Jaded Jim 3
Sandburg's Impact
Ramblin Rose
Jim and Blair’s lives were getting back to normal. Blair had a doctor’s
appointment and then they’d find out if Blair could be on full duty.
Both Jim and Blair were bored being on desk duty.
Once inside the office, Blair went in for his exam and then asked the doctor
if Jim could come and talk to them in the office. Blair and Jim
sat down waiting for the doctor. When the man walked in, both men got
up and Blair said, “Hey doc, how ya doing? Long time, no see.”
“I’m doing fine, Blair. How're you doing?” the doctor said, laughing
and smiling.
“Well, that’s what I need to find out. You just got done seeing me, so what’s
the word? How soon am I off desk duty?”
“Here's the paper work all signed for you, Blair. You’re doing really
well. You’re 100%. I don’t foresee any problems, so enjoy getting
back to work, but be very careful. If you have any trouble, you let
me know. Am I understood?”
“Yes, sir, understood.” Blair said standing up to leave.
“Jim, do you have any questions?”
“No, sir. I think that about answers all of them.”
“So sex has resumed to the way you’d like it to be?” the doctor asked hoping,
they would talk about it.
“Well, now that you mentioned it…” Blair started and Jim interrupted, “No
way, Sandburg. Don’t even think about telling anyone this.”
“Mr. Ellison, this is between us, no one else. What’s the problem?”
Jim’s face got red, he hung his head and didn’t answer. Finally giving
up, Blair said, “He won’t let me fuck him.”
Jim looked over at Blair like he’d been slapped senseless. Well,
hell, maybe he had.
“Jim, I need to ask him if it’s okay. And then you can calm down.”
“Fine, I’ll ask. Doc, I’ve been doing most of the work if you get my drift
but I was afraid to have Blair do it. I figured it would put too much
pressure on his incision. What do you think?”
“I think you might have some problems with being a bottom, and maybe it
has nothing to do with his incision.” the doctor said.
“That's not true. I want him that way, I do.” Jim complained.
“Then let him. There's no longer a reason, so if you still have problems,
then it’s time to see someone about it.”
“I’m sure everything will be fine once we get back home and I realize he
won’t break.”
Blair glared at Jim and Jim knew he was going to catch hell when they got
to the truck. Blair said, “It was nice seeing you, Doctor. I need
to go.” Blair walked out of the room and slammed the door.
“Jim, is it just me or are you in the proverbial dog house?”
“Oh yeah, big time. He’s going to so make me pay for this whole conversation.”
“Jim, do you have a problem with the idea of you being the bottom part of
the relationship?”
“Maybe a little bit, Doc. But I’m working on it. I truly am.”
“Good, because if you have a problem, then go for therapy or tell him what’s
wrong. Just don’t lie to him.”
As Jim stood up, he shook the doctor's hand and said, “Thanks for everything,
Doc.”
When Jim left, the doctor couldn’t help but smile to himself. He had
a feeling that Jim was going to get his first taste of being on the wrong
side of a pissed off Sandburg.
Jim walked up to Blair outside, who was leaning up against his truck and
said, “Okay, Chief, I’m sorry. I’ll start off by saying that first off.”
“Shut up, Ellison. I don’t want to talk to you at all. Just
open the fucking door.”
“Chief, let's go home and talk about this.”
“No, I want to go to work. I have my release. I plan on working
today, you asshole.”
“Blair, please talk to me about this and we’ll work it out.”
“What part of I want to go to work don’t you understand?” And Blair turned
away from Jim as Jim’s heart was breaking. Jim knew that this was their
first fight but it might be a major fight. He might never bounce back
from this one.
Jim didn’t say another word all the way to the station and once they got
there Blair took his paper into Simon’s office. Simon shut the door
and said, “Sit down, Sandburg.”
“What’s up, Captain?”
Oh shit,* thought Simon, it’s worse than I thought. He’s
calling me Captain.
“Well, Sandburg, I can’t help but see the look on Jim’s face. He looks
like he just lost his best friend so I would guess that means you two are
fighting?”
“Captain, do I ask you about your personal life when I come in here?” Blair
said sarcastically.
“Stow it, Sandburg. Now listen and listen good. I don’t really
give a rat’s ass if you’re fighting with him or not but I was asking as a
friend. I thought we all were friends but I guess we might not be.
Now get out of here.”
“Simon, I’m so sorry. I’m taking out my anger on you.”
“Want to talk to me about it?”
“Fraid not, sir. Jim wouldn’t appreciate it one bit.”
“Well, know that I’m here if you need me, Sandburg. Okay?”
“Thank you, sir. I’m really glad to be back on full duty. I
was going nuts on desk duty.”
“Get out of here and have a good day but try not to overdo it.”
“Thanks, sir. I’ll see ya later.” Blair left the office and didn’t
even look at Jim as he passed his desk.
Simon stuck his head out of his office and said, “Ellison, I need to speak
to you.”
Jim went into Simon’s office and acted like a child getting in trouble with
the principal. He had his head hanging down as he sat down in Simon’s
office. Simon would have liked to laugh if it wouldn’t have been so pathetic.
Outside his office, Conner walked up and said, “So what the hell did he
do this time?”
“What are you talking about, Conner?”
“Sandy, we can all tell that you’re pissed off and he’s in major trouble.
We’re just waiting for the ax to fall. What did he do?”
“Conner, it’s no one's business.”
“How about a friend's business if she’s worried about another friend?”
“Conner, we’re just fine. Don’t worry.”
“Oh shit, he doesn’t want to let you top, does he?” Megan said so quietly
that Blair could hardly hear her. But Jim did. He looked out across
the bullpen and had his mouth hanging open and Blair saw him sit down hard.
“Conner, what the hell are you talking about?”
“Well, he looks like a whipped puppy and you’ve been happy up until now,
so I figure you got the okay to do all things from the doctor and he won’t
let you top.”
“I can’t believe you sit and worry about this type of shit. It’s our
business, not yours.”
“I don’t worry, Sandy. I’m just concerned about my two best friends,
that's all. I’m sorry I brought it up. It won’t happen again.”
“Conner, wait. Want to go to lunch today?”
“Sure, Sandy, that would be great. We’ll go about noon?”
“Noon's fine.” Blair started typing up reports and trying not to think about
people worrying about who was topping who. This seemed so odd to him.
He didn’t think about the ways they all fucked.
Meanwhile, in Simon’s office, Jim was sitting down stunned. Simon
said, “Jim, do I need to get Sandburg in here?”
“No, sir. I just heard something and I’m just a little thrown off by it.”
“Okay, Jim, I called you in to tell you about a new case. It’s a murder
case. I need you two to go and check out the evidence and talk to all
of the witnesses. This is a fairly important one. Do you remember
Reverend Jefferson?”
“From the church down the street? The one that hates the idea of two
men being together?”
“Yes, that would be the one. Someone killed him last night and it’s
up to us to find out who.”
“Simon, I think we might be the wrong ones to have on this.”
“Quite the opposite. You’re the perfect couple for it. You might
see things that no one else does.”
“Fine, sir. Where's the file?”
“Here and you can start right after lunch.”
“Yes, sir.” As Jim stood up to leave Simon said, “Jim, what’s up?
I’m serious, I’d like to help.”
“There’s nothing you can do to help. It’s something we have to work
out.” His hand started to turn the door handle and he turned to Simon and
said, “Have you ever known any gay men, Simon?”
“Yeah, Jim, I have, why?”
“Did they ever say anything about sex to you?”
“Now and then. Usually when one was afraid of a certain sexual position,
they’d freak out.”
Jim’s face fell when Simon said this and Simon knew that he had figured
it out on the first try.
“Jim, I’m sure you’ll get used to it in time.”
“Get used to what, Simon?” Jim asked.
“Fucking Sandburg. I’m sure it’s very different putting your dick
up your best friend's ass after being friends alone.”
“Yeah, well, I better get busy, sir. I’ll see you later.”
“And Jim, when it comes time for you to be the bottom, don’t freak out.
I’ve heard the bottom’s have all of the control.”
Jim looked over at his friend and smiled and said, “Thank you, Simon.”
“No problem, Jim. Now get out of here.”
As Jim walked out of Simon’s office, he grabbed Conner and said, “Could
I take my partner to lunch today and you take him tomorrow? It’s important.”
“Sure, Ellison. That’s fine. I’ll just tell him we’re on for
tomorrow.”
As she walked over to his desk, Blair looked up and smiled at her and Jim
found himself feeling a twinge of jealousy. “Sandy, Jim asked if we could
switch days, he’s going to take you today and I’m on for tomorrow. Is
that all right with you?”
“No, it’s not. Jim, we have plans made; you take a flying fucking
leap.”
“Sandburg, please, I need to talk to you. It’s important.” Jim said, almost
begging. Blair could hear this in Jim’s voice and finally gave in saying,
“Fine, but don’t expect me to like it.”
Jim went and told Simon that they were going out now to check out some things
and have a talk and as he left his office, Simon wished him luck.
As they drove, Jim was very quiet and they arrived at the loft and Blair
said, “What in the hell are we doing here, Jim?”
“I need to get us somewhere where we can talk. This is it. Come on,
Chief.” Jim started into the building with Blair following close behind.
When they got into the loft, Jim shut the door, locked it and then turned
to Blair and said, “Okay, I was afraid. I’m trying to get over that.
I might need a little help here.”
Jim started taking his clothing off as he headed up the stairs. Blair
just stood there with his mouth hanging open. Well shit, be careful
of what you wish for, Sandburg. Now you’ve got to go through with this
and you’ve never done it before.
Jim looked down at Blair from up in their room and said, “What? You
don’t want me, Chief?”
“Hell, yes! I was just thinking.” Blair said as he moved casually
up the stairs trying not to run. But Jim could hear his heartbeat getting
really loud and really fast. Jim wasn’t certain what to make of it.
Once both men were naked they lay down on the bed and started kissing.
Blair said, “Jim, I’m scared to death about this.”
“Well, Chief, that makes two of us then. It’ll be all right.”
Blair reached over and did what Jim always did. Got the supplies,
the wipes and started the ritual of getting Jim ready. This was the
first time that Blair had his hands in Jim’s ass and Blair liked it.
And fuck if Jim didn’t like it, too. This made Blair smile. As he stretched
Jim, he talked them both through it. By the time he was ready, Jim was,
too. Jim said, “Blair, fuck me now. I want you.”
“No one has to say that to me twice.” And he got ready to fuck Jim senseless
when Jim stopped him and said, “What do you mean, no one has to say that to
you twice? You’d fuck someone else?”
“Jim, get a grip. We’re exclusive. Stop worrying. I love
you. You’re it for me, man.”
Jim leaned back into Blair and let him again start to fuck him. As
Blair entered Jim, Jim did what Blair always did. Took deep breaths
and tried to relax as much as he could. And he found out that it worked,
just as it did with Blair, but there was one difference. Jesus Christ,
it felt good to have his ass filled with Blair. “Fuck me, babe, hard.”
Blair started fucking him harder and harder. And as he did, he reached
around and started stroking Jim’s cock until Jim said, “Babe, I’m going to
come too soon. I wanna last longer than two minutes.”
“Come for me, Jim. And as he fucked him, he was hitting Jim’s prostate
and Jim screamed “Blair” and came all over Blair’s hand and himself.
Jim’s ass stroked Blair’s cock. It was the most fabulous feeling he could
ever have dreamed of. Blair came calling out Jim’s name very loudly.
“Jim, I hope that now you know exactly what Sandburg’s Impact is because
I want you to remember this forever.”
“You’re never going to let me forget the Jaded Jim thing, are you?”
“No, babe, I’m not. I’m having way too much fun with the idea of you
being Dirty Harry.”
“Blair, that was fan-fucking-tastic.”
“Good, now next time we’ll talk when we’re scared or confused, right?”
“Right, Chief. I love you so much.
“I love you back, Jim. Do we have to get out of bed or can we lay
here all day long?”
“Yeah, we have a murder investigation to take care of, Chief. And
besides, I need to show you how the Sentinel Enforces and I’m too tired now.”
Laughing, they both got out of bed and got into the shower to get ready
tohead out to take care of business so they could come back to their private
business.
Jim smiled at Blair and thought, Sandburg’s impact was indeed just that.
Quite the impact, and all Sandburg.
Part One
: Mr. Cynical
Part Two
: Sentinel Force
Part Four
: The Sentinel Enforces, instead of Enforcer.
Part Five
: Live Fool, instead of Dead Pool.
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