“Confusion: Busted.”
A Bosco and Cat tale
By: Mary Moule
'Cause I used to have angels that used to watch over
me. Love was not a stranger, but love ain't not what it used to be. And I don't
want these angels they're knocking at my door. No, I can't love you no more. Breangwen was watching Cat today while her mother was
out on business yet again, today was a good day though. Why? Because their
cousin who was still family even if he was twice removed was coming back from
Rikers today. Mac was being released on extremely
good behavior; he was also a con artist so he could make people think he was.
His mother had been looking after his apartment in the city while he was away
in the slammer, now he was coming home and he’d be working for Cat’s mom now to
pay for his bills. Cat looked at the clock and moved to get up from Brean’s
couch, Brean watched her. “Where are you off to?” “Work. I’m working the
afternoon shift until mom changes my schedule again.” “Uh huh, sure you are.”
Brean gave a knowing smirk. Cat rolled her eyes and left for work, truth be
told she hadn’t seen hide nor hair of Bosco since that ball thing.
Mac knew all about Bosco
since Cat always went to visit him and told him everything that was going on,
hell Cat even showed him a picture of what Bosco looked like. You might have thought that I would be a
little bit lazy I might not notice... I might not care Oh, but now you're
finding out, I'm a little bit crazy,
And you were the one, so unaware. Dressed in a black hooded sweatshirt, jeans, Lugz©
boots and a beanie hat, Mac was carrying groceries to his building when he
stopped. Something was wrong with the picture in front of him; he was watching
Bosco leave his building and his neighbor Lucielle waving goodbye to him.
“Fuck.” He muttered in a thick
And I'm going to meet you...
I'm going to greet you...
At her back door as you're coming out...
Oh, I just know...
'Cause I used to have angels that used
to watch over me
Love was not a stranger, but love ain't
not what it used to be
And I don't want these angels they're
knocking at my door
No, I can't love you no more.
Breangwen was at work, in
another three piece business suit while taking pictures for a model agency and
magazine company all at once. “Breangwen, there’s someone here to see you. Says
he’s family.” Breangwen paused and looked at her assistant Jennie then at the
models, “Take five everyone, and go have some lunch.” Breangwen moved towards
her desk, “Let him in Jennie.” “Yes ma’am.” Jennie let Mac in and then left to
go get lunch for the crew. “Breangwen.” “Hey Mac, what’s shaking cousin?” She
then saw the look on his face. “Oh no, what is it?” “I think you may want to
sit down for this one.” Breangwen breathed deeply and sat down, motioning to
the chair across from her for him to sit as well. “So, why did you come to me
with that look of ‘I saw something horrible’ on your face.” Mac exhaled deeply
and rested back in his chair, “I saw…Bosco leaving my building just a few
minutes ago. My neighbor Lucielle was waving goodbye to him.” Breangwen slowly
began to fell how Cat would if she found out --- pissed. “Was he in uniform?”
Her muscles twitched. “No, he wasn’t. He had…this look on his face that guys
usually do when they’ve…hit it.” Breangwen knew that look, she growled softly.
“You plan on telling Cat?” “Yes, I do…can you two drop by my place after you’re
both done with work?” “You have a plan?” “Yes, infact I do.” Mac slowly got up
from his chair. “I’ll see you later, say around…
'Cause I used to have angels that used
to watch over me
Love was not a stranger, but love ain't
not what it used to be
And I don't want these angels they're
knocking at my door
No, I can't love you no more.
I'm going to let you go... yes, I'm
going to let you go...
I won't take it ... I won't take it no
more...
Do you hear what I'm saying?
Do you hear what I'm saying?
Don't think you can come back here to
change my mind...
Don't think you can come back here to
take it all back...
Later on that night,
Breangwen and Cat showed up at Mac’s place for the night. He made them dinner
and kept an eye out in the hallway after the girls went to sleep in the guest
bedroom. Sometime after
At exactly
3, here comes the 4 to the 5 to the 6,
Self explanatory I ain't gotta say I’m
rich,
This single man ain’t tryna get hitched,
Nigga waste it on me man son of a bitch,
Brushed it all off now I’m back to
gettin lit,
Grisa orange juice man this some good
ish,
Homeboy trippin cause i'm starin at his
chick,
Now he on the sideline starin at my
clique,
Here comes the 5 to the 4 to the 3,
Hands in the air if you cats drunk as
me,
Club on the set kwon cut out them trees,
Dude i don't care i'm a p.i.m.p.
Cat found herself at a
runaway shelter a few miles out of town and decided she’d stay there a few
nights. She couldn’t go home --- he’d look there first, not to mention he knew
where Brean lived and Mac as well so there was no point as to staying with
relatives. Breangwen went to work and Mac handled the CoffeeShop while Cat was
in hiding, they were worried about her but at the same time they knew she’d
recover and move forward. She was right, immediately when Bosco got off shift
he went to Cat’s mom’s place and got no answer. Next, he went to Breangwen’s
and she wasn’t there, lastly he checked the CoffeeShop and then Mac’s place but
she was gone for the time being. Around four in the morning, Breangwen received
a phone call. “Cat…?” “Hey.” “Where are you? Are you all right?” “I’m at one of
those runaway shelters outside the city, I’m doing fine.” “You know what ‘fine’
stands for…don’t you?” Cat breathed deeply and sighed some. “Unfortunately.
Freaked-out. Insecure. Neurotic. And Emotional.” Breangwen smiled some and sat
up, “He came here looking for you and according to Mac he did the same thing
there but walked away after he found out you weren’t.” Cat gave a dry chuckle
and sighed, “I’m heading home now…but don’t tell anyone just yet…all right?”
“Okay, you have my word.” “Brean?” “Yes Cat?” “Go back to sleep.” “Arg!” Cat
hung up and headed back home to shower and curl up in her bed.
I found out today that you went on a little
trip
To somewhere you don't belong...
I want to be your friend, made just a
little slip
So I'm taking a little trip of my own
And I'm going to meet you...
I'm going to greet you...
At her back door as you're coming out...
Oh, I just know...
Some days later, Cat was
meandering around
I've done everything as you say
I've followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all alone I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was.