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Real WorldI wonder what it's like to be the rainmakerI wonder what it's like to know that I make the rain I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone And you can come see them when I'm...done, when I'm Done I wonder what it's like to be a super hero I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow Sun Boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned (chorus) Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here If I were someone else, would this all fall apart Strange, where were you, when we started this gig, I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I said I'd shout out an order, I think we're out of this man get me some Boy don't make me wanna change my...tone, my tone (chorus) Please don't change, please don't break The only thing that seems to work at all is you Please don't change, at all from me To you, and you to me Long DayIt's sitting by the overcoat,The second shelf, the note she wrote That I can't bring myself to throw away And also Reach she said for no one else but you, 'Cuz you won't turn away When someone else is gone I'm sorry 'bout the attitude I need to give when I'm with you But no one else would take this shit from me And I'm so Terrified of no one else but me I'm here all the time I won't go away It's me, yeah I can't get myself to go away It's me, and I can't get myself to go away Oh God I shouldn't feel this way (chorus) Reach down your hand in your pocket Pull out some hope for me It's been a long day, always ain't that right And no Lord your hand won't stop it Just keep you trembling It's been a long day, always ain't that right Well I'm surprised that you'd believe In any thing that comes from me I didn't hear from you or from someone else And you're so Set in life man, a pisser they're waiting Too damn bad you get so far so fast So what, so long (chorus) It's me, yeah and I can't get myself to go away It's me, yeah and I can't get myself to go away Oh God I shouldn't feel this way (chorus) 3 AMShe say it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoatShe's always worried about things like that She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault And she only sleeps when it's raining And she screams and her voice is straining (chorus) She says baby It's 3 am I must be lonely When she says baby Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes Says the rain's gonna wash away I believe it She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to And she only sleeps when it's raining And she screams and her voice is straining (chorus) She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway But outside it's stopped raining (chorus) PushShe said I don't know if I've ever been good enoughI'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in And I don't know if I've ever been really loved By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's Gonna give And I'm a little bit angry, well This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you Around You don't owe me, we might change Yeah we just might feel good (chorus) I wanna push you around, I will, I will I wanna push you down, I will, I will I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted I will She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is Gonna hurt ya And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me You couldn't stand to be near me When my face don't seem to want to shine 'Cuz it's a little bit dirty well Don't just stand there, say nice things to me I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you You don't know me, I can't change I won't do anything at all (chorus) Oh but don't bowl me over Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so Crazy, crazy Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby (chorus) Girl Like ThatYou think this life would make me bolderBut I'm running scared is all I hang on everything about you You think I'd settle down 'cuz I'm older But I roll with the changes is all I'm same old trailer trash in new shoes She gets sad when there's nothing going on She says it makes her feel damn worthless (chorus 1) Well you got to think with a girl like that Any love at all, is better than nothing It's better than nothing I put my hands around your shoulder You're saying you're scared is all I think I know too much about you You think this life would make me colder I'd give in to the alcohol I put my loving arms around you, child You knew damn well there was nothing going on Is that what makes you feel damn worthless (chorus 2) Well you got to think with a girl like that Any love is better than nothing It's better than nothing You got to think, with a girl like that Any love at all, is better than nothing It's better than nothing Yeah she drags you down and she pulls you up She pulls you up Says that she's sorry now but it's not enough To pull you up She's sorry I wake up quick just like I want to Yeah but I stay out much too late You think this life can get a bit unkind but she stays Down till the worth is gone And pulls you up, she pulls you up, She pulls you up and over, over (chorus 2) (chorus 1) Back 2 GoodIt's nothing, it's so normal youJust stand there I could say so much But I don't go there 'cuz I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here and no one would know At least not to the point that we would think so Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about Somebody else It's best if we all keep it under our heads I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how To get it back to good This don't mean that, you own me This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell But things worked out just like you wanted too If you see me out you don't know me Try to turn your head, try to give me some room To figure out just what I'm going to do And everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like They do It's best if we all keep this quiet instead And I couldn't tell, why everyone here was doing me like They do But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how To get it back to good Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with Somebody else Everyone here's to blame, everyone here Gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides Shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're The same And we're all grown now, but we don't know how To get it back to good Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking 'bout Somebody else It's best if we all keep this under our heads I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now There's no getting back to good DamnThis old world wellDon't it make you wanna think damn This cold girl well Don't she wanna make you scream, damn What's the matter girl Don't you think I'm good enough This old heart's had a whole lot a breakin' down She's got all these reasons in her head (chorus 1) All that time she knew if I lied You can bet she will She's taking her time 'til I thought I would die And I can't sit still Things got turned 'round Don't know where I started from, damn Can't eat, can't sleep Could have been a bigger man, damn What's the matter girl don't you think I'm bright enough This old man had a hard time getting here You can leave your number at the door (chorus 2) And there's nothing at all Yeah there's nothing at all Well there's nothing at all To make her change her mind This old house been quiet since You went away, damn Mixed up fixed out Don't forget who got you here, damn What's the matter world Don't you see I opened up This whole part been played by another man I pulled out the reason card instead (chorus 1) (chorus 2) Says she can find The things that make up a life I bet she will She stays behind, I could stay here all night I could stay here until Until there's nothing at all Yeah there's nothing at all Well there's nothing at all To make her change her mind ArgueShe don't, but she willHe says anything to keep her by him She takes, what she gets, and she never did flinch So over, and over, well anyone With any mind would think that's all she gets (chorus) If you want you can get to know me well We get along so we shouldn't argue And I don't know, said I don't know All these feelings cloud up my reasoning Cloud up my reasoning I know, but I still Believe in ignorance as my best defense So go on, wreck me Funny how I carry on, and not be taken over Will not roll over on anyone, 'cuz anyone would stand up on my side (chorus) You know it's funny how sometimes, It don't work out like you want to No you never get nothing at all Then she tells you that it's nothing at all Then she tells you that it's over, boy don't you hate it When it's over I guess something just got lost, and it deeply saddens me So over, and over anyone, who's anyone (chorus) KodyKody sat down on the avenueHe tapped his feet, to the humming of the highway He watched the light shine down on the broken glass and thought I don't got no reasons, yet There it is and there it was It was clear to all of us We kept this hat of broken dreams And we pulled them out, when we needed them around (chorus) So please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now And please give me direction, I think the hurt set in And I don't feel nothing There's a squeak hinge down on the back gate It lets us know if he comes around I don't sleep that good anyway If you've never heard the silence, it's a God awful sound (chorus) I don't feel nothing, no I don't feel nothing There's nothing to feel good about here Don't much get down to the avenue I could drive, but it takes so much to get there Don't get off on all the broken glass, the Cadillac scene, Well I've seen a lot of good things die and I'm In an over emotional way (chorus) BustedI forget when words were only wordsShe knows the party makes me nervous In this stage we can't get hurt Don't try to understand me We're too cool to be alone But, not too crazy to get busted I found out one life ain't enough I need another soul to feed on I'm the flame I can't get burnt I'm wholly understated I found silence in this space An on and off again attraction I need such amazing grace Heaven sweep me away (chorus) Love don't change, don't come around here Don't wear my heart on your sleeve Like a high school letter Don't strain, 'cuz nothing ever comes from it And the people we've become, well They've never been the people who we are I strap on one horse and prayed for luck I dug another hole to bleed I know exactly how this works I need a new feel dirty I don't need you crowding up my space I just want to get inside you You can't blame the heart you save Giving something away (chorus) I dreamed that the world was crumbling down We sat on my back porch and watched it I dreamed that the buildings all fell down We sat on my back porch and watched it In my head I heard the sound Like fifteen strangers dancing But oh how I want you to know me Oh how I want you to know me Oh how I wish I was somebody else, baby Oh how I wish you could own me (chorus) ShameWhat we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gonePast yourself forget the light, things look dirty when it's on Funny how it comes to pass, that all the good slips away And there's no one around you can remember being good to You (chorus 1) Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you And open up more Shame, shame, shame What we lost here is something better left alone Second steps have been forgotten, will you tell me how They go Set yourself, situate, like a fool try again There's no one around you can remember being good, for you So (chorus 2) Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you And open up more Shame, shame, shame Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you And open up more Shame, shame, shame We never thought we'd get so troubled We could never think that much It should never get this bad So let the wind blow ya, across a big floor But there's no one around who can tell us what we're here For Funny in a certain light, how we all look the same And there's no one in life you can remember ever stood For you, so HangShe grabs her magazinesShe packs her things and she goes She leaves the pictures hanging on the wall, she burns all Her notes and she knows, she's been here too few years To feel this old He smokes his cigarette, he stays outside 'till it's gone If anybody ever had a heart, he wouldn't be alone He knows, she's been here too few years, to be gone And we always say, it would be good to go away, someday But if there's nothing there to make things change If it's the same for you I'll just hang The trouble understand, is she got reasons he don't Funny how he couldn't see at all, 'til she grabbed up her coat And she goes, she's been here too few years to take it all in stride But still it's much too long, to let hurt go (you let her go) And we always say, it would be good to go away, someday But if there's nothing there to make things change If it's the same for you I'll just hang The same for you I'll always hang Well I always say, it would be good to go away But if things don't work out like we think And there's nothing there to ease this ache But if there's nothing there to make things change If it's the same for you, I'll just hang AngrySo scream you, out from behind the bitter acheHeavy on the memory, you need most still want love, ugly, smooth and delicate not without affection, not alone And instead of wishing that it would get better man you're seeing that you just get angrier And it's good that I'm not angry I just need to get over, I'm not angry, anymore Cry when you cry, run when you run love when you love represent the ashes that you leave behind And instead of wishing that the road had shoulder man you're seeing that you're sinking over time And it's good that I'm not angry I just need to get over I'm not angry it's dragging me under I'm not angry I'm not angry it's never been enough it gets inside and it tears you up I'm not angry but I've never been above it you see through me don't you Black & White PeopleOne more day downeverybody has those days where one soft sweet song's just enough to clear my head fall on real life is anybody left there sane? if we slide on over and accept fate then it's bound to be a powerful thing if it's just that you're weak can we talk about it it's gettin' so damn creepy just nursing this ghost of a chance the fiction, the romance and the Technicolor dreams of black and white people one boy head strong thinks that living here's just plain He's pushed down so hard you can hear him start to sink and it's one last round of petty conversation you hold on boy 'cuz you won't go down like this? just roll on over lay down till it's more than you can take so one more day down and everybody's changin' one more head down just enough to reach my head yeah if you're weak can we talk about it it's gettin' so damn creepy just nursing this ghost of a chance the fiction, the romance and the Technicolor dreams of black and white people We are black and white people Last Beautiful GirlThis will all fall down like everything else that wasThis too shall pass and all of the words we said We can't take back Now every fool in town would've left by now I can't replace all the wasted days The memory of your face - can't help thinkin' Maybe if we ever coulda kept it all together Where would we be A thousand lost forevers And the promises you never were giving me Here's what I'm thinking (chorus) It won't be the first - heart that you break It won't be the last - beautiful girl The one that you wrecked - won't take you back If you were the last beautiful girl in the world Tell me one more time How you're sorry about the way This all went down - you needed to find your space You needed to still be friends Needed me to Call you if I ever couldn't keep it all together you'd comfort me Tell me but forever And the promises I never should have believed in Here's what I'm thinking (chorus) It won't be the first - heart that you break It won't be the last - beautiful girl The one that you wrecked - won't take you back If you were the last beautiful girl in the world It's over now - And I've gone without 'Cuz you're everybody else's girl It seems to me - you'll always be Everyone else's girl This will all fall down Like everything in the world This too must end And everything else that was We can't take back Crutchi don't want to be the crutchone step away from down i don't want to be the crutch one step away from... man i feel like hell so come on over be a love machine and i could be your friend ain't no shame feel strong for one another make a real true color come end to end then god damn. change of pace i think there's still a piece of my heart on your face it's a shame to let it waste how does it taste? break it down in pieces, make it simple 'cause you know damn well that i'm a simple man all these things go changing like the weather and they stay that way until the weather man says one down, gone to waste i think there's still a piece of that smile on your face and i would like to see it erased there ain't no two ways about it. (chorus) bring it on then gone, use a lover like a cigarette the way that lovers do one sweet song that starts a little slow and then goes on and on and makes you want to move around the room in circles everybody wants to be you try to find my place up on the map of all the men you've been through dig a little deeper and you'll realize all i'm building up you're tearing down. (chorus) If You're GoneI think I've already lost youI think you're already gone. I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - But I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - I think too much I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home 'Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you I bet you're hard to get over I bet the room just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - that I know too much I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home 'cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing Mad Seasoni feel stupid - but i know it won't last for longi've been guessing - i coulda been guessin' wrong you don't know me now i kinda thought that you should somehow does that whole mad season got ya down i feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes i've been changin' - think it's funny how no one knows we don't talk about - the little things that we do without when that whole mad season comes around so why ya gotta stand there looking like the answer now it seems to me - you'd come around i need you now do you think you can cope you figured me out - i'm lost and i'm hopeless bleeding and broken - though i've never spoken i come undone - in this mad season i feel stupid - but i think i been catchin' on i feel ugly - but i know i still turn you on you seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around will that whole mad season knock you down so are you gonna stand there are you gonna help me out you need to be together now - i need you now now i'm cryin' - isn't that what you want i'm tryin' to live my life on my own but i won't at times - i do believe i am strong so someone tell me why, why, why do i feel stupid and i came undone Rest StopJust three miles from the rest stopAnd she slams on the brakes She said I tried to be but I'm not And could you please collect your things I don't wanna be cold I don't wanna be cruel But I gotta find more Than what's happening with you If you'd - open up the door She said - while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio And wondering what you're dreaming when It came to mind that I didn't care So I thought - hell if it's over I had better end it quick Or I could lose my nerve Are you listening - can you hear me Have you forgotten Just three miles from the rest stop And my mouth's too dry to rage The light was shining from the radio I could barely see her face But she knew all the words that I never had said She knew the crumpled-up promise of this Broken down man - and as I opened up the door The BurnI thought aboutLeaving - but I couldn't even get outta bed Hitchin' - but I couldn't get a ride outta town Now anyone who really wanted me to be down Come 'round Thought about Singin' but I couldn't remember all of the words Breakin' but I couldn't get the pieces apart Laughin' never knowing what the joke was about Now I'm down And I wonder how I never got the Burn And if I'm ever gonna learn How lonely people make a life One strain at a time Forgot About Everything and everyone I needed before Tryin' to get a handle on a reason to shine Pickin' up the pieces that are falling behind takes time So I wonder how I never got the Burn And if I'm ever gonna learn How lonely people make a life One strain at a time and still shine BentIf I fall along the waypick me up and dust me off. and if I get too tired to make it be my breath so I can walk If I need some other love give me more than I can stand and when my smile gets old and faded wait around I'll smile again shouldn't be so complicated just hold me and then just hold me again can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never get put back together you're breaking me in and this is how we will end with you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep could you paint me better off could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded just phoning it in just breaking the skin start bending me It's never enough I feel all your pieces start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in shouldn't be so complicated just touch me and then just touch me again Bed of LiesNo I would not sleep in this bed of liesSo toss me out and turn in And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes I'm marking it down to learning I am Don't think that I can take another empty moment Don't think that I can fake another hollow smile It's not enough just to be sorry. Don't think that I could take another talk about it Just like me you got needs And they're only a whisper away And we softly surrender To these lives that we've tendered away No I would not sleep in this bed of lies So toss me out and turn in And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes I'm marking it down to learning I am Don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over Don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong Where it's not enough just be sorry Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in Tried to be more than me And I gave 'til it all went away And we've only surrendered To the worst part of these winters we've made I am all that I'll ever be When you - lay your hands Over me but don't go weak on me now I know that it's weak But God help me I need this I will not sleep in this bed of lies LeaveIt's amazinghow you make your face just like a wall how you take your heart and turn it off how I turn my head and lose it all It's unnerving how just one move puts me by myself there you go just trusting someone else now I know I put us both through hell I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on I just didn't wanna let it get away from me But if that's how it's gonna leave straight out from underneath then we'll see who's sorry now If that's how it's gonna stand, when you know you've been depending on the one you're leaving now the one you're leaving out It's aggravating how you threw me on and you tore me out how your good intentions turn to doubt the way you needed time to sort it out Tell me is that how it's going to end when you know you've been depending on the one you're leaving now and the one you're leaving out StopYes it's true that I believeI'm weaker than I used to be I wear my heart out on my sleeve and I forget the rest of me Yes there's times I've been afraid and there's no harm in that I pray 'cuz I'm more frightened everyday someone will take the hope I have away But you gotta give it up to get off sometimes you gotta give it up to get off sometimes you gotta give it up to get get off sometimes I know All the times I've given in you fit me like a second skin and one by one I will begin to wear you on the days I'm feeling thin You'd better stop, stop, stop using me up you'd better stop 'cuz I've had enough and I'm ready to forget the reasons that keep me here You Won't Be MineTake your head around the worldSee what you get From your mind Write your soul down word for word See who's your friend Who is kind It's almost like a disease I know soon you will be Over the lies, you'll be strong You'll be rich in love and you will carry on But no - Oh no No you won't be mine Take your straight line for a curve Make it stretch, the same old line Try to find if it was worth what you spent Why you're guilty for the way You're feeling now It's almost like being free And I know soon you will be (chorus) Take yourself out to the curb Sit and wait A fool for life It's almost like a disease I know soon you will be (chorus)
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