In the night he shows me
All the love he feels inside
But when he leaves I'm shaking
Drying the tears I've cried.

I must never tell a soul
They will take me far away
His face gets mad and ugly
When he talks to me this way.

I close my eyes so tight
And I pretend to sleep
But still his hand goes down
Hurting me so deep.

He said he'd never hurt me
I try to make him stop
Instead he pushes harder
And slowly climbs on top.

His body feels too heavy
I push and kick in vain
He says he loves me dearly
I can't hear above the pain.

Just before I think I'll die
He gets up and leaves the room
I lie in a pool of sticky blood
Hatred starts to loom.

Tonight I have to end it
As my souls already dead
Now I must stop my beating heart
And end this constant dread.

I take the sharpest knife we have
And free my throbbing vein
I'm smiling as I slash my throat
I'll never hurt again.

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