Song= The Long And Winding Road This is the page where we tell you a bit about the ones that are gone/integrated. Which means that they are now "one" with Jan, rather than being seperate entities. All of those that are gone or have been integrated were weaker personalities, but evidentally needed for something at some point. Hence; the fact that they ever were. � � There are several references to the "Door" on this page. It is on the left side in here, and, only those who have gone there have ever opened it. There is a fear of it here that is as real and vivid as any fear can be. What is in there? It is believed that weaker personalities, those we know of and those we've never seen, live there. How many? We have no idea. We do not go near the door, and do our best not to even think about it. � � Jam, a little, was the first to be integrated.� � Jan was about 8 years old when her father was, occasionally, driving a semi-truck over-the-road, and peaceful times, with just her mother & siblings, were rudely shattered whenever he returned. His presence meant more shouting...hearing her mom get beat up...living hell for a child. Jam came to be as Jan hid in a closet frightened by the very thought of his coming home.� � Our Dr. talked Jam into integration soon after Jan started therapy, and, as a part of the now adult Jan, she has been at peace since. � �The second to be integrated was a baby. Not much is known about this personality, except that it was an infant. This integration was at the hands of Elizabeth. � � The next integrations were also facilitated by Elizabeth, with the help of Angel. It was not too long ago, and both personalities were boys.� � Shorty, aged 3, and Mike, aged 10; were integrated at about the same time.� � Neither boy ever came "out" much, and were easily moved to become a part of the whole that is our host. � � There are also three other females that were here, but are now gone.� � Maggie was only around for a short time. She was a 24 year old who didn't know about Jan at all, and found her way home by the ID & address in Jan's purse. What a shock for all involved. Actually, we don't know if Maggie was integrated, or went into "The Door", but the end result is that she is gone...� � Seventeen was just that, Jan at 17. Pretty happy go lucky, and matter of fact. She was NOT integrated...she's just gone.� � Johanna was a 15 year old "shadow" of Patty. (You can find out about Patty on the teen page). Johanna is now a part of Patty, so she's sort of gone, yet... � � John was the only young man who was ever here. He held an awful lot of anger, and was not easily repressed. Elizabeth and Angel talked John into leaving...another that went behind "The Door". � � We hope that some questions were answered here, and we know that some will never be answered completely. But we live comfortably with that. Love & God Bless! Visit The Wonderful Lady Who Made These Beautiful Graphics!
� � There are several references to the "Door" on this page. It is on the left side in here, and, only those who have gone there have ever opened it. There is a fear of it here that is as real and vivid as any fear can be. What is in there? It is believed that weaker personalities, those we know of and those we've never seen, live there. How many? We have no idea. We do not go near the door, and do our best not to even think about it.
� � Jam, a little, was the first to be integrated.� � Jan was about 8 years old when her father was, occasionally, driving a semi-truck over-the-road, and peaceful times, with just her mother & siblings, were rudely shattered whenever he returned. His presence meant more shouting...hearing her mom get beat up...living hell for a child. Jam came to be as Jan hid in a closet frightened by the very thought of his coming home.� � Our Dr. talked Jam into integration soon after Jan started therapy, and, as a part of the now adult Jan, she has been at peace since.
� �The second to be integrated was a baby. Not much is known about this personality, except that it was an infant. This integration was at the hands of Elizabeth.
� � The next integrations were also facilitated by Elizabeth, with the help of Angel. It was not too long ago, and both personalities were boys.� � Shorty, aged 3, and Mike, aged 10; were integrated at about the same time.� � Neither boy ever came "out" much, and were easily moved to become a part of the whole that is our host.
� � Shorty, aged 3, and Mike, aged 10; were integrated at about the same time.� � Neither boy ever came "out" much, and were easily moved to become a part of the whole that is our host.
� � There are also three other females that were here, but are now gone.� � Maggie was only around for a short time. She was a 24 year old who didn't know about Jan at all, and found her way home by the ID & address in Jan's purse. What a shock for all involved. Actually, we don't know if Maggie was integrated, or went into "The Door", but the end result is that she is gone...� � Seventeen was just that, Jan at 17. Pretty happy go lucky, and matter of fact. She was NOT integrated...she's just gone.� � Johanna was a 15 year old "shadow" of Patty. (You can find out about Patty on the teen page). Johanna is now a part of Patty, so she's sort of gone, yet...
� � Maggie was only around for a short time. She was a 24 year old who didn't know about Jan at all, and found her way home by the ID & address in Jan's purse. What a shock for all involved. Actually, we don't know if Maggie was integrated, or went into "The Door", but the end result is that she is gone...
� � Seventeen was just that, Jan at 17. Pretty happy go lucky, and matter of fact. She was NOT integrated...she's just gone.
� � Johanna was a 15 year old "shadow" of Patty. (You can find out about Patty on the teen page). Johanna is now a part of Patty, so she's sort of gone, yet...
� � John was the only young man who was ever here. He held an awful lot of anger, and was not easily repressed. Elizabeth and Angel talked John into leaving...another that went behind "The Door".
� � We hope that some questions were answered here, and we know that some will never be answered completely. But we live comfortably with that.