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Devlieverd from god himself? ... giving up his only son? honestly people.. who would do such a thing? and how come god only has one son if hes the father of life itself... honestly.. the plot loops in such a concept is mind boggleing.. how can anyone person devote there live to what im sure they dont understand in the least..

I have many strong opinions.. and im only sharing this one to pass time in my visual arsts class.. i do feel strongly bout this tho.. so ill put relative thot into it.. altho.. i will not censor myself fo specific religious groups.. nor will i force my opinion on them.. they want to hear me.. fine.. but i dont force this on them.. so i dont wish to hear bout there side of things either.

granted.. my opinions on most everything are completely biased.. and not based on real fact.. its just the down side of everything i see.. like the christans.. which is the center of my little hate bubble.. well .. hate is to strong a word.. but they anger me with there attempt to shove the world as they see it down EVERYONES mouth.. like.. there supposed charity trips down to africa and where ever else they feel like making a trip to. it was seen best on an episode of south park.. there .. a group of self rigteous christ-lovers went down to ethiopia and "attempted" to help out the starving people.. the scene cuts to the picture of a white women in front of a group of people.. the depiction is to be of a make shift church.. and she asked them to open there bible to some random scripture.. no one mores.. she holds up a sign "now remember... god plus acceptance equals food.. " as they al turn to what ever she had send.. to make it real CHARITY.. you have to offer them food no matter there religious back ground.. no matter the hate they hold for you specifics.. honestly.. some people.. damn the christans.. all of them.. Right to hell.. lol.. that would be most fitting wouldnt it.. the one place they are taught to fear above death its self is to be sent to a eternal hell fire.. yes.. im so sure thats real.. you dont think with all scientific advancements.. had a real place such as hell OR heaven exsisted.. they would have found it by now? i mean.. we can see stars over a trillion light years away.. but we cant see heaven whic in theory is to be just beyond the atmoshpere? riiiight.. i see a hole.. dont you?

Seconds on my list of rantings.. o0o ranting..the poor treatment of people unlike yourself.. not that you do it of course.. but still.. humanity in definition is supposed to be different.. unique to each person and social situtiation.. but humanity at the same times tends to debunk that whole theory.. throwing it right out the window.. honestly.. blacks hating whites cuz therye white.. whites hating white cuz theyre white.. i mean.. cmon.. get over yourself.. again i have a biased opinion since i am discrimnated against most often.. but i dont feel sorry for myself.. rather .. the person doing so i feel sorry for.. if they have such a low iq as to have to sink to the levelto ridiqule someone else because of something that makes then HUMAN.. i pity them.. greatly and deeply.. -- side note... i cant beelieve the page builder loaded at school -- ... anyway..

hmm.. third note.. i hate people that are so closed off from the real world they cant stop to think for themselves.. i mean.. its not like im the most informed person ever.. i dotn know all the answers... but i can at least form my OWN thots from the lil bit that i do know .. which in reality is porobably all false.. so what? at least its my false accusation.. teehee!.. people are told one thing to bleieve.. so there for tfor the rest of there life they are made to believe it? i dont htink so.. i was told many things when i was younger.. i doubt i still value anything now a days.. at least from what i knew then.. i do value some things.. like.. perfect example right here in class.. tho this also relates to the second note in my list of whinnings.. so what if im whinning.. my site.. live with it.. lol.. anyway.. the guys next to me.. whether in joke or not. jordi is always being referred to as hitler.. just cuz hes german.. and john is always being called stupid.. for his mexican heritage.. which im not even sure is there real background.. but still.. should it be true or not.. such a harsh stereotype is what leads to fights .. gees.. some people

another point.. yes i have a lot of opnion.. i dont like america.. lol.. thats a basic canadian thing to say.. but i really dont.. there whole theory of running is stupid and based completely in secrets and lying.. good leading in america died with lincon.. who im sure was an alcoholic or adulterer in his own right anyway.. but meh..

skipping the rest of that.. cuz its way to long to get everything i hate about america out.. so ill start with my o0o ! 5th rant already.. rock on.. and its my fave .. people against me! ... lol.. people that tease me.. people that think i need hospitalization.. i do .. but its not your place to say frick fer brains!.. mwuahaha.. i need what i need.. you need to stay the fuck outta it!.. how would you feel if i physco analyzed you and made fun of your insecurities.. im sure yould love it just as much as me.. dont make fun of me for my scars.. emotional and physical.. dont make fun of my hair.. my eyes.. my speech. so on so forth.. its not your place.. and since i dont make fun of you.. i would expect the same.. but thats asking to much from self centered people such as your selves.. wouldnt it? .. sigh.. its sad to expect you have a solid thot in your head.. or enough of a mental capacity to think for your freakin self.. to have an opinion bout something other then everyone around you in a negative manner.. i realized my opinions here are completely self cenetered.. and degrading to people and groups in a very negative way.. but im only human.. and theres only so much i can stand before i have to lash out in the only way i can.. with my words.. ive often been told im very articulate.. good. with my words and so on.. im sure that point hasnt been seen in my rantings.. but i ask you to trust i am.. im 18 and i rarely speak about this.. this is one of 2 times i have ever spoken out for my beliefs.. last time got me suspended.. so you ee why i dont do it much.. never the less.. i will continue to form my mind by reading and expressing myself to the mirror in my room.. since no one else can take a break from there lil world to listen ot me.. oh well.. the most genius are never appreciated.. not to be self invovled.. i gtg.. maybe ill add later.