Poems by carrie....we all love you carrie ;)

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Until The End

      I'm hurt with sadness
      And I'm hurt with pain
      Life is so hard
      And It feels like a game

      No where to go
      No where to hide
      My feelings for life
      Aren't even inside

      I want to leave
      I want to cry
      Why is this hard for me
      I don't really know why

      All of these thoughts
      Make me feel so ashamed
      I sit here in deny
      While I get blambed

      For things I don't do
      And for things I don't say
      Maybe my life will be better
      Maybe some day

      As I try to be happy
      There is no succeed
      I can't help myself
      And that's all I need

      So while I take my soul
      And end this fight
      Im sorry to say this
      But here goes my life

      The feeling on my wrist
      The blood and the pain
      Everything hurts
      And I'm going insane

      I'll wake up in a place
      Where no one can find me
      They'll see that I was hurt
      And then they will see

      That my life was worth nothing
      And no one cared
      That's the reason
      My feelings I never shared

      So now that I'm gone
      I'm no longer near
      All because
      There was no one for me here

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      Whenever I cry
      I think of you
      Exept I don't know why
      Because of all the pain you've put me through

      You told me you loved me
      And cared
      But because thats not true
      My feelings I never shared

      All of a sudden you just let go
      As if we weren't together
      If you hadn't of done this to me
      Things would be better

      When someone hurts me
      Im never the same
      Please don't f*** with my head
      It's all just a game

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    Where I don't belong

        A thousand tears
        All over my face
        Burning with pain
        Why am I in this place?
        I feel alone
        And I feel stressed
        The longer Im here
        I get more depressed
        No where to go
        No one to see
        I wish I wasn't stuck here
        I wish I was free
        Sittin on my bed
        Night and day
        Theres nothing else to do
        And I have nothing to say
        Because of the loneliness
        I have inside and out
        It makes me angry
        And I want to shout
        I cant leave this place
        For years to grow
        And that's something
        I don't want to know
        Im more of the city type
        Not trapped away in no where
        This hurts me
        It's not fair
        I hope to wake up
        where I belong
        Before every thing else
        Turns out wrong
        If there were really a god
        He'd help me be free
        But i guess for now
        I'll have to let everyone see
        How badly this hurts
        Being no one while im here
        living a bad life
        Puts me in fear
        I'll have to wait
        For my real life to begin
        if not,
        Ill have to try again
        This is somewhere
        Where everything goes wrong
        This is a place
        Where i dont belong

      I LOVE YOU

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