Any characters you recognize belong to Sherrilyn Kenyon or Laurell K. Hamilton. I’m just doing this for fun. This is rated PG-13 to be safe.

 

Once again I need to thank two most wonderful people. Maggie, my beta, who puts my nonsense into a readable format. And Luna, who allows me to use her character, and is a great help. Thanks ladies. I know you have both been way stressed. Love ya!

 

Hungers (Nate’s Story Chapter 37)

 

After delivering Luna safely to Asher underneath the club, I turned to leave. Asher touched my arm as if to stop me.

 

I looked from his hand to his pale blue eyes and told him. “She needs you. I have something to do.”

 

“Will you return,” He asked, dropping his hand.

 

I shook my head. “Not tonight. I'll come back tomorrow night if you'd like?”

 

He smiled. “I would. I believe there is much I need to explain.” I shrugged and looked over at the Princess. Ares and the others flanked her. “I assume it was quite a shock.”

 

I turned back to the master vampire, “In more ways than one.”

 

I left then, didn't know what else to say.  I walked back to Dead Druids, went inside and retrieved my jacket. Callie and the crew had left so I rode over to the station. I stepped off the elevator and into Jake. The blond stood about five ten, and weighed in at about two fifty. He had an attitude that screamed jerk.

 

Still I asked, “Where's Callie?”

 

“Do I look like the help desk guy?” He sarcastically asked.

 

“I thought that was your next job.” I stepped around him and walked down the hall to the studio before he could say anything else.

 

I watched Callie through the glass. She had headphones on and was swaying to some song, smiling. I knew she liked to keep the door locked especially if she was in the studio alone. I knocked on the glass hard enough to get her attention. She turned frowning, then smiled and let me in.

 

 

You going to show me that tattoo?” I queried.

 

“I thought you'd be busy. I mean you left with those people.”

 

“I had to make sure they got to their destination safely,” I explained.

 

“I thought you and that guy were going to come to blows. I didn't think she'd be the one to hit him though,” she confessed.

 

“They have a past.”

 

“Well duh.” She rolled her eyes and I laughed. “You gonna to stay the rest of the night with me?”

 

“Well there are all those new tattoos I haven't seen.”

 

“Yeah,” She gave me a wicked grin as she slid her arms around my neck.

 

It was a long night of starts and stops and frustration especially since the blocks just weren't long enough to really get into good tattoo appreciation. So when Dougie walked in at eight A.M.… late, Callie and I found an empty office to use. I made sure the blinds stayed closed this time.

 

I woke to semi-darkness and reached for Callie only to find her gone. It wasn't a real big surprise. She worked with Myra after all. I sat up slowly, stretching. The carpet was nice and plush but wasn't exactly meant to double as a bed or trampoline… No wait; that had been me. I grinned as I replayed the morning’s events in my head.

 

I had just gotten dressed and turned on the overhead lights when she walked in with a bag from Burger King.

 

Holding up the bag she told me, “Thought you might be hungry.” I started to tell her it wasn't the food I was hungry for but I stopped myself as she continued. “I'm working for Myra tonight. You want to keep me company?”

 

“I can't tonight. I have an appointment to keep.”

 

She frowned. “Is this where you tell me that it's been fun, but we can't see each other again?”

 

I grinned. “No, this is me telling you, I have an appointment. I'm not sure how long it will take.” I took the bag of food out of her hand. “Trust me; we're going to do this again.” I kissed her, “Preferably on something softer.” She giggled at that.

 

Checking my watch, it was a little past 1600 hours. For you non-military types, that's four pm. Military time is just easier for me. I know precisely if it is morning or evening. It had kept me from becoming crispy.  I knew that Asher was probably up or close to waking but I figured I had some time. So Callie and I sat in the lounge eating our burgers and fries and laughing like a couple of teenagers. It felt good.  Mitch came in around five to make sure the station was crewed. He gave us an odd look and shook his head.

 

“I want to come back to work.” I told him.

 

He nodded. “No problem.  You can start next week.” I smiled. “But if a certain jump happens...”

 

“I know. But if Roan and Irish are here it should work out. Have you heard anything on that front?” I asked.

 

He sighed. “Truce is holding so far.”

 

I nodded. Standing I kissed Callie on the cheek. “I need to get going.”

 

Mitch followed me out to the elevator. “This thing between you and Irish… Is it going to be an ongoing pissing contest?”

 

I shrugged. “He's the only one that knows. I didn't start it.”

 

I got on the elevator. I was going to go back to the condo and get cleaned up but I suddenly had this overwhelming feeling of need. It practically took me to my knees. A chill went through me. Asher. I left the station in a panic, doing well over eighty on the Ninja to reach the District.

 

Buzz led me down to the suites. I walked in closing the door behind me. Asher was sitting in the chair by the bed. I closed the distance from the door to the chair and knelt in front of him. I ran a finger along his face, letting it glide along the scars down his cheek to his neck as I looked into ice blue eyes. He was so cold and hungry. A little voice in the back of my mind was saying run but this was Asher; he wouldn't hurt me. The voice said, “You are a fool.”

 

I ignored it as I told him, “I'm here Asher.  Take what you need.”

 

“You do not understand what it is that I need hunter. I fear if I tell you, you will not like it.”

 

I sighed. It sounded harsh. “Jesus, Asher. Do we have to do this every time?  I've told you...”

 

He lashed out and knocked me backwards.  Everything slowed down. Asher stalked towards me, those blue eyes boring into me as he reached down and grabbed a hand full of my shirt, to lift me up and throw me onto the bed. He grabbed my wrists and pinned my arms above my head with one hand as he shoved my head to the side with his other.  I was trying to think about what I had done to piss him off when he sank his fangs into my neck.  He threw a lot of power into me as he drank. I could suddenly feel other things around me. I could feel Luna. She was talking to Ares. She suddenly gasped and I could see panic in her eyes, like she wouldn't make it in time. I was so screwed.

 

When I opened my eyes, everything was too bright. They'd bled over. I was sitting in the big tub again but this time I wasn't alone. Asher held me against his chest, my head resting on his shoulder.  My mind was on some weird high.  Asher kept repeating one word over and over. It took me a minute to realize what the word was… Regret… regret.

 

My voice came out in a whisper. “Asher, I provoked you. It was not your fault.”

 

He shook his head. “I should have more control. I could have killed you.”

 

“Not your fault.” I sighed. “Luna's here.”

 

“How do you know this?”

 

“I can feel her.”  I relaxed and closed my eyes, letting him hold me. “I can feel everything.”

 

A few minutes later the door opened and Luna walked in.  The minute she touched us a wave of pleasure ran through me causing my back to bow and a cry escape my lips. We all felt it. I heard Asher gasp and exclaim, ”Merde'” right before Luna said, “Oh my God.” They sounded like they were talking nonsense to me.

 

Luna’s voice was rough as if her beast was leaking through, “What have you done?”

 

“I may have gone too far.” He explained.

 

She sighed. “Jesus Asher, what's happened?  I felt him… you. I felt what was happening and I couldn't stop it.”

 

I was shivering. The water had turned cold. I got out of the tub, wrapped a towel around me and left them to talk.  I climbed onto the bed in all my wetness and pulled the covers up. I was freezing. A few minutes later I felt the bed move. I watched as Asher climbed in beside me. He pulled me close as the bed dipped again, behind me. One of Luna's arms came across my side as she reached for Asher. Their touch was almost too much.

 

I tried hard not to feel as I asked, “I thought you two were playing twenty questions?”

 

The master vampire whispered, “Your well being comes first.”

 

“Just close your eyes and rest. We'll sort all of this out later.” Luna assured me.

 

“You just wanted to see me naked.” I didn't have to see her face to know her lip was twitching at my comment.

 

There were dreams and bits of dreams. Some were mine, but others... all held incredible pain and abandonment: Knives and claws; the body splitting apart; skin and bone tearing, breaking and knitting back together to form a whole new being.  Drops of acid on the skin, as I tried to force a scream and the screams of another close by calling a name… His name… Then there were two small boys laughing one minute, dead at my feet the next. This dream out of all of them brought me awake screaming.

 

Arms pulled me down, voices whispering and soothing but all I wanted was to get away. Thrashing wildly, I broke free.

Jumping to my feet I searched frantically for the door, finally found it and threw it open to escape. Running down the hall, I tried to open doors along the way. There had to be a way out! There had to be! At the end there were steps, one last door.  Climbing the steps, my hand on the knob... A voice shouted. “No!”

 

Strong arms pulled me down away from the door as it opened. Streams of sunlight poured through before the door was slammed shut. Something slammed into me and I sank into darkness once more.

 

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