SCHIZOPHRENIA
My words are twisted, distorted, fucked up like the way…
You could tear me into pieces, and then beg me to stay
I hate your eyes, your lies, you’re an emotional fuck up
You hate me, you played me and now you try to suck up
You’re so stuck up, fucked up and I hope you die
Take my heart and spill it down the sink until I cry
Make me lie, make me die but I’ll never stay
I despise this game, I don’t wanna play
My eyes are swollen like knuckles used to fight
Too scared to sleep until it’s light
Too scared to shut my eyes incase I see your face
Too scared to eat or drink incase I get that taste
Disgraced, Used, Abused, Tried, Lied, Gone, Died
It’s over
Take me by the hand, look into my eyes and pretend to care
But slit my fucking wrists as I break and tear
Slit my fucking wrists
Coz’ It’s all over
I don’t need you anymore, it will never be like before
You’re dead inside, like poisoned apples rotten to the core
I hate you, and I swear you’ll die, the way you’re killing me
From the heart, from the soul, drained, unexplained, set me free
This fairytale ends in blood in tears
Yours, mine, everyone who interfered
Everyone who played a part in this cruel and bitter game
You set up around me, and it will never be the same
You’re empty now, no more drops of blood left in you
No more colour except black and blue
You’re used, cheap, disguisting and put back on the shelf
Coz I don’t need you, I won’t be you, I’m gonna be myself