VISIONS OF EMPTINESS OUTLINED IN RED
I tell myself that these scars will disappear
No more emptyness, no more fear
I pray for this depression to go away
I wish for happiness to start a new day
These slits across my wrist are poison
I drive the blade further and further in
I slash through the emptiness I feel
This destruction won't ever heal
I fear that I'll feel like this forever
I turn to the blade in moments of bad weather
The coldness against my skin brings a tear to my eye
But no-one sees the scars, no-one sees me cry
The pain excites me as I see drips of red
It's too late to save me I'm already dead
This shiny slicer outlined in blood messed up my mind
I looked, I found, I lost - now there's nothing there to find
As I carve away at my arm
A part of me feels angry, but another part feels calm
It always feels like a part of me has been left behind
I looked, I found, I lost - now there's nothing left to find