| Were you simply not satisfied
Ah, I see that is what is
You came back to me for that piece you lost
Well I regret to inform
But those day are all gone
You can’t just walk back up
Expect me to love after what you did
That part of me is gone
Now leave me be
I have no wish to see you here
Let me sleep
The ruses of dark hearted poetry
The harmony of words
How they move your flesh
Ways they caress my soul
Wrap me in tender
Keep you hidden from it all
There it is, that feeling
That feeling of s…ilk
Against me skin and bones
Above heart and soul
Following eye balls to entrails
I feel it writhe through me
Do you, do you feel the same
As it bends in the breeze
Sways in the wind
Jumping at the sight of ….
Well you know who it jumps at
That in lies the point
I must say is the fabric of
The very night after
Rising you feel heavy
Then slowly relize
Last night was not bliss
Instead it was a pit
Quicksand, the proverbial black whole
Neither do justice
Infact betray the way I feel
As the words fail to capture the ghastly horrid
Of my regret
Why not let go they ask
Because letting go is what put me here
The room quakes with an overwhelming hush
Silence that defens and sends aches through my
Mind?
Do I, well quite yes most
Horridly that is what It has become
Horrid shell of a night mare with an in lived shell of
Desperation
A shell that wishes to grow forth and flow and shine in the light
of the
Sun. so it shall
Cause that is the mind of the think
The ache that it feels
For more then just pleasure or a
Whimsilcal action but because that is what it is
True epierenced evoulutional change
So I grow from that regret and ache of all
To not forget but realize I need that
To help me realize who I am and not
Falter in by what others say
The rest of the world is a pool of energy
One that you can simply swim in
Feel your own ability to swim but also trust in that ocean for
it is the partnership of wills that allows for your expierence just
chose what stroke you want to use.
By:Jerry Boyle
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