MY SECRET TEARS
I cry myself to sleep
And wake up where I left off
With tears running down my cheek
It's like an everlasting sadness
Or a mental stability test
To see how I cope with life
Before I have to pull the knife
Before I have to say goodbye
To everything that made me cry
Coz I can't go on feeling this way
Constant depression everyday
I just can't go on
Now all signs of happiness have gone
I can't go on feeling like this
Living with a clenched fist
Making my sadness and anger stay
Yet none of my problems have gone away.
I grip my teeth
For pain relief
I play with the blade of a knife
To take my mind off of life
I punch the wall in rage
Coz I'm trapped in the cage
I've got no escape
Facing murder, facing rape
But it's too late
My problems have caught up
I've got no where to turn
All I can do is learn
Not to run away
Coz my problems are gonna stay
coz life is one big lie
I'm not gonna make it through
yet no-one hears me cry
no-one knows the pain I feel
no-one knows I cry
no-one knows the pain I feel
no-one knows I cryno-one knows...
no-one cares