Title:Fall To Pieces
Author:Abby(aka Valley)
Email:[email protected]
Content:it's all good
Distribution:Xtreme Xtasy Fiction. Anywhere else ask
Disclaimer:I Don't Own Anybody or The Song 'Fall To Pieces' by Velvet Revolver
Feedback: it's always motivation, so in other words, yeah
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
John sat in the lockerroom as he took a trip in his thoughts. It was okay a year ago. She was off his mind and he was doing okay. Lately, she was the only thing he could think of. He caught himself call some of the Smackdown! divas by her name.
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
As he came to he grabbed his book that he wrote his rhymes and thoughts in. Past few entries were all about her. He slowly looked up as he realized that that feeling he's had,that emptiness, is him missing her;wanting her. He never realized he loved her. He only thought it was a in the moment thing.
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Everybody knew that he was thinking about her. John hoped it didn't get back to her. He knew how close the divas were. After a year he is falling now. Why did he let her go? Why did he not hold on to her? When he sees her they act like nothing happened between them. He wonders if it's for business or personal reasons. His fellow co-workers urged him to go talk to her and get it together. Talk about what? He's not even sure why they broke up.
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die?
I'm waiting
Will I find you?
Can I find you?
We're falling down
I'm falling
But he wanted to be near her. All the years they have known each others,he had a thing for her. Only took that one night and they were a couple. And just as quick it was over. He would watch RAW just to see her. Everytime he could hear her laughter whispering his mind. He could feel her warm,soft skin against his. Her beautiful smile. Guess he missed her so much that he went in denial when they parted.
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
He didn't care what storyline she was in. As long as he saw her face he was okay. Everytime he saw he was locked in his own world. Eyes following her like they can't look anywhere else. John knew that he pushed her away just to make himself comfortable. So he wont look like a fool and running after a girl that wanted nothing to do with him. But know everytime he sees her,Amy Dumas, he falls to pieces. John hopes that she will soon put that one piece back.