate the rest.Abby stared at him
"ahhh how rude, you dweeb"and she threw a pillow at him
Jeff laughed "i'm addicted to them now"
"well now i am not gunna eat them around you"
Then everyone walked in
"yeah tomorrow till Sunday iz tha carnival"said Keith
"kick ass"said Maggie
"kewl i'm gunna go fo'sho"said Kristy
"what?,a carnival"Jeff said
"well were you listening"smiled Abby
"so wut were you guyz doin' all alone"said Amy
"nuttin"they both said
"sure"
"oh wait we were eating chicken strips"said Abby
"uh huh"
"yeah, ok, wuteva"
Everyone laughed.Then it was quiet
"so we all going to the carnival?"asked Matt
"hell yeah"replied Kristy
"damn straight"added Abby then looked at Jeff who was staring at her.They had eye contact for awhile
*AT THE CARNIVAL*
There were a whole bunch of people when they showed up
"holy dis is alotta people"said Maggie"oh yeah it's bracelet day"
"bracelet day"repeated Matt
"yeah you know buy a bracelet and it will last you all nite and you do not have to use tickets"finished Abby
After they bought there bracelets they went on rides.Abby was walking around when someone came up beside her
"holy shit Jeff, you scared me"
"it's hard to find people when it is dark and still packed"he said as he handed her a large rainbow teddy bear and a small puppy dog"here i won these for you"
"awwwww thank you, this one iz jus like you and your rainbow hair"and she looked at him,he smiled"now i have to think of a name fo them"
"you cold"
"yeah why"
"you look cold"then he put his arm around her"yeah it looks like we both forgot a jacket"
"yeah i forgot it gets cold after dark"
They started to walk around.As they were walking everyone was looking at them.Abby felt weird
"hey baby"said a voice while he grabbed Abby by the waist
"hey when did you get into town"she smiled as she kissed the guy.Abby felt Jeff's arm slip off
"so who's this?"asked the guy
"this is Jeff,Jeff this is Mark"
"anywayz i jus came to see you but now i have to go"
"where you goin now"
"i have to go out of town again"
Abby jus looked at him"fine i will see you when i see you"and she started to walk away
"hey baby what tha matter?"
"nuttin so jus go.Mayb i will see you in 2 months"
"i'm sorry but you know i am working"
"jus go you mite be late fo work"and she walked away
"so i take it that was your boyfriend"
"sadly yes.He has been gone fo 2 months and he never phones,never lets me know nething.Most of the time it feels like i am single.Something jus keeps telling me dat he has anutha girl"she looked at Jeff"i'm sorry i don't think you wanna know all this"
Jeff put his arm around her again"i don't mind"
"you know what you are keepin me kinda warm"she smiled"same wit PD and RJ"
"PD and RJ"
"yeah PD short fo Puppy Dog and RJ fo Rainbow Jeff"
He laughed"how cute"
"i know i am cute"she giggled"i lie"
He looked at her and then put his arms around her waist
"now i'm even warmer"she could feel him breathing on her
"now let's try and walk"he said
"let's start wit the right leg"
Then they started to walk.They had a few mess ups and they jus laughed.Although it did feel weird for Abby to have Jeff holding her from behind,she didn't care
"i wonder where everyone else iz"said Abby as they sat on a bench
"i dunno.Haven't seen them for awhile"
"i know"she looked around and then @ Jeff"man you don't want to let me go don't cha"she said because Jeff still had his arm around her
"i jus don't want you to be cold"
Abby smiled"your sweet"
"Hey Abby come here"
Abby looked over at a group of people
"ummmm i'll be right back"and she got up"wut's up?"
"who's that guy?"said the girl
"that's Jeff"
"i thought you were with Mark"said one of the guys
"i am he jus left fo out of town again"
"so why iz he all over you"
"ok Cassie chill he iz jus trying to keep me warm"
"well you guyz jus look to comfy and plus he's hot"she said while checking him out
Abby looked at Jeff.He waved.Then she looked back at Cassie
"why do you care newayz you hardly talk to me"
"that's not true,i talk to you"
"yeah only when you need to know sumthing"she smiled"i play"even though it was true
"well i jus wanted to see if it was true"
"what you mean?"
"well the word iz that you are going out with that guy"
"man words travel so fast"
"yeah well i betta go"
"yeah me to"and she walked towards Jeff.He wasn't alone.There was a crowd of girls around him
"hey wuts up?"said Abby approaching them
"well well look who it iz"
Abby smirked"Jasmine"
Fear For Love chp3
"when did you get into town"said Abby as she sat by Jeff
"last nite"she replied
"you two know each others"said Jeff
"yeah we have known each uthaz since like we were lil kids"said Abby
"well it was nice seeing you but we have to go now"then she walked away
Jeff looked at Abby
"what"
"it jus seems like you didn't want to talk to her"
"i didn't. I jus don't like her"
"why"
"bcuz she acts like her shit don't stink. Walks around like she owns tha land and that she's all that. She's jus full of herself"
"she didn't seem that bad"he said watching her walk
Abby looked up and watched her. She was talking to Kristy,Matt,and Amy
"hey Wabby where have you been?"said Maggie
"rite here"
"hey iz that Jasmine"said Anna
"yeah" "ohhhh you should of like kicked her in the back of knee"said Maggie
Abby laughed"yeah i should of"
Abby got up and started to walk
"so the word iz"started Maggie
"yeah i know the word"interupted Abby
"wuts the word?"asked Jeff
Abby looked at him "that we are going out"
"really"he smiled
His smile really got Abby. Abby smiled back. Then they approached Kristy
"hey woman havin' fun. Must be your all smiles" said Kristy looking at Abby then Jeff
"hey where did you get those teddy bears"said Amy
"i won them for her"said Jeff
They walked around for abit and then went on sum more rides
"i think i will walk home"said Abby
"why"asked Anna
"i jus feel like walking"
"i will walk with you"said Jeff
Then they started to walk
"so what are you thinking of?"asked Jeff"you have been quiet all this time"
"sowwie i'm jus thinking of break up with Mark"she paused"i don't even know why i went out with him. I mean he's not what i thought, i guess i was jus lonely and now look at where i am. The thing iz i am scared to fall in love,i have been hurt to many times"
"i wouldn't hurt you"Jeff blurted out
Abby looked at him. Abby was rubbing her hands. Jeff grabbed her hand. They walked the rest of the way home hand in hand. Abby let go of his hand before she walked in. Jus Maggie and Keith were up
"hey get a room"said Abby"everyone go to bed"
"yeah"said Keith
"what about you guyz? We saw you two holding hands"said Maggie
Abby jus walked to her room"no comment"and she disappeared in the door
"finely"
Abby jumped
"Kristy, why you here?"
"jus wanted to ask you some questions"
"like what"
"are you and Jeff going out?"
"no"
"you both act like it"
"i know but"she sat down on her bed "Mark came in town"
"i know i saw him before he left AGIAN"
"i should jus end it"
"and go wit Jeff"
Abby looked at her with a smile "why you say that"
"come on don't lie,you like him. I can tell"
Abby had a huge smile on face
"and i can tell he likes you. He's been checking you out,flirtin wit you,jus everything since he has met you"she stared at Abby"i say go for it bcuz he will treat you betta then Mark iz"
"yeah he has. Holding my hand, holding me"
"you fo real"Kristy's eyes widened
"yeah plus when i told him i was scared to fall in love bcuz i have been hurt to many times he said he would neva hurt me"
"see Abbykins he likes you"
"why are you pushin me to go wit him"
"i jus want to see you happy"
*NEXT DAY*
Abby walked out of the shower with jus her robe on when she saw Jeff
"Jeff what the hell you doin in here?"
"jus wanted to see if you to go to the carnival. The others left already"
"well maybe if you let me get dressed i will"
He smiled and walked to the door and then looked back at her. On their way to the carnival Abby grabbed Jeff's hand. Jeff looked down and then to Abby
"let's put truth the word"she smiled
Fear For Love chp4
Abby woke up "shit wut a fucked up dream" and she layed back down. Then she got up and showered. When she was ready she went to the living room and found only Jeff
"hey where's everyone else?"she asked as she sat down
"they left to the carnival already"
"how come you didn't go?"
"i was waiting for you"
"really"and she smiled
He smiled back
"will are you ready?"she asked
"yes, if you are"
Abby got up "let's bounce"
Then they got ready and left.They took there time walking to the carnival
"so have you thought about Mark?"asked Jeff kind of nervous
Abby smiled "yeah i thought of him"
Jeff laughed "i mean have you thought about breaking up with him"
"you really wanna know don't cha"
He smiled "jus wonderin"
"well i am still undecided"
They walked the rest of the way in silence. When they got to the carnival it was that packed as the day before. They walked around for awhile before catching up with Kristy and Maggie
"hey Abbykins"Kristy looked at her and Jeff"what took you so long?"
"i jus woke up not to long ago"
"uh huh"said Maggie
"i did"
"well you will neva guess who's here"said Kristy
"who"
Kristy and Maggie looked passed Abby to who was walking to them. Abby looked behind her jus as Mark walked up to her
"oh hey it's you" Abby said trying to at least sound and look happy
"yeah it's me" and he kissed her"i came back"
Then they walked around. They met up with Matt,Amy, and Anna. Then they all went to get something to eat. Abby sat beside Jeff and Mark was across from her. As they sat and talked Abby noticed some hickey's on Mark's neck. Abby jus stared at them for awhile and then looked away. Then Mark got up and walked away without saying where he was going. Abby followed him, she stopped at the corner and peeked around. She watched as Mark went up to a blonde girl waiting by a red car. He pulled her close and started to kiss her,then he started to run his hands all over her. Abby turned around and was scared by Jeff standing there
"do you think he hurd the word?"he said watching them
"wut word?"
"that we are an item"
"oh yeah that word. Most likely he has"
"looks like we don't have to hear the word about him"
Abby smiled "i guess not"
Abby leaned up against the trailer. Jeff peeked and saw Mark walking hand in hand with the blonde. Jeff smiled and looked at Abby. Abby jus stared back at him. He leaned in and kissed her. Abby looked at him and realized what he was doing and they started to kiss. Then Jeff's hands started to wonder around her body. Abby was thinking ok he's kinda going to far. Just then Mark came around the corner. Both Abby and Jeff stopped and looked at him
"i'm sorry Mark but i don't think it's workin' out"
Jeff smiled and kissed her again "you lost sumthing great" he said as he looked in her eyes
Abby got goosebumps as he looked at her
"so i guess you were cheating on me"said Mark pushing Jeff out of the way
Both him and Abby looked eye to eye "jus playing your game,which you didn't know two can play"
Abby and Jeff walked away. When they went back to where they were eating nobody was there
"how rude jus leave us like dat"
"yeah" said Jeff
"hey thanx"said Abby as they were walking
"no problem. A girl like you doesn't deserve to be beaten at a game she can win"
Abby looked at him and smiled. So many things were going threw Abby'z mind. One thing was that she was starting to realize she's beginning to have a crush on Jeff. They bought some tickets and went on a few rides. By the time they were done everyone showed up
"where did you guyz go?"asked Abby
"we went to check out a place"said Matt
"yeah we got them a great price on it"said Kristy"it was tha same person that was showing our place"
"nidda"
"nidda"
"what's nidda?"asked Amy
"it means really in our lingo"
"nidda" smiled Jeff
"yeah so we could move in whenever"said Matt
"do you even have nething fo your house"asked Maggie
"no jus our clothes"
*WEEK LATER*
"hey thanx for helping us"said Matt as they brought in some furniture
"no problem"said Kristy
"i mean the prices we got this stuff for"said Amy
"when you shop with us you alwayz get good deals"
"yeah and stuff like this there would be no taxes bcuz we use our native status"
"there was no tax on this stuff"
"nope, we used our status card which means we get tax free stuff but not on everything"
"you guyz are very persuassive. You kept gettin them to lower tha price. Thank you for all your help"said Matt and he hugged each of them
"well we betta jet"
When they got home Abby layed on the couch. She layed there face down and was thinking of wut happened that day with her and Jeff
"Abby,hello,can you hear us"
"huh,wut" she turned and layed on her side
"what's up with you"said Maggie
"i dunno"she smiled
"she's prolly thinking of Jeff"said Kristy
"no"and her smile got bigger
"oh look at that"
"I broke it off wit Mark"
"really when"
Then she told them wut happened
"no i am single and it feels good"
"yeah but wut about Jeff? i think he likes you"
Abby jus smiled. Then she got up and went to her room. She put sum music on and layed on her bed. After awhile her phone rang
"hello"
"hey wut you doing?"
"Jeff"
"yeah"
"oh nutting jus laying here listening to music. You?"
"jus wanted to phone you to hear your voice"
Abby smiled
"you there?"
"yeah"
Then To Be With You-Mr.Big came on
"i luv dis song"
Then to Abby'z surprise Jeff started to sing. Abby jus layed there and listened. As she layed there she was thinking to herself he has a nice voice. Why does he have to b so sweet? The song was over
"do you want to go for walk? i want some chicken strips"
"sure"
Fear For Luv chp5
Abby and Jeff walked around after they bought some chicken strips
"man it alwayz snows eitha Christman Eve or before New Year's Eve"said Abby as it continued to snow heavily
"speaking of New Year's,what are you doing?"
"oh we are gunna have a party. Anybody can come"
"i will be there" then he picked up some snow
"really"and Abby did the same "glad you are comin" and then she gave Jeff a face wash and started to run
Jeff started to run after her. He caught up with her and tackled her. He pinned her down and then faced washed her.Then they started to wrestle in the snow. When they were done they were trenched. So they walked to Jeff's place since it was closer
"here you can put these on. I'll put your clothes in the dryer"
"ok"and she took the t-shirt and went in the bathroom "man this shirt iz big,it's more like a dress. I could fit like lots of me in here"
Jeff laughed and went to put the clothes in the dryer.
"man it's late. I never realized it was 3am"said Abby as she layed under the blankets"don't mind me i'm freezing"
"no,go head. You should jus get comfortable bcuz i don't know how long the dryer iz gunna be"
"your bed iz comfy"
"i know"and he layed beside her
"you look really tired"
"i am"he said while yawning
Then they stared at each others. Then Jeff raised an eyebrow. Abby did the same. Then they laughed
"you still cold?"
"why"
"you're shivering" and he moved in closer,then he wrapped his arm around her
Abby jus layed there and didn't say anything. Then after awhile she layed her head on his chest
*NEXT MORNING*
Abby woke up and Jeff was still sleeping. So she got up and went to the living room. Matt and Amy were up
"hey good morning"said Matt"didn't know you were here"
"yeah my clothes were in the dryer and i fell alseep"
Both Matt and Amy smiled
"honest to gawd. We didn't do nething" and she sat down
"you know he really likes you"said Amy
"yeah ever since we first met you"added Matt
Abby jus sat there
"he told us about your fear for love"
"love iz jus not on my side. Been in love once and yeah, i said i was never gunna fall in love again"
"so your jus gunna run from it"
"maybe. Unless it iz proven"
"what?"
Abby looked @ them puzzled "i dunno"
"but he really likes you. He's alwayz talking about you. But the thing iz he doesn't seem shy to show it"
"i noticed" and she got up
"now you two behave now"laughed Amy as Abby walked towards Jeff's room
Abby walked in and Jeff was still sleeping. She layed back down beside him and looked at him. Abby face it you like him. Stop denying it was what she was telling herself. As she stared at him she had the urge to kiss him but she held herself back. She turned around and faced the other way. Then she fell back asleep. When she woke up again she was facing Jeff. He was jus waking up. Then the door opened
"there you are woman"said Kristy as she walked in"come on we have to get ready fo tonight"she said throwing her her clothes
Then Abby got up and put her clothes on. When they got back to Abby's place they started to clean up
"so Abby wut did you and Jeff do last nite"said Maggie
"nuttin,we jus got chicken strips and then we got into a snow fight"
"and then you went to his place where i found you in his shirt sleepin in his bed WITH HIM"interupted Kristy
"hey my clothes were drying and it was late"
"Abby you like him"
"well"
"i mean we all can see he likes you. He has been hitting on, holding your hands,holding you,kissing you and wut he did when you broke it off with Mark"
"and you let him do all that to you. You must like him"
"jeez you" and she smiled
"come on tell us"
"alright i like him. He's jus ahhh man i jus really like him"
"then don't push him away. Give him a chance"
Abby jus sat down
*THE PARTY*
"awwww no Jeff yet"said Maggie as she stood by Abby in the kitchen
Abby jus smiled and took a drink of her Smirnoff Ice. They stood there talking for awhile before Miss You(Dr.Dre 2002 rmx)-Rolling Stones played
"come on Abby its our song" and she pulled Abby to the living room
"Abby,Maggie get your ass over here"yelled Anna
Then they danced. After the song was over Abby went out in the back
"hey Abby"said Kristy
"still no Jeff"said Anna
"jeez you act like i am gunna die if i don't see him"
"you will"said Maggie
"nuh huh. Hey where's that dumb ass Keith"
"aah sumwhere in that house"
"man i didn't expect that many people to be here"said Kristy looking in
"i know eh. Like half tha town iz in there"
"so who you guyz gunna kiss"asked Maggie
"i dunno i was thinking of Jamie"said Kristy
"yeah he's been flirtin' wit ya all nite"
"Blake"said Anna wit a big smile
They all looked at Abby
"what"
"who you gunna kiss?"
"do i have to kiss sumone?"
"yes you know we alwayz do it every New Years"
Abby got up and walked back in the house full of people. Then she went to the living room and joined the group of people dancing. Then Kristy,Anna,and Maggie joined her. Then after awhile it was jus her and Keith dancing
"where'd those peoples kids go"
"i dunno they said they will be back and to keep you busy"he yelled over the music
"excuse me may i steal her from you"
Abby looked to her left and smiled when she saw Jeff. Then she felt a push and looked behind her and saw Maggie,Anna,Kristy,Matt,and Amy. Abby shook her head a them
"you did not"she said
"we did it fo you Abbykins"said Kristy
Then Shook(Uomo rmx)-Shawn Desmand came on. Abby felt Jeff's hand grab hers and she looked at him and started to dance. At first Abby felt weird dancing with Jeff but she got comfortable after a few songs. Then Hey Sexy Lady-Shaggy came on. Jeff pulled Abby in closer
"your my sexy lady"
Abby smiled and then they started grind with him. She turned around and started to move her hips. After that was over Mesmerize-Ja Rule feat. Ashanti came on. Abby then start to sing Ashanti's part to Jeff
"I love when you touch me baby,all over my body baby,i love when you kiss me baby,all over my body baby"
Then the countdown started. Abby put her forhead against his
"10,9,8,7,6,5" Abby put her left hand on his left cheek"4,3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEARS"yelled everyone
Abby jus looked at Jeff. He did the same. Then at the same time they both kissed each others. They kissed until Anna,Kristy,Maggie,Matt,Amy,and Keith came to them
"Happy New Years y'all"
"yeah Happy New Years"said Abby and she hugged them all
"Abby here you go girl. You gotta have a shot wit us"
Abby grabbed the shot glass and Kristy poured in Smirnoff Raspberry Twist "aiight"
"you guyz want one?"asked Maggie
"sure"said Matt
Then she poured some for them
"to friendship,our boo's,life"
"happy new years" and they took the shot
Abby turned to Jeff. She grabbed his hand and put them around her,then she put her hands around his neck and kissed him
"how would like to my baby boo"
He kissed her "i would love to"
Then Kristy pulled her
"what"
"let's go"
"where" she asked as Kristy pulled her
Then Happy-Ashanti played and Abby saw Maggie,and Anna
"oh hell no Kristy i ain't gunna sing"
"come on it's to our boo's"
"but"
"you are goin out wit Jeff now. I hurd you both"
"but"
"but nuttin your doin it"
Then they got up there and Abby started to sing. They took turns sing. After it was over they said
"that was to our boyfriends"
Then Abby went back to Jeff
"that was for me"
"better believe it"and she kissed him
Fear For Luv chp6
Abby woke up with Jeff holding on to her. She kissed him as he started to move around. He kissed her back and opened his eyes
"you know you are the only guy that has gotten me into bed on the first day going out" she said as she noticed they were both naked
"not even a day" he said with smile
" fuck i don't even rememba anything from afta tha countdown" she said as she held her head "gawd i haven't had a hang over like this since last New Years, no wait actually my 19th birthday when i was old enough to get in tha bar"
"but tha legal age is 21"he said with a kiss
"yeah but dis is Canada and that means tha legal age is 19 here but 21 in tha States" and she finished the kiss off
He just smiled. Abby was gunna get up but Jeff stopped her
"where do you think you're going?"he asked
"gunna go get some tylenol,advil or sumfing fo dis headache"
"let me see if i can help it" then he layed her back down while kissing her
Hey was jus gunna move on top of her when they hurd people yelling and screaming. But they ignored it
*2 Hours later*
Abby woke up once again but this time by the kiss of Jeff
"wut time iz it?"asked Abby
"i dunno but it's dark out"
Abby looked out the window. Then she got up"i'm gunna go shower"
"i will join you"
After they showered they went to the living room. When they got there they found Kristy,Maggie,Anna,and sum other people awake
"oh my gawd they are alive" said Kristy but she was losing her voice
"we tried to yell and scream to wake you guyz up but i guess that didn't work" said Maggie sounding like Kristy
"that's cuz they were busy" said Anna sounding like them both
"what? i can't hear you. You need to speak a lil louder" said Abby
"ah fuck you Abby" said Kristy sticking up her middle finger
"do you need help finding your voices?" said Jeff as he sat down
"ah shut up"said Maggie
"do you guyz even rememba anything from last nite" said Abby as she sat down
"nope, not afta we sang Happy"said Anna
"we sang Happy" Abby said
"hey Jeff...you,Amy,and Matt don't drink much eh"
"nope we only have like a couple drinks and thats it"
"that would explain why you don't have a hang over" said Abby with a scratchy voice
"ah Abby'z losing her voice now" said Maggie
" shut up,i am not. Wait i fink Jeff stole it"
"Jeff why did you steal her voice?" said Anna
They laughed. Then Keith walked in from Maggie's room. He flopped on the couch Abby and Maggie were on. He layed across their legs with his head on Maggie's lap
"excuse me" said Abby
"your excused jus don't do it again"
"oh wutever,get your stinky feet off of me" and she slapped his leg
"oh that hurted"
Abby pushed his leg and got up. She was gunna sit by Kristy but Jeff pulled her. Then he kissed her
" go back in the room"said Kristy
Then Jamie walks out of her room
"well Kristy looks like you were busy last night too"said Abby
"know whats weird? Abby and Kristy started to date Jeff and Jamie in tha same day" said Maggie " and they both started wit J's"
*A MONTH LATER*
Abby and Jeff's relationship was going great. They were always together which Kristy,Anna,and Maggie felt like they were losing her. It was early morning when Abby woke up. She looked around confused
"right Jeff's room" she said as she layed on her back. She felt sumthing by her elbow and looked down "follow the roses" she said as she read the note. She looked and followed the roses with her eyes and got up when there was a knock at the door. She got up and opened it
"good morning" said Amy "the note said to knock on the door"
"i see. Well let's follow the roses"
On the way they each took turns picking up the roses. It stopped at the kitchen doorway. They both looked up and saw Jeff and Matt
"happy valentines day" they both said as they appraoched their girl with a kiss
"mmmm give me another one"said Abby
"you ladies are jus in time"said Matt
"for what?"asked Amy
"breakfast"
Then they sat down and had breakfast. After, Amy and Abby were talking while Jeff and Matt were absent. Then they came back and they pulled them up, went behind them and covered there eyes. They lead them in different directions. Jeff opened his bedroom door and lead Abby in. Then when he got her in the rite spot he took his hand away
"OH MY GAWD" she said as she walked to the bed "how cute"
There was a box of chocolates,a picture frame in the shape of a heart with a picture of them in the middle and it had True Luv on top and forever on the bottom. Then there was a big burgundy bear in the middle of it all. Abby didn't seem to notice what the bear was holding. Abby sat down and looked at the picture
"made it myself" said Jeff as he sat behind her" also made one for me"
Abby layed back and rested on him. Jeff wrapped his arms around her. Abby stared at the picture, then at the words. She wanted to cry but she kept it back. She put the frame and chocolate on the table next to the bed and was gunna grabbed the teddy bear but stopped
"awwwww how cute a kitty" and she picked up the black kitten
"remeber how you said you wanted a black panther and a white tiger. Well it's black like a panther and has blue eyes like a white tiger AND it's part of the cat family"
Abby laughed " i luv it" and she layed it on her chest. It made it self comfortable and went back to sleep
"awwww she likes you"
"so it's a she. Well i am gunna name her Precious" said Abby as she petted her
They just sat there in quiet. Abby was in her thoughts. For the past month she has been in what felt like heaven. She has never had sumone like Jeff,ever. He was not like her other boyfriends. Then that word came up LOVE
"hey you awake" said Jeff
"yeah i am still awake"
Then Jeff grabbed the teddy bear and put it on the floor
"wait i have sumthing for you to" and she got up
She put Precious down on the floor. Then she went to her jacket and pulled a box. She layed beside Jeff and handed it to him. He opened it
"this is that ring i wanted" he said as he put it on. Then he pulled out the bracelet and read what was on it "To My One And Only Jeff Hardy, With All My Love Abigail Brown"
"hey let's go now" siad Matt as he opened the door
"hey we could of been busy"said Jeff as he gave Abby a kiss "i love it"
"well i have sumthing else,but i will give it to you later"
"hey we should give roses to them Maggie. Me and Amy will give tha guyz a rose each and you give tha girls a rose each" said Abby "cuz i'm sure we have sum to spare" she said as she looked at tha dozens of roses
Then they went to Abby's place. When they got there Jamie,Kristy,Anna,Blake,Maggie, and Keith were sitting around
"i'm sorry but do we know you" said Anna as they walked in "jus joking"
"here dis iz fo you guyz"said Abby as they gave the roses out
"nuttin much" said Maggie
"so how is your guyz Valentines Day so far?" asked Amy
"awsome"said Kristy "how bout you guyz"
"perfect" said Abby as she gave Jeff a kiss
"awwwwww did you get tha kitty fo a gift" said Kristy
"yeah" and she petted the cat "her name is Precious"
For the whole day they sat around and talked. Then around evening there was another surprised
"come we are going to be late"said Keith
"late for wut?"said Maggie
"are you ladies ready" said Jamie
"you all really had dis day planned eh"said Abby
"oh yeah, we wanted it to be perfect"said Jeff
They arrived at the restaurant. They walked in. It was just them there. On each table for two it had a guyz name. Abby and Jeff walked to their table which was in the middle of the others. The tables were in a placed in a circle arrangement so they were close to each others
"it's beautiful"said Abby as she sat down
"jus like you"said Jeff
Abby smiled. The waitress came with the menu. They ordered and waited. Then Jeff grabbed Abby'z hand
"wut you thinking of babe?"
Abby put her fingers through his and smiled "how wonderful this day is"
"you deserve it"
Then their food came
"that was quick" Abby hurd Maggie say
Abby was quiet most of the time. She was thinking over wut she was about to do. She jus sat there for awhile after the waitress took their plates. Abby looked around at her friends. Then she grapsed her diamond heart shaped neckalace. Kristy looked over at Abby. Then Abby did a half smile and then looked at Jeff. Maggie looked at the neckalace and then at Jeff
"Abby" said Jeff
Abby looked
"you ok?"
"i am now" and she got up and went and sat on Jeff's lap. She was still holding on to her neckalace. She looked back at Kristy and Maggie then back at Jeff " Jeff you know since i have met you, you took my breath away. Then as the days went you slowly took my heart even though we didn't know each others that long you didn't waste your time. Now i know it has only been a month and i neva thought i would be saying this to ne guy but you will be this one guy that i would " and she took of the neckalace and held it in her hand then looked back at him "Jeff i...."
"wuts with the neckalace?"asked Matt
"well that neckalace means a lot to Abby. She bought it before she even started to date and it costed a lot. She said that the day she gives that neckalace to a guy we will know that she really loves that guy and means it, that she would do nething to keep him and..."
"oh i see"said Matt
Then they all watched. Abby looked down at the neckalace
"yeah everyone seems to know about it. It sum how got out. All her boyfriends kept askin for it or would try and get it by stealing it or jus trying there best" added Maggie
"does Jeff know?"asked Amy
"nope"said Anna
"will you guyz shut up, i'm trying to talk here" said Abby
"sowwie Abbykins" said Kristy
"newayz wut i'm trying to say iz that......" she put the neckalace on him and kissed him " that i love you"
To make that any perfect a slow song came on Love-Musiq Soulchild
"man haven't hurd this song in ages"said Kristy
"dance with me"said Jeff as he grabbed Abby's hand
Abby got up. They danced in silence. Abby was loving wut was happening and she didn't want it to end
Fear For Luv chp7
*3 MONTHS LATER*
Jeff was sitting by the club bar. He was drinking more then he usually does. Then he looked to right as a brown haired girl sit beside him. He smiled and she smiled back. Jeff took a drink
"i haven't see you here at Club 'A' before"she said
"i come here often. With my friends and all"
"i see. Yeah i just got off work"
Then the bar tender came with her order. She pulled out her wallet and was gunna pull out the money but Jeff put his hands on hers
"put it on my tab"he said as he looked at the bar tender and then to the brown haired girl
"you have a tab"
"well actually it's my..."he looked at her"well my closet gal friend's. She works here"
"lemme guess ,Abby"
"yeah you know her?"
"everybody knows Abby"
"she's workin' at Stix right now"
"yeah that girl sure can work. I can't see how she can handle two jobs at once. And she finds time to have fun and hang out with her friends. I find it hard being a waitress at Denny's and havin' fun"
"so you work at Denny's?"
"going on a year now"
"yeah i work at Mohawk since 7-11 closed down . Abby iz tryin' to get me a job here or Stix"
"apply at Denny's. They are have some positions opened. When Abby,Maggie,Anna, and Kristy all worked there it was hectic. They were good waitresses and all just there atitude and plus when they were on tha same shift it was loud and jus didn't work. Kristy still works there. But they seem to handle it well at Stix and here. Man ever since i've seen them around you neva see them alone. There's alwayz at least two of them together. Ever since high school it's been like dat, Even then they are tha same way they are now. I don't think they will ever change"
"really?"
"really"
"hey you wanna go dance?"asked Jeff as I Know What You Want-Busta Rhymes feat Mariah Carey started to play.
"sure"
They both got up and danced. They started to get closer. Soon they were grinding. He had his hands on her hips and was tapping to the beat. He pulled her in more. About and hour later he drove the waitress home. He walked her to the door. She turned around
"so ummm....thanx"she said as she kissed him
"no problem"he said as he kissed her back
She grabbed his hand and pulled him in. Jeff closed the door as he continued to kiss her. They walked to the room. They fell on the bed still kissing. After awhile Jeff stopped and looked at her
"i'm sorry" and he got up "i can't do this" and he walked out. He drove to Stix since it was 12am and Abby should be closing
"see ya on Monday Abby" said Dan as he got in his car
Abby locked the door and was gunna start walking when she stopped and saw Jeff sitting in the car "hey what are you doin' here?"
"came to pick you up"
"well i was jus gunna go meet Kristy and them at the club" she looked him as he stood there swaying"have you been drinkin"
"jus had a little"
"little my ass" she said as she stood infront of him. Then she got in the drivers seat "get in. I'm gunna drive you to your place"
"i can drive"
"you could but your not so get in" and she closed the door and started the car up
Jeff got in. After they drove away Jeff looked at her " did you say Kristy is at the Club?"
"yeah they left like half an hour ago" Abby said as she focused on the road not looking at Jeff. She wanted to know why he was drinking. Usually he had a few and that was it but it looked like he had a more than a few. Something was bothering him but she didn't want to ask "ok are you gunna be alright" she said as she stood beside the bed
"where's my brother?" he asked as he moved around on the bed
"he's at Club A. I'm gunna go meet them now"
Jeff shot up and grabbed Abby's waist "no please stay here with me" and he put his head against her stomache "pleeeeeeease"
"well ummm... whOa" she said as Jeff pulled her down. She fell on top off him and quickly layed on her side
"please don't leave me" he said as he grabbed her hand and was leaning in for a kiss but Abby layed on her back "is everything ok?" he asked as he layed on his back
Abby let go of his hand and rolled over and put her head on his chest. She felt his hand slide on her lower back. She grabbed the heart necklace she gave him on Valentines Day
"nuttin's wrong"
"i didn't ask if anything was wrong. I asked if everything was ok"
"same difference"
"something's buggin' you" he said
"no, now jus pass out already so i can leave you"
"hey"
"i lie. I wont leave you"
"ever"
Abby let go of the neckalace and put her arm around him and grabbed his hand "ever"
They layed there but would you leave me Abby thought. Jeff finally fell asleep. Abby did awhile later
*IN THE MORNING*
Abby woke up and slowly moved from Jeff's grasp. She walked in the living room. Amy and Matt were awake
"hey what happened to you last night"asked Matt
"your dumbass bro didn't want me to leave him last night"she said as she was gunna sit down down but stood back up"whOa. Who iz dat?"
"Kristy. Maggie and Anna took the spare bedroom"said Amy
"aaannndd why are they here?"
"your dumbass sisters forgot their keys" laughed Matt
"why are we surrounded by dumbasses"said Amy
They laughed. Then Abby moved Kristy's feet and sat down
"so how was your Friday night?"asked Matt
"it was aiight. Stix was packed. How was the Club?"
"it needed Abby there. It jus ain't the same without you. Even if your jus sitting there"
"yeah i know"she smiled "yeah i have today off. I work at the Club tomorrow at 8pm"
"well let's try and go to the Club again"said Matt
"aiight. Well i am gunna go home and get ready and all" then she slapped Kristy's ass "when they wake up tell them i am at home"
Kristy jumped up "holy shit. Don't fuckin' do that, it hurts"
Abby laughed "well i am gunna bounce"
*THAT NIGHT*
Abby,Kristy,Jamie,Maggie,Keith,Anna and Blake were sitting around taking shots
"let's go dance now"said Maggie
"alright"said Kristy
Everybody got up except Abby
"you comin'?"
"naw, i'm jus gunna chillax"
"aiight"
Abby watched as they all made there way to the dance floor. She watched as everybody in the club danced. Then she put her head down as she tried to pass the painful headache. Then she looked up as she felt someone sit down beside her
"Mark, what the fuck do you want?"
"you"
"keep on dreamin"
"it wasn't a dream months ago"
"yeah that was months ago. Even then i felt single"
"did you get my gifts?"
"yeah and each time i threw dem away" and she got up
"i could tell your are trying to quit your habits"he said as he grabbed her from behind and touched her nose
Abby jerked her head away and looked at him. Then Mark slide his hands right around her. Abby just looked ahead of her and didn't look back at Mark
"try all you want but you wont be able to quit. I tried and it is hard"
Abby pushed his hand away and turned around to face him "yeah but that's you. I'm doin' pretty good. But it looks like you're still in it"
"have you told your boyfriend" he said as he tried to grab her again
"jus leave me be"she said as she slapped his hand away
Then he looked at her and walked away. Abby turned around and saw Jeff. He walked right pass her
"Jeff wait" she said as she grabbed his arm
Jeff pulled away and walked through the crowd. She stood there for awhile
"hey Abby iz everything ok?"asked Maggie
"yeah"
"well alright ummmm everybody iz headin' out. You comin'?"
"naw, i think i will stay fo awhile" then she watched everybody leave before she went to sit back down
"hey i thought you left"said Abby as Keith sat beside her
"let's go"
"where?"
"we are goin' for a walk and talk about you and Jeff"
"why?"
"something is not right and i wanna know"
"but"
"now let's go"he said as he grabbed her hand and pulled her
They walked around. Abby told him everything that was bugging her
"you should tell him. Tell him everything. And don't worry about Mark. I will take care of him"
"yeah but are you sure i should tell him"
"yeah. He has the right to know. You are his girlfriend. Plus it's better it comes from you then somebody else"
Abby locked her arms with his. She put her head on his shoulders "i'm jus scared on how he is gunna react"
Fear For Luv chp8
They started to walk up the driveway
"Jeff followed Mark out of the club"said Keith breaking the silence
"WHAT?"
"yeah they were ready to go at it but Maggie and Amy told me and Matt to go stop it. Then before we walked away Mark told Jeff to ask you why we call you Pipero"
Abby was gunna grab the door knob put let her hand fall. She unlocked arms with Keith "shit"she said as she ran her hands through her hair
"hey don't worry" he said as he pulled her for a hug "everything is gunna be alright"
Abby put her hands around his neck "i know"
Then the door opened "hey Abby the door i mean the phone. Hey wut you guyz doin'?"asked Maggie looking at them weird
"talkin"said Abby as she took the phone
"it's going on to two and you are finally gettin' home" she said as she walked in
"hello"she answered ingnoring Maggie
"hey"
"oh hey Jeff"
"where have you been?"
"walkin' around with Keith"Abby walked to the end of the porch and sat on the porch railing and leaned against the wall "why you phonin' so late?" she asked as she watched Keith walk in
"i'm sorry for tonight"
"look jus don't worry bout it aiight"
"i don't know why i'm like this"he paused "Abby i don't wanna lose you. I just go crazy if i do"
Abby smiled "but you already are"
He laughed " yeah and so are you"
"i guess we are jus one crazy couple, but you don't need to worry. You are the only guy i gave my heart to, and there is no way i can take it back" Abby yawned "you know what? i think i am gunna go to bed"
"why don't you come over"
Abby stalled for awhile then she saw Kristy come out
"stop having phone sex with Jeff"she laughed
"oh whateva you loser"
"what?"said Jeff
"oh not you. I'm just talking wit Kristy"
"oh i see. So you coming over?"
"ummm.... yeah, sure. I'll be right over"
*NEXT DAY*
Abby woke up to the sound of the radio on her stereo. She remembered she set it for 12pm. It was playing Gossip Folks-Missy Elliott. She layed there listening. Then after the song was done she played her CD and layed there. She looked at her teddy bears that Jeff won for her 6 months ago. Then Precious jumped on the bed. She cuddled up to Abby. Abby layed there for another hour until she finally got up and got ready
"well finally you are up"said Maggie
"where's Kristy? Oh yeah she's working"
"yeah"
"where's Anna?"
"she left wit Blake last night"
"gawd they left me wit you and Keith. Why they do that?"
"fuck you"
Abby laughed "i lie" then she walked in the kitchen and got something to eat
Maggie came walking in "i'm so gald to see you getting back to the Abby we knew before Mark came along"
"yeah me too. But i am slowly gettin' there. I jus hate these withdrawals and mood swings and all that"
"me too. Especially when you are cranky, then i hate you. I bug"
Abby smiled "You think i should tell Jeff"
"well you are his girlfriend"
"that's what Keith said"
"well he should know why you are like this. I mean it's only gunna be 5 months since you guys started to date and you haven't told him"
"yeah but i was in the process of quitin'. I dunno"and she put her head down on the table" i tried to tell him last night but i just couldn't. I walked Kristy to work and then came home"
"i say tell him. Then he will probably know why you don't eat that much, why your nose was sometimes red, and all that. And he will know why you have been a bitch lately and been havin' headaches and all that shit"
"what do you mean been a bitch lately"
"oh yeah that's your 24/7 hour job"
"damn staright"
They laughed. Then Abby got up and got some juice "well i am gunna go see Jeff. I'm gunna leave you with that dumbass Keith"
"hey he's my dumbass. Oh yeah Abby"
Abby stopped"what?"
"you should tell about Jalissa"
Abby got to Jeff's. This time she actually made it to his door. Amy and Matt were in the kitchen cooking lunch. Jeff was sitting down
"hey what happened to you last night?"he asked as i sat by him
"hey you didn't say when to come over"she smiled
"well at least you are here"he said as he cuddled with her
"yeah i fell asleep"she lied
Amy and Matt walked in "hey you want some lunch?"
"no thanx. I'm not hungry"
They all looked at each others
"what?"said Abby as she looked at them all
"you don't eat much. Why?"asked Amy
"i think it's just a waste of energy and time"
"yeah sure"said Matt
"hey ummm can we go talk?"she said as she looked at Jeff
"yeah sure"
Then they walked into Jeff's room. Abby sat on the bed
"well ummm...."
"what? what is it? you're not breaking up with me are you?"
"no. Why would i?"
He shrugged his shoulder's "i dunno, jus that look"
"i see"
"so tell me, why do they call you Pipero?"
Abby looked at him "ok i know we have been going out for 5 months and Keith and Maggie have been tellin' me to tell you because i have been debating with myself if i should. When i met you i was in the in between of quiting but still using it"
"of what?"
Abby was quiet "Pipero means crack or cocaine user. Mark's friend's gave it to me. Then it caught on"
"Mark?"
"yeah. When we started to go out i didn't know. Then sometimes i saw him, his nose was red, he didn't have a big appetite. We were at his friends place and they pulled out the coke. I said no the first time but it was right there so i tried it. I didn't use it as often first but then i started to use it heavy and then that's when Kristy and them became concerned. They weren't with it in the beginning anywayz. So i started to quit"
"why did you start?"
"see this is where i tell you something else i've been wanting to tell but i jus got scared how you would react with this one"
"must be bigger then your cocaine use"he said worried but angry
"you know i am jus gunna straight out tell you while i have the confidence right this moment" she looked at him "Jeff i have a 5 yr old daughter"
Jeff was shocked and looked at her "you what?"
"her name is Jalissa. Her dad took her a few months after she was born. I was only fifteen when i had her and he was 19. You know we were young and thought we were in love and all that shit. We broke up and he took Jalissa since he was old enough and they let him take him since i was young and still had school and all. He moved to Vancouver and i have only seen her once" Abby stopped since her confidence was gone
"ok in these five months we have been going out you were doing cocaine and you've had a kid"
"yes. I figured you would wanna know why i've been having headaches and all that. I hate having withdrawals but i am getting past them. They aren't as bad as they were three months ago when i quit"
"but you've had a kid all this time and you didn't bother to tell me"
" it was bothering me. Look i haven't seen her since she was 3 and that was only for an hour then she was gone again. Jus be gald that she might hate me when she is old enough to understand and that Nathan tells her that i left them,which would be a lie"
"unless he comes back and you go back to him because he had you child"
"Jeff don't think like that. I would never go back to him"
"oh what you gunna wait for another five months to tell me something else"
"ahhh gawd. Jeff you don't understand"
"i understand perfectly. You are a crackhead and was a mother at a yound age who didn't tell me until 5 months after we started to date"he said as he started to get more angry and fustrated
"fuck, i should of jus let you find out by yourself. Maybe it wouldn't of been easier then"she took and deep breath" All i wanted to do was come here and let you here it from me instead of somewhere else and so i can explain"she said all calm"I didn't want to tell you because i was scared of how it would be in our relationship. Of how you would take"
"how i would take"he said still with the angry tone
"well obviously you don't like"said Abby getting angry also
"not really. Finding out my girlfriend sniffs cocaine and has a child and tells me after five months,doesn't come my way that often"
"to think you i thought you would be understanding. It's not like you have nothing to hide"and Abby walked out
"GO SNIFF SOME COKE I KNOW YOU WANT TO"he yelled after her
"FUCK YOU"she yelled as she walked out the front door
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"fuckin' anywayz"said Abby as she sat back in the chair and looked around
"Abby it's alright"said Kristy as she stood infront of her behind the counter
"yeah i'm sure he'll come to his senses"said Lisa
"you know what let's jus forget about it"she looked at Lisa "so tell me have you seen this guy that i supposely is close to"
"he said you two were close"
"yeah but the discription doesn't ring a bell"
"he was sweet though. Maybe he was from out of town that's why i haven't seen him"
"but it was only two,three days ago"
"yeah he still could be in town. Maybe he was in for the weekend"said Kristy as she gave Abby a beer bottle "Bill said it on the house because it looks like you need it"
"man it's dead in here"she looked at the bottle"beer? you know i only drink this stuff when i am hung over"
"yeah it usually is around this time of the month and quit your bitchin' that's all we have here. This is a family restaurant not a bar"
"yeah i know i was jus buggin'. But i will drink it even though i don't want it" Abby opened it and took a drink "man it's going to be boring at the Club tonight. It's alwayz boring on Sundays"
"awwww poor Abby. What time you start?"
"eight. Which i better go and get ready"
"aiight see you later"
"if Jeff comes and ask's for me jus tell him you don't know where i am" then Abby left Denny's
Ten minutes later Jeff walked in "hey Kris have you seen Abby?"
"yeah she left like ten minutes ago. You didn't see her?"
"no. Do you know where she went?"
"no, sorry. She's pretty upset though"
"really" he said as he sat down in the same spot as Abby did
"here finish her beer if you want to. She only had a drink
"no i have to go find her" and he got up"later"
Lisa came running out from the back
"whOa did Sally start a fire again" she said as Lisa bumped into her
"no, that was the guy"
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Abby was cleaning up the Club. She was right it was boring. Abby hurd banging on the door but Lucas went to answer it
"Abby it's Jeff"
"tell him i'm busy cleaning"
"come on man jus let me in" she heard Jeff say
Abby had her and Jeff's arguement going through her mind and what Kristy told her at the beginning of her shift. Through the six hours she was working that was all she thought of. She couldn't believe that Jeff was getting mad about what she told him when he himself had something hidding
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It was around 3am when Abby got home
"you guyz are still up?"
"yeah jus having a few"said Maggie
"Jeff keeps talkin"said Kristy
"i think she means phoning"said James
"yeah and he said to talk him no matta what time it be"
"yeah he wants you to phone"
"will you stop fixin' my phone"
Abby laughed "i guess she's had to much"
"want a cooler?"
"what kind of bitch pop do you have?"
"Vex, but we also have some hard stuff"
"aiight past that shit my way"
Then there was a knock at the door. Everybody looked at each others"who could be here at 3 in the morning?"Abby opened the door. Her eyes widened "oh my gawd. Do my eyes decieve me?"
"who's gawd?"asked Anna
"no dumbass, it's Nathan"
"oh my gawd"said Kristy
"see"
"hey ummmm... could we stay they night. We just got in and there's nobody answering the phone"he said as he was holding Jalissa
"ummm yeah sure. Follow me"
Abby let them stay in her room. Nathan put Jalissa down on the bed. Abby stood at the end of the bed and watched her daughter sleep
"what's weird is that i was telling my boyfriend about Jalissa. After 5 months of going out"
Nathan stood by her "took you that long eh"
"yeah it did. I was scared on how he would react and ummm...yeah"
"how did he react?"
"he didn't take it well because i told about my cocaine sniffing also"
"you?"
"yeah but i quit now. We had an argument and ahh gawd it's jus frustrating. Anywho, how has she been?"
"great. Non-stop about wanting to see her mom. Wanting to get to know her. Which is good because i am leaving her with you"
"what?you don't bother to ask. Just dump her like this"
"well my girlfriend doesn't like the idea that i had a baby with another girl. Besides i think you should have her now"
"so your doing this like you don't love her"
"oh Abigail, your still tha same"
Then Abby's phone rang "hello"
"hey baby"
"oh hey Jeff"
"what's wrong?"
"nuttin"
"come on Abby i know that tone"
Abby watched as Nathan layed down on the bed "Jeff now is not the time. Why are you phonin' from your cell?"
"ABBY THERE'S SOME GUY STANDING OUTSIDE. GO KICK HIS ASS"yelled Maggie
Abby got up and looked outside "Jeff why are yo standing outside scaring Maggie"
"hey i'm jus standing here hoping you will talk with me"
"well i am. We are talkin' on the phone"
"Abby please"
"jus wait"and she hung up the phone
"so who's the guy?"
"my boyfriend"
Abby walked out to Jeff "hey i missed you" he said as he tried to give her a kiss
Abby looked away and then back at him "why you gotta be like that?"
"like what?"
"you gettin' pissed off at me"she stopped as she felt herself get steamed up inside thinking about it
"i'm sorry, it jus came at me so fast"
"no i am talkin' about you gettin' pissed of at me when you have something to hide. Now i have been waitin' on you to tell me but to find out it was Lisa"
"Lisa? who's she?"
"don't tell me you don't even know her name"she looked at him"you know the one you almost slept wit a few nights ago. You met her at the Club. I saw you guyz dancing but i couldn't see who it was"
"but you were working"
"yeah i was but Mike called me up telling me you were drinkning too much and that i should check on you. So Danny said i should go check on you, but to find you with anutha girl. Then when i went to Denny's to talk to Kristy,Lisa told us about her night. Now i was confused to who she was talkin' about how that guy said we were close friends,but to find out it was you. You refering me as a friend"
"Abby i was drunk and i let the gifts and the stuff Mark was doing get to me. I thought you were gunna go back to him"
"Jeff you know i didn't keep any of his shit he sent to me"
"baby i'm sorry"
"Jeff tell me. What do you really think of me being a mother? What would you do if i were to raise her?"
Jeff looked at her "ummm...."
"Jeff tell me now because i have my daughter up in my room and her dad just told me he wants to leave her with me"
Jeff didn't say anything. He got in his car and drove away. She looked around and noticed that the dawn was approaching. Abby walked back in the house.Everybody went to bed except Maggie
"Abby"
"fuckin' anywayz"
"what?"
"ahhh gawd"and she started to cry
"Abby" Maggie went to hug "what's the matter?"
"everything. Jeff and me, then Nathan poppin' out of nowhere"
"i know. I was surprised to see Nathan here. I jus wanted to go up to him and kick his ass"
Abby laughed "yeah i saw the look you gave him. I wonder if he is still afraid of you"
"he better be"
"but now i...i don't know about me and Jeff. I asked what he thinks of me and Jalissa and what he thinks of me taking her"she paused"he jus drove away"
"no way"
"yeah. Now i don't know where we stand. He didn't even know Lisa's name"
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Abby was still up when everyone started to wake up. When they did Abby went to her room got some clothes and took a shower. When she went back Nathan was up
"so how long you planning to stay?"
"i jus came up hoping you will take Jalissa"he said as he looked at her
Abby looked at her also "of course i would. Why wouldn't i?"
"i'm going to be leaving tomorrow"
"daddy where are we?"she said as she tried to wake up while looking around
"hey ummm... this is your mommy. We are at her place"
Abby smiled as Jalissa stared at her
"is she coming home with us?"
"ummm no. Your going to be staying her with her. Daddy is going back to Vancouver"
"are you coming back?"
"not right away"
After awhile Nathan tried to say bye to Jalissa. She took it hard. It broke Abby's heart to see her daughter like this. Abby held her after Nathan finally broke away
"why is he leaving me? why does he alwayz leave me?" she asked as she stopped crying
"what do you mean?"asked Abby
"he alwayz leaves me with baby-sitters. He even leaved me by myself sometimes" she looked at Abby "you wont do that will you?"
Abby hugged her "no i wont. Your my baby girl"
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"that stupid bastard"said Abby as she came back from putting Jalissa back to sleep
"what?"asked Maggie
"Nathan that dumbass. Jalissa said lately he has been leaving her either with a baby-sitter or by herslef jus to be wit his gay ass girlfriend"
"fuck if i knew that i would of punched his right when i saw him. First he takes Jalissa and then drops her off so he could be with another girl"
"fuck i would never do that for a guy"then she sat down and thought of Jeff
"Jeff"
Abby looked up at her"i don't know what's gunna happen between us"
*A WEEK LATER*
"hey baby girl, mommy has to goto work now"she said as Jalissa sat down in McDonald's"auntie Kristy is going to be lookin' after you ok"
"where's aunt Maggie going?"
"she's working with mommy tonight"
Then they left. They got to Stix and it wasn't that packed
"hey Danny and Stan. How is it tonight?"asked Abby as they got there
"been like this all day"replied Danny
"aiight,cool"said Maggie as Danny and Stan left
Abby walked behind the counter and sat on the stool and put her feet up. Maggie sat on the back counter. Then somebody came up to get change for a five
"five loonies please"he said as he handed Abby the five dollar bill "why does a game of pool cost a dollar? it should be free"
"hey we jus supply the change for you guys and work here. We don't not own the place"
The guy laughed "so you're the one going out with Jeff?"
"you know him"interupted Maggie
"yeah. Me and Henry are friends of his. We in town for a bit"
Abby looked to the pool as the guy pointed out Henry "and i'm Paul"
"well i'm Maggie and dis is Abby"
He smiled and walked away. Abby sat back down. She looked over and saw Henry look away. She then put her head on the counter
"gawd"
"what?"said Maggie as she handed someone a bag of chips
"if they are here to see Jeff, then he is gunna be here"
"yeah,so"
"but i don't want to see him"
"why?"
"Maggie we haven't talked in a week"
"well i know that. But"
"hey can i get two slurpees,two bags of ketchup chips"
"3 dollars"said Abby as Maggie passed him chips"we will call you when the slurpees are ready"
"that's alright i will wait here"
"your Henry right"said Abby as she leaned against the back counter
"yes i am"he said checking both her and Maggie out
Then Jeff,Matt and Amy walked in. Abby went to see if the slurpees were ready. She could here Jeff and Henry talk. Abby put the slurpees down "here you go" she said not even looking at Jeff. Then she turned around and started to talk to Maggie "ahhh gawd why ain't anybody playing music"
"because they know eventually we will start playing it ourselves and then they wont have to pay a dollar to play three songs"
"yeah. True dat" Abby looked at her watch and then around the place. Then she went and looked outside and saw Samantha,Rachel,Keith and Anna coming. After they walked in Abby locked the doors
"Abby what you doin'?"asked Maggie
"locking the doors. Danny said we can if it is still tha same and nobody is coming well basically if it's dead and nobdoy else had been coming in, then we can lock it" she was going to lock the other doors when Lisa walked in. Abby just looked at her and closed the door "don't worry we ain't locking you in. You can still get out just that if you leave you can't get back in" and she walked away. Abby was going to go back to the counter but Lisa stopped her
"Abby can i talk to you please"
Abby looked at her and then they walked a it further away "what?"
"Kristy told me about who that guy was. How he was your boyfriend. I didn't know and if i did i wouldn't have did anything. You know i saw him there and started a convosation and it... your lucky you have someone like him"
Abby looked at Jeff and then back at Lisa "am i? if i was lucky then why did he say i was only a friend"
"i hope this doesn't do anything to our friendship?"
"naw, it wasn't your fault. You didn't know and he lied to you" Abby gave her a hug
"cuz you know i wouldn't want you as an enemy because i would have to deal with not only you but Maggie,Anna, and Kristy. I remember what happened to Megan when she tried to break up Maggie and Keith"
"yeah well you know. You mess with one of us you are messin' with us all"
"hey you wanna play a game of pool?"
"yeah sure" then she turned around "hey Mags i am gunna play some pool aiight"
"aiight" then she started to talk to Keith and Anna.
Sam and Rachel were playing there own game. Lisa and Abby went to the pool table which was between Sam's and Jeff's. Lisa racked "hey Izzi. I need motivation" she hollered at Maggie. Then Maggie played some music. Then Abby started her game with Lisa. After awhile there was banging on the door. It was dark so Maggie couldn't see who it was. Then Maggie opened the door and Mark came. Keith looked at Abby and grabbed Mark by the arm
"get your ass outta here"
Mark pushed him and ran to Abby. Abby put her pool stick down and swang at Mark when he was close enough. Mark held his nose
"why you gotta be like that. I jus wanted to see you and"
"WHY DON'T YOU JUS LEAVE ME BE. You have already done enough you fuckin' sorry ass bitch"
Then Keith came up behind him and started to pull him away. Maggie was helping. Abby watched as they did. He started to yell
"you know i am better then Jeff. You know i would care for your child and not walk away like he did"
Abby had her hands in a fist. She stared to walk after him but Sam and Rachel stepped infront of her
"Abby jus calm down"
"that stupid fucker"and she the brick wall "I SWEAR TO GAWD I AM GUNNA KILL YOUR COCAINE SNIFFIN' ASS" and she tried to go again but was stopped by Sam
"Abby let Keith handle it"
Mark came running back in but Keith threw him down and started to punch him. Then he started to kick him out "don't ever show your face around here again or near Abby" and he closed the door and Maggie locked it
"HOW THE FUCK DOES HE KNOW THAT SHIT"said Abby as Maggie and Keith was walking to Abby
Abby was holding the tears back but she couldn't anymore "ahhh gawd i jus....i jus want... ahhh gawd" and she hit the wall a second time
Maggie and Anna hugged her "how does he know?"
"i don't know but he's gone now"
Then Keith pulled her in for a hug "why? why me?"
"hey ummm... stay here with her. I have to go get ready to close down"
"yeah we will"said Sam
"no i will help"said Abby as she looked at Maggie
"you sure"
"yeah"
Then they started to close
"gawd i hate it when my nose gets runny after i cry. It sounds like i have a cold"
"i wonder if they are almost done with there game"said Maggie
"i will go tell them to hurry"said Keith
"no i will. You don't work here. Plus i don't think you can handle it" Abby laughed "i lie" and she started to walk towards Jeff" hey you guyz almost done cuz we are ready to close"
"yeah were are almost done our game"
Abby looked at Jeff and then walked towards Lisa,Sam and Rachel. Lisa and Sam where playing a game
"yeah we are almost done"
"aiight"
"man that Mark"
"yeah i know" Abby looked down at her hands "he got me pretty pissed off. Look at the bruises on my knuckles. And it takes alot to bruise me because i don't bruise easy"
"man look at that. You must have punched tha wall hard"said Henry"i'm way over here and i could see that"
Abby looked at all off them "well the guy got me pissed off"
"and that's something you don't want to do"said Rachel
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*A WEEK LATER*
"fuck look at that. They bruise is still there"said Abby as she looked at her knuckles
"so i guess you know where you and Jeff stand now eh"said Kristy
Abby sighed "yeah"
"what? it's been two weeks now"said Maggie
"yeah"
"who's Jeff?"asked Jalissa
Abby looked at her "a guy mommy was with"
"i never see him with the necklace any more"said Anna
"do i have to kick his ass too now"said Keith "i mean nobody hurts our Abby especially if she gave her heart to the guy"
Abby picked up Precious. Abby thought about tha Valentines Day
"i mean Matt and Amy don't even know what's going on with him"said Kristy"he's been kind of to himself since that night"
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"come on Jeff you were crazy about this girl"said Matt
Jeff pretended like he didn't here anything they were saying
"yeah man it sure looks like you are"said Henry
"how would you know man. You jus got here"said Jeff
"it's in your eyes"said Paul"just how you look when you see her. You want to be with her but something is preventing that"said Paul
"yeah you still have the necklace she gave you and even though you don't wear it sometimes, you still carry it"
"yeah so"
"Jeff she gave you her heart and you were able to get it. And she's scared of love but she took a chance with you"said Matt" lil' bro she made you happy. And i never seen you like that. Now you jus proved to her that love is not on her side"
"well she has a life of her own. She has her daughter"
"that she hasn't seen until recently"
"she had it with another guy"
"Jeff think about it"started Amy"she never knew her parents, She was abanded before the age of 5. She was moving from foster home to foster home and doesn't even know who her family are besides Kristy. All she is looking for is someone to love and someone to love her back. She thought it was Nathan but she was wrong. And yes they had kid and she loves her but she also loves you. She has enough love you know. Just because she has a child doesn't mean all the love is going to her"
"how do you know?"
"hey just because y'all are having problems and you ain't talking to her doesn't mean we can't"said Matt
Then somebody knocked on the door. Then Kristy and Jamie walked through
"hey what's up?"asked Kristy
"nothing much. You?"said Amy
"we were just walking around and decided to drop by"said Jamie as him and Kristy sat down
"hey Kris tell us about when you and Abby grew up"said Amy
"what do you want to know?"
"the two of you being abonded"
"well we were three when we were. Our mom's were like close cuzins like Abby and i. But they left both of us at Abby's place. They told us we were alone for like a day or two. They aren't sure. They thought we were sisters at first but they found a picture in the house with me and Abby's names and letters. I think they were going to send it to our dads. But we were jumping from foster home to foster together. We wouldn't let them split us up. But she got involved wit Nathan and they thought they were in love cuz that's all Abby was looking for. Not having a father figure to show love ,she was looking for it and thought she found it wit Nathan but was wrong. I was also like that but i didn't end up wit a kid. After that we both said we need to slow down and jus get with the program. So we wised up and now we are here. We both agree our parents can go to hell because as far as we know it was our fathers that told our mom's to leave us. They left our moms when they found out them being pregnant and then they left us. So they don't give a shit about us and we don't give a shit about them"
"must of been hard"said Matt
"it was. It was really Maggie and Anna that kept me and Abby from falling apart. We were out and about gettin' drunk, gettin' high, and she was gettin' involved wit Nathan, not given a fuck about school. I gave a fuck about it but not Abby. But i was the one who got her settled down. Told her she needs to cut back and get going in school. Well the both of us. But she was a bit worst than me because of Nathan. They were both alike but he didn't graduated and tried to ruin Abby's chance. Almost succeded but Maggie,Anna and i wouldn't allow it"
"didn't know you guyz were like that"said Matt
"well we were" then there was silence "weird before we went for a walk we were talkin' about dis shiz. Also 'bout Abby and Jeff"said Kristy breaking the silence
"what?"said Jeff looking at her
"what? I didn't say anything"she said looking side to side"wait i said Abby still has those briuses when she punched the wall twice two weeks ago. Man they still look the same"
*NEXT DAY*
"hey baby"said Abby as Jalissa climbed into her bed
"did i wake you up?"she asked as she cuddled up to Abby
"no. No you didn't"Abby said as she wrapped her arms around her
They layed there for awhile. Precious jumped up on the bed and layed by there feet
"so what do you want to do today?"asked Abby
"i don't know"
"well mommy doesn't have to work"
"i'm hungry"
"well you want to go have breakfast at Denny's. Go bug auntie"
"yeah"and then she looke up at Abby "i'm glad i'm with you now"
Abby looked down at her and smiled
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"i mean he acts like you can only love one person"said Kristy as she sat with Abby and Jalissa
"oh yeah"said Abby as she took a drink of her juice "you're makin' it sound like you and him are going out" and she laughed "jus forget about it Kris"
She frowned "fine. You almost done?"
"why?you finish for the day"
"yeah"
"i'm done"said Jalissa
Then they left. They walked around for awhile. Went to visit Samantha and Rachel. Went to see Margaret at Stix. Then they went to the park. After that they went to the store before they started to head home
"alright you lil brat what do you want?"said Abby
"umm..."Kristy stood there and looked around"i don't know what i want"
"eversick"said Abby
Kristy laughed "oh were you talkin' to Jalissa"
Abby laughed "how sick you are?"
"hey mommy isn't that the guy in the pictures"whispered Jalissa
"huh?what?"Abby looked up and saw Jeff "shit. I forgot he worked here" then she looked away and went to get some stuff "so did you get what you want?"
"yes i did"said Kristy
"i was talking to Jalissa"
"yes i did mommy"
Abby stood there with her back to Jeff. She was biting her bottom lip and looking around
"you look like your confused. You do know we are in a store right"
"yeah i know that. It's jus....."
"jeez. I'll pay for dis shiz"
"no it's not that. It's......."
"well my ice cream is melting"
Abby stood there for awhile. She didn't want to go up there and face Jeff. She hoped that the other clerk would be there to ring in the stuff. She then saw him in the corner of her eyes walk to the back. Then she turned around and saw Jeff. Then she started to make her way up there. She put the stuff on the counter. Jalissa gave her her stuff and Kristy put her stuff in there to
"trying to be sneaky"said Abby as she was trying not to look at Jeff
"what? what chu be talkin' bout"
"dumbass"and she faced Jeff
"is this everything?"he asked
Abby looked at Kristy"yeah it is"
"yup that looks like evrything" said Kristy"wait...yeah it is"
"i don't like being short"said Jalissa as she tried to jump up and see
Abby got down and let Jalissa climb on her back "better?"
"yeah"then she looked at everything on the counter "yes that is everything" she said as she leaned her head forward
"you're short like your mom"said Jeff as he rang the stuff in
"haha mommy your short"
"21.65"he said after"and she looks alot like you"
Abby looked up at him as she gave him the money. She noticed he was wearing the neckalace. She looked back up at him. He smiled. Kristy was going to walk out"hey where do you think your going? you are carrying the bags"
"but..."
"but nothing. I payed"
"fine"
As they walked out Abby could feel Jeff watching her. She would look back but she had Jalissa on her back
"hello"said Abby as she answered the phone
"hey how you doing?"
"who is this? wait Jeff"
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