| I'm tired. I'm so tired. Life's falling away from me, and I feel like a freak on a leash. Sometimes... life is like a papercut, it hurts worse than a real wound. But I know in the end I'll find a place for my head to fade into my own prison. But there's something that puts me back, but then pushes me away. Then I find myself crawling just to get far away. It's been a while since I felt good about myself. Then I feel like now, hanging all alone holding one last breath taking one step closer into the twistings of my mind. I wish you were here, to say how you remind me of someone that lives inside of me. I'm holding my life in the balance and I don't know which way it'll go down. Either way I know I'm forsaken to a life of mental torture. Because I stand alone I'm just a girl who on the outside I'm the serious and boring one. But on the inside there's a woman who wants to runaway. To leave everything and everyone, to not look back, heal my torn life and answer the question of What is life for? Copyright 2002 Marian Irizarry |
| Songs for my Head |
| By Belisse |