| Explosion |
| My heart drops as she enters the room her sweet scent as she breezes by makes me melt in place i cant take it much longer the want is making me unstable the pain of not having of possibly losing maybe a while.. maybe forever i have eternity to wait but sadly she does not if nothing happens soon.. i will lose her gone forever i cant deal with that the thought of it... brings tears to my eyes have you ever loved someone so much you thought you would die if you ever lost them? i live every day thingking what if i never see her again never ever again no walking into the cafe in the morn' and seeing her sitting on the ledge her smile usually forced even fake causes me to smile i could never help it her emotions went hand in hand with mine it hurts to see her with other people it hurts to see her sad most of all it hurts to know i cant help nothing i can do nothing at all completely pointless i guess ill move on.. some day long after shes gone.. ill still think about her all the time then one day ill stop and realize the obvious shes gone and i must go too |