| Thoughts of Master's girl |
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| 10/11/2004 i didn't realize how special You are to this girl until yesterday. You, Master, was the object of Your girl's thoughts. When You pmed, i felt like i was in this rapture sort of thing. my heart lept out of the starting gate and i smiled with my entire body. i promise, Sir, i am still taking it slow, and W/we have a long way to go, but i cherish You more each passing day. 10/20/2004 Sometimes, a girl feels lost. she wonders Who her Master is, and how He could be so good to her. she knows so little about Him, so how could her heart feel this full of adoration and respect? Does He not trust the girl? Is He afraid to open His heart, His mind, and His soul? 10/21/2004 i guess W/we all have self preservation as a first thought in O/our mind. So be it. W/we all have choices to make. W/we all have burdens to carry, and W/we all need chances to learn to trust as well as to trust. Only time will provide the answers. Meanwhile, heart, be still. 10/23/2004 Master, thank You for sharing so much of Yourself with this girl. i have never felt so owned, so wanted, so needed as You make me feel. The anticipation of what lies ahead, the journey W/we are traveling T/together is exciting, inspiring, and this girl adores You. 10/29&30/2004 a girl wonders if she can even express what she is feeling at this moment. You, my dear Master, did something for Your little one, and asked nothing in return. Absolutely nothing. You showed Your little one what a fine Master You are, and what a true Dominant You are. You gave of Yourself, more than this girl can comprehend. In doing what You did, and expecting nothing in return, You won even more of this girl's heart. The whole evening was You holding me, in Your heart, mind and soul, and i, beholding the soul behind those eyes, made me feel i truly, truly belong to You. In sharing Your music, and the personal story explaining Your love of this music, You show Your love for Your son deeper than any lyrics and notes simply united on a page could, but bound like the two of Y/you with blood and heart and tears. Master, i have so much more i want and need to say, but i need to hold on to my thoughts just a little longer. Perhaps, words will come to mind about what i am feeling, or perhaps You may be able to say, "I know, My little one, I know." ~from Your little rose 11/01/2004 Your girl is missing You more than she ever thought she could! her soul feels an aching for Your arms, Your words, Your comfort, Your guidance. her arms ache to hold You, her fingers long to touch Your skin, trace that strong jawline, kiss those cheeks with ruby red lips. i adore You, Master. 11/11/04 What can i say, Master? You are so beautiful! The thoughts that You would share with Your girl touches me beyond anything i have ever experienced. i must tell You again though, that yes, the peek gave me a sense of the trust You put in this girl, but looks don't matter ...it is Your heart i care about, Your soul i trust. i hope that makes sense to You. p.s. i will be glad to watch anytime i possibly can! ;) 11/15/2004 When I cry I close my eyes And every tear falls down the side And I pray With all my might That i will find my heart in someones arms When i cry Cry When I cry When I am sad I think of every awful thing i ever did When I cry There is no love No there is nothing is that can comfort me enough When I cry Cry...cry Oh the salt inside my body ruins Everyone I come close to My hands are barley holding up my head I am so tired of looking at my feet All the secerts that I keep My heart is barely hanging by a thread Hanging by a thread Oh look at me All Ive done Ive lost so many things that I so dearly loved I lost my soul I lost my pride Oh I lost any hope of having a sweet life So I cry Cry...cry Oh the salt inside my body ruins Everyone I come close to My hands are barley holding up my head I am so tired of looking at my feet All the secerts that I keep My heart is barely hanging by a thread Hanging by a thread I miss you all I wish I was With you now I wish I..was |
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