Hey, the old message was pissing me off so I thought I'd change it!!! lol... so erm... read the diary... I'll probably update it every now and then - like 3 times a week or something so keep checking... coz it gives you the opportunity to laugh at me, to judge me, to think oh wow maybe I'm not the most boring person in the world, oh my god this guys so lame, what a good life he leads and it gives you a reason to HATE me!!!
TIME/DATE: Friday 7th May 2004 - 13:50
LISTENING TO:Inme - Crushed Like Fruit
HOW AM I: Bored
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Meep
Bleh I came to school today after a long time out, and everyone seemed to notice me gone - how special am I.... what a great weight off my mind that is, I'll sre sleep well tonight meeep. Like they actually like me anyway - cunts. I'm in a lesson at the moment ~yawns~ but I get to go home soon. yay fucking yay. Should get on la la
Byeeee
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TIME/DATE: Saturday 17th April 2004 - 15:00
LISTENING TO:Brand New - No Seatbelt Song
HOW AM I: Sleepy, In Pain
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Meep
I just woke up and my head feels like its going to explode :( I think I slept too long. Anyone wanna massage it better? Meep. Shit man, It's saturday and I'm resulted to sitting indoors! :( And, only a few days left before we gotta go back to 6th form! Argh! I'm pretty behind with all the coursework so I should probably 'Think' about doing some. Everyone else seems to have done it all, I must just be a rebel! Either that or just lazy. Yeah, that sounds better.
Byeeee
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TIME/DATE: Friday 16th April 2004 - 19:48
LISTENING TO:InMe - Spur Of Moment
HOW AM I: Fucking Hot!
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Nothing
Hey, I'm bored... and well this is more interesting than anything else at the moment, so here I am... now smile! How hot is it today, I'm dying, and my clothes are sticking to me ;) oOoOo I need beer. I've been soooo bored all holidays, except for the few occasions when I actually went out. A few times to town, to london (ish) and to the shops. They were all kool... but now I'm bored so MEH! lol where are all my friends now? huh? lol B**T***S (starred out because, apparently I'm a bad influence - Grrr I'm trying to be 'nice')... So that will do, because I'm out of stuff to say ~thinks~
xXx Bye Fucking Bye xXx
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TIME/DATE: Tuesday 6th April 2004 - 21:49
LISTENING TO:Chelsea Match
HOW AM I: Smiley
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Cmon!
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Chelsea :D oOooo woohoo shhwing sweet beans yummy 2 - 1:) hehe
xXx Chow xXx
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TIME/DATE: Thursday 1st April 2004 - 16:03
LISTENING TO:Taking Back Sunday - You're So Last Summer
HOW AM I: Cold And Lonely
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Harsh
Hi, ~thinks of something really cool and interesting to say before realising that my coolness things would offend everyone who aint me~ hmmmm I am bored. I've nearly finished the new layout for the site... but there's a few things I still haven't done... It's hard and it's pissing me off... but I'm sure it will be up in a few days for you all to see. It's cold! It was very hot earlier... And... now It's not. I'm wearing 3/4 lengths, my legs are getting cold :( I took a few top half layers off aswell... wasn't a good idea... 'Oh How The Weather Turns'. Apparently it's gonna piss down all fucking summer aswell, woofuckinghoo... someone up there doesnt like southend much, first he gave us stones instead of sand, then he turned the wonderful kursaal fair thing into an estate and then he took away the sunshine. He's on my black list (along with the whole arsenal lineup) ~chuckles~ I'm going, coz my fingers are hurting
xXx Chow xXx
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TIME/DATE: Wednesday 31st March 2004 - 13:40
LISTENING TO:Kittie - Paperdoll
HOW AM I: Still Up and Down
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Cunt
I'm still bored... only took me 6 days to leave another post... clap me! ~yawns~ its sooooooooooooo hot outside, no one seems to agree, am I going mad? it's hot, and it's moist? it's also sticky... I love it. It's like nearly 2pm... ~needs lunch~... no wait... ~needs a gullable cunt to make him lunch~... anyone? meeep I'll make my own... ~thinks~ argh! it's a mid teen crisis I swear, there's nothing to eat... someone plz take me in, im poor and foodless and moneyless and [LAZY]... so yeah. I think I should get some older friends... because everyone seems to be at school or college or work... wait, I need lots more 17 year old friends... because... that is the age to be... anyone younger is 'learning' and anyone older is working... it's the age, that people spend a year thinking about their future, and watching tele and being a lazy bastard etc... but it's a good age to be... except for when you're the only one... coz you get lonely - like I am ~cries~ if there are any other people that don't wanna learn... or work... that are bored... plz talk to me! That's all im afraid... im terrified... im shitting myself... I'm gone?
xXx Tye xXx
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TIME/DATE: Thursday 25th March 2004 - 12:42
LISTENING TO:The New Fucking 36 Crazyfists Album!!!
HOW AM I: Still Up and Down
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Harsh
SHIIIIIIT! I was meant to post within two weeks. And well it's 10 months on... and I'm back... What can I say, Sorry? It's funny how 10 months ago I was 'up and down' and I still am now... ~thinks~ And it's weird that in my last post I was getting ready for gcse's and now I'm getting ready for A levels... Shit that was a long sleep - all I can say (someone should have woken me up - I blame you). In the last post I put "Today was pretty kool, basically sat in priory park all day... didnt really do much, but I had great company so it was good"... that was my Ex Ex girlfriend... Strange! She's kool tho. I don't think anyone's reading this coz I kinda stopped doing anything with the site except the 'poems' page, and I stopped advertising it, so... meh! hmmm What to say, What to say... Sweet Beans. I snapped my board... would anyone like to buy me a new one, or at least help me pay for it :( I'm poor... your charity would be greatly appreciated :)... That's all I'm bored. See you next year maybe
xXx Tye xXx
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TIME/DATE: Saturday 10th May 2003 - 23:04
LISTENING TO:BrandNew - Magazines
HOW AM I: Up and Down
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:*lol*
Hey! ain't really put nothing in this for ages - mainly coz im a lazy bastard and I totally cant be arsed to write about my boring life. Today was pretty kool, basically sat in priory park all day... didnt really do much, but I had great company so it was good. Had my hair spikey blue again, which attracted a number of comments - some good, some bad! I got headbutted by some like 70 year old dude! He turned round and hit he straight in the face - clumsy git! It really hurt too :( lol. We break up on Thursday - yay yay yay! Then we got gcse's which should be fun! Ain't done no revising yet, but nevermind I'm destined to fail I don't think anything can save me. I had my French orals this week, which were so piss easy it was unbelievable! I'm just kinda sitting relaxing, listening to music at the moment... take my mind of the strains of life!
I'll try and be bothered to post soon instead of like 2 weeks time like this one!!! Byeee xxx
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TIME/DATE: Monday/Tuesday 21st/22nd april 2003 - 01:16am
LISTENING TO:Blink 182 - The Party Song
HOW AM I: Bliss
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:LOL
It's been a pretty phat day actually! Met in town with Claire at around 1ish... might have been later, not sure (I'm so used to waiting around on my own ;)... )! Then we wandered around the high street browsing in girley shops :S Surprisingly fun actually... an excuse to look at women's underwear :p!!! We saw a bunch of Jews! LOL (no offence to anyone who is Jewish)... the hairstyles... NOOOO lol do they have no shame - it gave me a giggle for a few minutes tho, so thankyou Jew's for putting a smile on my face! We also say 2 gay guys in topman, and one was quite blantantly looking the other one up and down, and if this is one in a million and you are that gay guy reading this... you've been framed! Very observant ;)... Anyway, the day progressed, and funny shit happened. Then we went back to Claire's and I crashed her internet... LOL Now I'm at Dan's writing this! About to go to sleep!
Night Night people! xxx
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TIME/DATE: Wednesday 9th April 2003 9:45pm
LISTENING TO:Blink 182 - Carousel
HOW AM I: Peachy
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Hug Me
It's been a pretty "usual" week. However, we've had gcse practicals for PE all week. Today i done weights - 8 out of 10 (not bad for a weakling :D)... Tomorrow morning I gotta do football and I bet it pisses down! :(.
The deadline for coursework has mainly been this weekish. Notice "DEAD"line... do they mean that as a threat, like if you don't hand it in on time then they kill you??? Someone get back to me on that!
To anyone in the world that has to do English and French tomorrow..... GUTTED!!! I don't! :)... 1 and a half (layed back) days left! yay... then 2 weeks of complete boredom praying for it to end quickly... well hopefully not...! My "easter holiday timetable" is completely blank (at the moment) so someone make me an offer - a guaranteed accept!!!
I got bored and made [email protected] - so that will be my main email addy from now on! Add me if I ain't already added you... or if I am new to you.
Some people have started a "leaving journal for everyone to sign" it's a pretty good idea... to remember everyone. I want to forget everyone, so I won't do one. However, I might make a leaving hate journal for everyone to completely slag the fuck outta me. Can't put a price on comedy :p!!!
Anyway - Leaving this post is depriving all my contacts who need me to talk to them :) I'll post again later perhaps, Byeee xxx
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TIME/DATE: 01:17am Friday night/Saturday morning, 4th/5th April 2003
LISTENING TO:Nirvana - You Know You're Right
HOW AM I: Pretty Good
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Grrr
Today was pretty interesting! Decided to have the morning off school... to sleep, which was nice :)Then went in the afternoon for french and maths (to very easy lessons). After school I went into town and "socialised" for a little while. Went to the cinema with Claire, Arth n Morgan later on which was kool. We saw cradle to the grave which was well goooood!!! We bumped into some other people that we know, who were coincidently in the same film... and ended up shooting some pool down the front (and I beat Rob :p)
Why is no-one online dammit!!! Grrr byeee
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TIME/DATE: 9:00pm Thursday 3rd April 2003
LISTENING TO:Sugarcult - Hate Every Beautiful Day
HOW AM I: Melancholy
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Melancholy
Not much to say. I'm bored and lonely. Had a fucking boring week... just done coursework and shit! Hopefully the weekend will shine
Bye
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TIME/DATE: 10:19pm Monday 24th March 2003
LISTENING TO:Soil - Halo
HOW AM I: Bitter, Twisted
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:harsh
Today was "fun" hmmm (sarcasm just incase you thought I was being honest - come and spend a day at my school on a monday and see if you would describe the day as "fun")... 1st lesson we had first aid... which was quite funny coz we had to basically get off with a dummy! We also had to do recovery position... so if you already know it, make sure you do it on me when you find me passed out on the floor with curry stains all down my shirt. The rest of the day was pretty lame... apart from maths, where I assaulted Claire! Following town, I went to my sisters and eat 10 burnt fishfingers... and then I went to town for a skate... and then I went to Dans, and now I can't be arsed to walk home so I'm gonna walk home in the morning instead which doesn't really make no difference!!! So that was today... Yesterday I went into town with Dan (different 1 to the 1 I'm staying round) which was kool! We basically walked along the high street and along the seafront - it was totally packed - must have been the hottest day so far this year (by far)... Back to the present lol - Placebo's new album came out today but I couldn't afford it! Times are hard! You know how it is! So... someone buy it for me!!! Please *puppy dog eyes* :D
Run outta things to say - Byeee xx
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TIME/DATE: 10:34pm Saturday 22nd March 2003
LISTENING TO:Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness
HOW AM I: Bored... Once Again
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Sshhwing
What can I say?! Erm... well today was one of those days where you have little inspiration but great company!!! Basically... lol I met up with Claire in town and just walked about with her, aimlessly... occasionly going into shops... (mainly ones of her choice lol)... my mission was to try and convert her to grunger/skater style clothing but I failed miserably :( lol... I went back to Dans after town (the usual)... And came on the internet... and slowly got bored until I had nothing left to do... and so, posted a diary entry!!!
Dan wants me to watch some horror film coz apparently I'm the only person who ain't seen it... If I don't fall asleep watching it, I'll most probably come back online after and make another entry about how great it is! Bye Bye xxx
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TIME/DATE: 10:11am Tuesday 18th March 2003
LISTENING TO:Mr.Ward! :P
HOW AM I: Bored As Fuck
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:BLAGGS!
Well, I'm in I.T. at the moment so I thought I might aswell post to show you how sooo fucking bored I am! :( Not much else to say!
Better get on with some work :P Byeeee
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TIME/DATE: Monday 17th March 2003
LISTENING TO:Placebo - Bitter End
HOW AM I: cold, lonely
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:MWAH!
Well... lol hmmm lol!!!... aint updated for a about a week due to apathy! Friday was intresting - non uniform day at school (always a good one :P)... n saturday was pretty kool... went into town with Claire and just went into all those shope that guyz hate to be seen in (luckily I wasn't seen by anyone - well at least I don't think :D)... I spent most of saturday night online :P... then sunday I went for a kick around over the park with: Will, Kyle, Alex, Ryan n El which was fun!! lol then ended up staying over Kyles "pad". :P:P:P... Today was an easy, layed back, usual... "Hmmm" of a day!!! Nothing really happened :S then after school I got to see RobYn :D:D:D for a bit which was kool... and now I'm at Dans so... Yes thats bout it!!! Sad but true :)
Byeeeeee
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TIME/DATE: Saturday 8th March 2003 - 11:58pm
LISTENING TO:Led Zeppelin - Stairway To Heaven
HOW AM I: pretty good actually
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:sweet beans
Today was kinda tiring lol. I done alot of walking!!! I went into about 1.30 and met up with RobYn. We walked round town and the seafront... then walked some more, then sat in warrior park (and done the swiss roll thing :( I'm a failure!!!)... then we went into town n met up with a load of people... after she went home... i hung round town for a while, and then bumped into Rach n Chloe! I ended up walking Rach home, and then ended up walking back to town lol = *exhausted*... but the day was pretty kool tho... and now I'm at dans just chillin' really - listenin to music and talking to my wonderful contacts :P
nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah nah, hey hey hey... goodbye XxX
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TIME/DATE: Saturday 8th March 2003 - 03:03am
LISTENING TO:Reel Big Fish - Everything Sucks
HOW AM I: Tired - Bored - Lonely
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY: Blaggs
Today was a big pile of shit. It ain't worth mentioning what happened at school because I wouldn't know where to start and I would probably finish two sentences later anyway!... got home and went to sleep which was kinda fun... I was starting to forget what sleep felt like after staying up two nights to do english coursework. It was mmm yeah... so I decided to just sleep all evening... and then I got up for a little while - wandered for a while and ended up back at my routes - ready to go back to sleep. I'm kinda struggling to keep my eyes open at the moment... so I'm gonna go and participate in my latest hobbie :P
sweet dreams/beans... whatever *zZzZzZzZz*
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TIME/DATE: Sunday 2nd March 2003 - 10:11am
LISTENING TO:Boxcar Racer - There Is
HOW AM I: Not Too Bad I Guess
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY: Fuck Knows
Yesterday was alright - went into town with Arth, Claire n Sonal... which was fun! I done the swiss roll challenge again, and got 2 minutes 5 seconds! (Personal Best) :P... We sat in warrior square car park for ages. Then everyone went home, so I went and met up with a load of people outside mcdonalds. Satyed there for bout 2 hours, and then went and stayed round Dans!
Today should be alright - going into town
cya l8r x
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TIME/DATE: Friday 28th February 2003 - 11:55pm
LISTENING TO:Greenday - Time Of Your Life
HOW AM I: Bored - Very few ppl online
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY: "What A Beast" lol
Today was erm... very cold lol as i forgot my school jumper! :( lessons were alright, it's friday tho... so you just watch the clock all day. Managed to escape detention tonight! yay, tho i'll probably get bollocked and put into another one on monday!
At the moment I'm just sitting on the net talking to all the wonderful people I know! I'll probably go to sleep soon.
Cya later x
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TIME/DATE: Wednesday 25th February 2003 - 9:40pm
LISTENING TO: "Cheshire Cat - Romeo And Rebecca (Blink 182)
HOW AM I: Knackered :S
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY: " " lol
Not a bad day. Nothing exciting happened really - Just another averagely normal school day! Had a detention till 4:30 - which was probably the highlight of my day! Went back to Arth's after school coz he was in detention with me.
Watched Tv, played ps2 - had an ultimate fighting match which left me pretty bruised!... n then I went home!
I just finished my english homework, and now I'n sitting all alone in my room!
Hopefully tomorrow will be more... eventful
Cya l8r xx
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TIME/DATE: 12.32am 25th February 2003
LISTENING TO: Nothing - Watching Tv
HOW AM I:Not Too Bad
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY:Can You Make Me A Drink Plz Mum!?!?!
Watching "Champions League" highlights. I went to sleep when I got home from school at about 3.40pm then woke up at 11pm to eat dinner. I stayed round Kyles last night and watched WWE "No Way Out" from 1am - 4am. I got just 3 and a half hours sleep which can't be too healthy. School was not bad - some easy lessons, no real effort needed to be made throughout the day. We got to watch rehearsals for "bugsy malone" instead of our science lesson. Apart from the dancers (in my year) and Strouses singing, it was all a big pile of shit. One year 9 stood up and said "It's hot in here" in a really boring and dull voice and we all just laughed at him. Something tells me he won't make it!! lol. So the day was alright... despite receiving a detention for Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday nights from my wonderful english teacher.
Have to go now and try and catch up on some sleep
night night x
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TIME/DATE: 10:46am 23rd February 2003
LISTENING TO: InMe - Firefly
HOW AM I: Very tired (still)!!
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY: I ain't been up for long, so probably... erm... "*YAWN*"
I've been asleep!!!... At the moment I'm just kinda waking up... listening to music and talking to Claire - well I was till she went offline! I woke up with that "Oh fuck, another cunt of a day, here we go again" feeling this morning! I had 5 hours sleep which ain't bad I guess, bout what I get on most school nights. I'm actually kinda looking forward to going back, just to see people that I haven't seen all week... However I got so much coursework to be handed in this week (That I haven't started) So I'm kinda not looking forward to it aswell!!!
I'm gonna try and make arrangements for my day now, and if none can be made... It's gonna be a homework/coursework day!!! Great! Bye Bye
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TIME/DATE: 04:05am 23rd February 2003
LISTENING TO: Mudvayne - Not Falling
HOW AM I: Very tired!!
MOST USED PHRASE/WORD TODAY: probably... "sweet beans"
Been on the internet all night! Watched "The Premiership", "Top Of The Pops" and "5th Element"... Got the company of Dan and Kyle tho they ain't much fun while they are asleep! Went into town with some mates. I felt so lost without my skateboard after snapping it yesterday!!! :( Done a bit of window shopping... Then competed in "The Challenge". For those who aren't familiar with the challenge, I'll explain what you have to do: You have 2 minutes to eat a sainsburys homebrand, 24p, chocolate with a tint of vanilla, swill roll!!! Arth Currently holds the record, finishing in 1 minutes 47 seconds... I finished in 2 minutes 50 seconds. If you think you can challenge the record... please contact me and we'll arrange a date. I won't however take any blame when you vomit, pass out, choke to death, or fail miserably and feel you have wasted 24p (We don't do refunds).
I should probably go to sleep now anyway - as I'll feel dead tomorrow if I don't. Cya L8r
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