Beginning


The darkness surrounded you, pulling you down and threatening to engulf you. You fought it with all your strength. Blackness clearly surrounds you from all sides. You don't know how to get out or worst of all, were you are. You are still fighting these spirits pulling your life under you. Suddenly, several glowing pairs of eyes appear from all angles. You are unable to see what they belong to, but they strike fear inside you. Helplessly you watch how they close in from every side of you. Then, as suddenly as the eyes appeared, a light shoots out from in front of you, shining in your face and causing you to squint. At this moment it begins to get colder, you begin to shudder. While this is happening, it gets a little bit harder to breath. As the light still on your face, you try not to squint anymore. As you do so, one of the pair of eyes appears in front of you now, as all vanish as if and illusion. The outline of this creature seems to be a wolf-like. "What are you doing here?" it speaks in a cold yet strangely fluid and cool voice. You stand there, a bit afraid of this creature illuminated in the light. Hearing no answer and assuming you're afraid, it sighs and motioned for you to sit. "You're here.. You might as well hear about me.. Just sit down.. I'll try not to eat you.. I have no idea why you're here but you might as well hear my story. It may not be very interesting to you, But I guarantee some of it is good and not all hell." The darkness that was stringing you down had all let up, and most things have been a little clearer. "Now sit down before I begin.." He motions you to sit down once again, as he too sat as well. "I had not always been this way, if I recall I was once human. Since then I spend my life here, in this dark night. My life was ruin, and I couldn't leave, so as an effort to still be human, I force myself to learn how to write, draw and other human qualities.." He continues his story and shows you some of his work. {...} {side note} ha ending is crappy *sticks tongue out* {/side note}

Poems



Within the Darkness
Now I say the worst has come for us.
I�ve asked you not to go.. But your mind seems settled.
I don�t want you to let me go, promise me you wont let me go.
Only if you could take this broken heart and make it right.
I never thought that I would tear up for someone. Please don�t let this happen.
I tried not to lose you, but coming over was never enough.
I cannot sleep, as I cried that night, to spill my sorrows away.
The pain still lingers here.
I�ve poured out my heart for you.
And like I said before, �I never felt like this for anyone.�
Sorrows sank deep inside my blood.
Please don�t forget me.
I took all my strength, and did my best to look happy that night.
Feeling defeated is something I�m not good at.
So look what you�ve done to us.
I can see you just fine in my future.
But for now, things wont turn out right.
You hide behind what I used to be afraid of family and friends, why do you care what others think.
The worst will disappear soon I promise you that.
I could of help you, but you chose to follow you mind and not your heart.
You say you think your too young well I think that�s bullshit, you hide behind the negatives.
I don�t know why I cared so much, but something told me I loved you from the start.
Something told me it was going to be different.
So now your afraid and alone.
I wished I could of been the one..
The one who would be there from the start.
I�ll miss you for now, and I guess I�ll never say those words that I screamed in my head.
Your stuck alone and scared,
but my pride is still running high, always by your side.
I wanted more from you.
Please don�t go on this way.
You�ll always have my support, in my heart.

Broken Window
I'm letting myself fall apart and you heal my wings when I think of you.
There something about you, that I wont let you pass on by.
Oh the little pieces falling, shattering. Shards of me.
Someone please help me escape this darkness..
Help me crawl out of this hole I dug myself into..
All feelings hopeless and loss..
Help me before this pain in my soul gets worse.
I'll grab these shards, causing my dry blood fade into this world without effect.
Breaths of you shall come out, as blood cries out of my mouth as I scream.
The sorrow in stuck deep within my blood.
Only to cause more pain onto me then it is to you.
Memory is dead onto ones mind, letting faults go into place.
I'll try not to let these shards build it self higher.
I'm letting my life fall apart and you heal my wings when I need help.
There something about you that I wont let you by.
The shattering little pieces of me breaking as you hold me up not afraid of the pain that would be cause,
only to find the pieces that have all broken.

Lets be Open and Honest with Each Other
It's very hard sometimes to say things to you.
You may hear hesitation in my voice when there is no hesitation in my heart
You see, I'm not always sure you will like what I say, or that you will understand...
I don't want to confuse you...
I like you, and I want you to like me, so it's important that we be honest with each other.
But it scary sometimes, and I need your help to say things I need to say to you.
If you help me, then I will try to help you when you need to say things to me, that your not sure I'll like.
And hopefully together, we'll learn not to be afraid.


Take Me Away
I got a feeling in my gut now,
it feels me up with so much hope.
I try and hold it all inside.
I remember those time we spent.
I think I'm happier now,
by sharing these things
it's worth my time.
So open up to me,
and let me see your insides.
If you wont...
give me all... whatever you want.
This has never been me,
to want this much from you.
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
it's strange cause I feel the same way.
I never been the one to show,
but you showed me how.
I want to hear your voice.
It's clear in my head.
And I'm screaming for something.
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Hidden By Tears
The iron gray cloud cover rumbled ominously,
flash of lightning brightening the surrounding area better than any lantern,
if only for a moment.
That day she shed a tear.
Silently, I felt it fell.
Soft pitter pat of rain had long since transformed
into the relentless pounding of a full blown rainstorm.
This time it pours on my heart.
So, I take this storm.
And feel for her each time.
Yet under her water,
Her heart still doesn't change.
She can't walk away.
When her storm ends,
I find my way home.
Maybe it's for me.
That she pushes away her own rain.
So, then I find comfort in calling her name.
She lives in this world in the sake of another's heart.
Yet, not in her storm is her work ever done
And even in her storm she hands me the sun.
When her world is dark - I always have light
I have been able to like her more every day.
And with her hands in mine the clouds roll away.
I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through
I know your life is hectic
You are busy all day through
My life is busy also
But I still think of you.


A Dream
Sometimes, A Dream comes and goes, and we don't even realize it happen.
There's a perfect dream that everyone wishes for. But....
When that dreams comes we become afraid.
Perhaps I am afraid in falling in love.
The question is kind of hard to tell.
Looking at the stars wishing I could be gazing in your eyes instead.
How can I tell you when the fear of how you feel for me, might not be the same.
Knowing this doesn't seem to stop me wanting to be with you.
I'm not sure how long this will last.
But today I knew I had to make a choice.
All I know is how this person makes me feel.
I only pray that this love is for real.


Old Friend
There are days when
bubbling from us comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.
There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
But even so we made it through
Our friendship hasn't yet died.
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.
You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.
For there will never be another friend like you.

Today
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to be like anyone else
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to even be myself.....
I sometimes find that I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.


A Shattered Person
Lonely words on my doorstep the day she walked away.
Left behind a shattered person, what more there is to say.
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
I learned a lot about myself
When I lost a old friend
Why I didn't cry when it hurt so bad
When I thought about love
Did I get hit bad?
I thought I was lost forever

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