SOMETIMES
Sometimes I sit and wonder why
Sometimes I watch the clouds drift by
Sometimes my mind is deep in thought
Sometimes my feelings appear distort
Sometimes a cold is not enough, to keep me on the floor
Sometimes I need to feel more pain, to feel a little more
Sometimes I wish that I would bleed just so I can feel
Sometimes I want some evidence to show this life is real
Sometimes I can feel my body age
Sometimes I feel my blood engage
Sometimes I feel my heart operate
Sometimes my mind recriminates
Sometimes I watch the days pass by
Sometimes I sit alone and cry
Sometimes I wish my life would end
Sometimes I wish my heart would mend