| So.. this is the .. 14th of march.. like.. i unno.. i kinda hate my life.. like normal.. but i hate it for the strangest reasons lately.. i just... yeah.. My whole live has been turned upside down.. and i dont know which way is up.. I just took too many Naproxen.. heres hoping it kills me. My glasses broke.. so im stuck with contacts.. they hurt.. im sick of them.. i dun wanna wear em anymore.. drys out my eyes.. and i can barely see ... I all of a sudden got that feeling back.. that feeling i thot i left behind in 9th grade.. I feel a need to bleed from every sqaure inch of my body.. .. but i could never do that now.. i only ennjoyed cutting my arms.. and i worked so hard to scar reduce them. |