By Manuel Newton
Time moves on, closer and closer,
Life gets shitty, harder and harder,
All my friends turn away -
Like the sun on a rainy day,
Leaving me in the rain -
Like a dog gone astray,
My cries for help, echo in the night,
I try to hold out with all my might,
But I’ll decide to end it all,
Because nobody cares to answer my call,
With a gun to my head, a razor to my wrist,
Facing my peers with bloody, clutched fists,
Tears on my face as I try to replace,
The hate in my mind with a thought of good times,
But it doesn’t come easy,
Tasting so greasy, the tears on my face,
Tossing and turning all night long,
The evil in my head won’t leave me alone,
Burning a scar deep in my mind,
One that wont heal no matter how much time,
I look at the stars all teary eyed,
I realize I’m alone, no one on my side,
Even the preacher at the nearest church,
Refuses my opinions, my soul I research,
But it doesn’t matter the question I send,
The answers are the same, my life I should end.