His Shining Star

By Cocoa426

category-P/J romance
rating-R
summary-Pacey has to deal with new problems but has a little help from a special someone.
timeline-beginning of season 2. Andie and Jack came to Capeside but Andie and Pacey never went out nor did Dawson and Joey date.

Chapter-1

 It was a beautiful day with clear blue skies and a light breeze. Joey Potter awoke from her dreamfilled sleep to the sunshine seeping into her bedroom and the smell of bacon frying in the kitchen. She threw the covers off, put on her robe, and padded into the kitchen to see Bodie making breakfast for the family and the B&B guests.

Joey-Mornin’.

Bodie-Hey Jo,Morning

Joey-Smells great.

Bodie-Thanx

Joey-Wheres Alex and Bessie?

 Bessie walks in carrying Alex

Bessie-Here we are. Morning Joey.

Joey-Hey Bess.

Bessie-How’d ya sleep?

Joey-Fine.

Bodie-Foods up!

Bessie-Yum!! Lets eat.

 
 Over at the Witter household Mr.John Witter throws open the door to his son, Pacey’s, bedroom.

John-Get the hell up, boy!

Pacey-C’mon dad, it’s Saturday!

John-I don’t give a damn what day of the week it is, get your lazy ass outta bed this instant! God, clean up this pigsty of a room too. Disgusting!
 
 And with that the door slams and Pacey is left alone in his room.

Pacey-(mutters to himself) And what a nice way to start the day!
 

 Back at the Potter household breakfast has just been finished.

Bessie-Jo, what are your plans for today?

Joey-Don’t really have any. I think Im in for just a day of lounging.

Bessie-Ok well me and Bodie are goin out for the day and last of our B&B quests are checkin out today so I guess you’ll have the house to yourself.

Joey-Oh God, complete, uninterrupted, total peace and quiet sounds like utter heaven.

Bessie-There’s the Joey attitude I know and hate so much.

Joey-I don’t have an attitude, I just like my peace and queit every now and then.

Bessie-Mh-hm.

Joey-Anyways when are you guys leaving?

Bessie-About an hour; right after the guests leave.

Joey-Ok great.

Bessie-Don’t sound to thrilled we’re going out.

Joey-K, Ill try.
 
 And with that Joey left to take a shower.
 

 Back at the Witter household Pacey has just finished getting dressed after a short hot shower.

John-Clean that room yet boy?

Pacey-Well does it look clean?

John-(smacks Pacey across the face) Don’t you talk to me like that you lazy peace of worthless shit! You lucky I haven’t kicked your sorry ass out of this house!!!

Pacey-You wouldn’t!! Then who would you have to beat the shit out of?!

John-(punches Pacey in the face and stomach and the kicks him several times in the stomach) You shut the hell up!! Don’t you ever raise your voice to me again you hear?? Now get this room cleaned and stay outta my sight for at least the rest of the day!!

 Pacey tries to regain normal breathing. He’s bleeding from his nose and mouth and can feel a swollen/black eye coming on. He can barely move because of the pain in his stomach and ribs. He can barely get into a sitting position. When he gets there he puts his head in his hands and begins to cry.
 

                                       Why wont you pay attention
                                Pray ever night I’ll make you happy
                                If I’m real bad will you punish me
                       The contact hurts but at least your touching me
                   Cant you see can’t you read please read me please

                             Hard to believe I’m your flesh and blood
                                            Watch your mistakes
                                      Swimming down my face
                                 Jump up and down and Ill even fall
                                  To your feet your stepping on me
                         You’re hurting me you don’t even notice me
                                               Your hurting me
 
                              I’m screaming I’m breaking I’m grieving
                                                     Get angry
                           I’m rebelling I’m trying I’m losing be proud of me
                                I’m sickening I’m learning please notice
                                                     Me I’m your baby
                                    Am I all you hoped that I would be?

                                           Must be no boundaries
                                             Guess no on cares
                       What’s mine is mine and what yours is mine to get
                                   Ill make  you listen until your blue
                           The contact hurts but at least I’m touching you

                                       I’m raping I’m craving I’m begging
                                                       Get angry
                                       I’m weakening I’m regretting I’m sorry
                                                      Be proud of me
                                            I’m invisible I’m multiplying
                                                I’m pleading I’m killing
                                        Am I all you hoped that I would be?

                                                           La la’s

                                      I’m crippling I’m sobbing I’m degrading
                                                       I know you want me
                                             I’m deprecating I’m demoralizing
                                              I’m sad humiliating I’m empty
                                       I’m destroying I’m guilty I’m ashamed
                                             I’m wrong I know I’m wrong

                                              Why wont you pay attention
                                    Hung from a rope then you’ll know me
 
                                       -Leah Andreone     Problem Child

Pacey-(whispers to himself) God, please help me.

 

 

The end of part one but there’s more to come!! please send feeback!! thanx! :)