I'm late...

January 13, 2002

i have to keep busy

i have to wake up tomorrow at 5:15am in the morning to get to work but i've been having alarm clock issues so i've been getting phone calls from irate coworkers wondering why i'm not there sorry sorry then i get off work at 1pm to nap for a couple hours until dinner then work on this article 'cuz i know that if i don't finish it in the next couple of days i will never finish...

tuesday it's so damn hard to get my ass out of bed before noon 'cause it's so damn cold and the covers are sooo warm and can't i just sleep a little more mom but she's not there because i'm having another one of my nightly dreams-that-seem-real-within-a-dream-that-seems-real and so i come home after work at night to work on the article and hopefully finish

wednesday will be a free day thank god where i will work on my demo film trying to get Flash to work right and i'll probably get annoyed at being stuck in the apartment so i'll decide to tackle my insurance issues since i'm no longer covered then off to go to my class at Fort Mason

thursday i drive over to the city again to meet my shrink and do more "growing" and then return back home to submit the article that i'm sure i'll think is crap then to work again on another 9 seconds of the film that should be 5 minutes by the end of January and to probably do some more fighting with insurance

friday i work again then i meet the guys for our weekly geekfest but have to leave early because i work early on

saturday which i will nap then keep on working on the film and maybe assemble the application package oh i hope the transcripts arrive on time

sunday i'll goof off telling myself that i need a break until i remember that i have to write something for my next meeting with my writing group and so off i go back to my computer waiting for some inspiration to arrive

oh and somewhere in there i'm supposed to go out and be with people and friends otherwise i'll get down and give up on everything