What the hell is Facelessmadness?


Madness huh? This madness is no other than the madness of love.

An irresistable feeling that drives people crazy. 

I don't know if I'm going to make this worthy of reading but

if you do then thank you for your time. Why madness of love?

Like I said it is an irresistable feeling that can drive people crazy.

Most people will do anything for it, I will too... 

For your love one? for your own feelings? for your own desire? A question

that can be only answered by each one of us. Currently, I am really inlove to someone

but I guess I am not worthy of her. She's smart and pretty, almost like a princess. I 

already accepted the fact that she don't like me and that she can never love me. Still, 

this pathetic heart of mine keeps on beating. I can't help myself, I've fallen inlove.

It's like a trance I cannot escape, I am too naive I guess. I keep on decieving myself 

that there is still a chance, to make her love me. I really hate myself, I can't make 

her love me. Sometimes It seems like I'm tired and I want things to end, so the hurt 

would be gone. I am really pathetic, I am too crazy for someone impossible. I really

love her that much that I wanted to die just to prove her I love her. Even so, I am

always hoping that somehow I can win her heart. I want her, the Goddess of Love to smile

upon me. I love her, I want her more than anything or anyone else in these world.

I wish of her, I dream of her, I need her...but, all of this are impossbile. To her,

I am just a friend. I feel so worthless and useless. I'm clinging to something unstable,

I wanted to end my misery...still, I want to endure everything until my memories of her

fade, until my feelings are all gone and that is..until the day I die.