After the war, she called him up, just to see how he was.
�I�m fine� he said, but all was not good. �You?� �Fine too� was all she could render. After a long awkward silence she spoke up. �I�m going to be in town for a conference. If you want to meet up.� She gulped over the phone. Nervous only from impending rejection. Every man had rejected her. Every man�but him. �Sure�will your� he paused to gulp �husband be joining you?� She cringed �I�m no longer married�we split up after you left�
He couldn�t be happier.
�Okay then�when do you wanna�meet up?� And so the date was set. January 11th 1955.
She walked into the surgery. She could hear his voice a mile away. She smiled at the sound of a familiar voice. Looking down her smile broadened. At least one good thing came of past relationships.
Going to the front desk she asked for him. �Would you like to make an appointment?� �No, I�m an old friend.� �Oh, the doctor will be out in a moment.�
The grip at her hand tightened. She bent down to pick the small child up. She looked in the baby�s eyes and saw him. Her daughter had his eyes. She sighed and mentally, for that moment, wiped him from her mind. It wasn�t her or her daughter�s fault that her father didn�t want her. She didn�t know if it was the bus incident�or him going back to his old ways�but when she told him he said, there and then he wanted nothing to do with the baby. She refused termination and so they � like all before him � were over.
�Okay doctor. The doctor will see you now� �Thank you� anything to forget him.
She walked in, baby in arms. He smiled at her, then frowned. �Margaret�who is this?� �My daughter Frank� �Penobscotts?� �No� �Then who?� �She�s mine, her father was never a part of this.� �Oh�how are you?� �Better� she smiled at him. �You?� �I�m okay now.� His goofy smile was still there. �Your family?� she changed the subject. Frank�s smile faded. �Louise was killed in a car crash a year ago.� �Oh Frank, I�m so sorry� she said, putting her hand on his arm. �So it�s just been me and the four kids.� �How are they?� �They�re okay now too.� He paused before continuing �But they need a mother.�
She looked him directly in the eye �My child needs a father too.�
They closed the gap between them.
�I�ve missed you� �I�ve missed you too.� �Come home, meet my children?� �Okay� she nodded.
And the rest as they say, is history. Until�of course�the matter of Margaret�s daughter came up.
�Margaret, darling, who is Laurie�s real father?� �Does it really matter?� �Yes. Will he come back into your lives?� �No. He didn�t want her. And he didn�t want me.� �Who is he?� �You know him.� �I do?� puzzled as to whom. �Think Korea Frank. Think the Swamp. Think red robe� �Pierce?� �Yes Frank.� �But�how?� �Things changed, we grew, we�got together and when I was pregnant I realised �things never change�.� She paused before continuing �That�s why I�m back here�sitting in front of you. My soft spot for you never went away Frank.� �As mine did neither.� He got down on one knee �Marry me Margaret?� She chuckled �What?� �Marry me, be my wife, be me children�s mother and I�ll be your child�s father.� She smiled �Yes.� |
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