BEX 3: FINAL FEELINGS
Do you notice the tint of melancholy in my breath
In every apology I make
Do you feel a chill on your neck
In every apology I fake
The next apology to leave my mouth won't gain me no forgiveness
Begging for a clean slate won't help me pass the test
If you were to forgive me it wouldn't put my mind at rest
The issues have grown too much - it's too late to start fresh
Every sorry I pray to be the last one
But I always make reasons to say it again
But sorry doesn't change the outcome
A broken heart cannot mend
An apology doesn't put the pieces back together
It won't refill my empty heart
It won't label our frienship 'forever'
Same feelings but we are back at the start
I've reached the end of my tether
I don't mind having dented pride
Broken dreams won't last forever
I just want to repair what's inside
I'm sorry that our friendship had to die
I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
I'm sorry for every accidental lie
Without your love I can't get by
I'm sorry for creating each and every tear
I'm sorry that our relationship is based around fear
I'm sorry for my words that came to near
I love you - I hope you're still here