| A tale of Self discovery |
| Once some one asked me what my best talent was. So naturally i said the things that i do that make me happy that i dont totally suck at, like, singing, playing gitaur, writing, and helping people.. But those arent talents. At least i dont think so. theyaren't somthing that sets me apart from anyone. So i had to re-evaluate my self and my answer, which might i say kind of sucked. I asked some people and they didnt really know and answer. that kind of sucked too. So i had to think long and hard, whats somthing that makes me me? (not a typo) And i came up with an answer that i think is satisfactory and if you will let me slide into a bit of self indulgence i will explain my best traits to you. My best talent lies in being my self. My pure enthusiasm (that at times is contagious i think) surrounding many things. My enthusiasm with life and its pleasures! I do love being me and having my personality. I can be completely off the hook and people love me for it. At one point in time I was on a mood stabilizer and it was awful. I wasn't me at all, needless to say i stopped that pretty quickly. And more recently i was on a pain killer that was also a sedative, (most of you know why, what with my arm and all, which is now healed almost completely) and i was sitting at the lunch table, just sitting which is ucommon for me, and my friend mark commented on how unlike my self i was and how much he didnt like it. He said "Bri whats happened to you?" i told him and he said"well i just dont like it! its not like you at all!" (Markie i love you!) And that helped me realize that being me, mysel, the gurl that the lunch ladies tell to calm down, the one who has Mr.Pottle convinced that I'm on drugs and So is laura and we're always high. Thats my talent and i love it. I love me! |