My Journal

By Katsuhito Kazeyama


The 6th Day of Gemini, my 86th Year

I felt something odd today. I know that sounds strange coming from the village spiritualist, because I am always feeling something odd. But this was different. The water nymphs seemed to be very active, and excited about something, although I'm not sure what. I tried to bespeak one, but it shielded away, and even my air pixies were being unclear about the strange news. My tarot divination predicts a new beginning starting soon, and the Empress symbolizes a birth. Perhaps a rebirth of the power of the Elements? I shall have to dream... I'm sure I'd learn more that way than keeping my eyes open.


The 27th Day of Pisces, my 87th Year

I had an odd dream last night. There I saw the water goddess Rasa, in all her beauty, emerging from a silver lake, holding a child in her arms. Then later today the Ayanami's gave birth to their first child, a daughter. I came as any spiritualist would to bless the child and make her Natal Chart, and Ms. Ayanami told me the child's name was Enya. E-n-ya. Not an Oclloan name for an Oclloan child! But she told me Rasa had come to her in her sleep, and said "Tomorrow you shall give birth to my mortal daughter, Enya. I shall give my Enya great powers, and divine protection and love." The water goddess, blessing her spiritual gifts to this child!

Surely that is what I had been feeling for all those months, as the Sun of Pisces approached. And what a beautiful child to bless! She surely will have the gift, and perhaps the Ayanami's will allow me to train her of her natural power...


The 9th Day of Leo, my 90th Year

The child Enya is now three years old, and already spirits are following her everywhere she goes. I can sense them all over her body as she comes through the streets, banging her father's drum. I find her delightful... she calls me grandpa and is already asking me with those huge dark eyes where her kindred soul is! I don't know what to tell her, but I can feel that she is so special. Here as I am growing so old, I can still see the innocense of my people through her eyes, and the art of spiritualism.


The 18th Day of Virgo, my 93rd Year

Enya really is the most brilliant and talent pupil I have ever seen. She is only six and already learning to sing songs in three other languages! And her songs are so touching and beautiful, like an angel singing. And her spiritual gifts are even more amazing! I am teaching her how to speak to spirits, and she seems quite good already. But despite her brilliance she refuses to see how old her "grandpa" is getting...


The 14th Day of Libra, my 95th Year

For days now Xael has been visiting in my sleep, telling me the transition will be well, that I shall join him soon. I am high he said, I will be good help to him in the after-life, and I'm looking forward to it. Already I see my grand-daughter's sad eyes, though. But she must know that I shall come to her. Eight years old and she will already become the village spiritualist... I hope her sweet songs help guide me to Xael... Rasa's sweet child...

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