I am the last one. Of my many friends, I am the last and only single. I can't understand sometimes how the ones I love can love someone else, especially when that someone else repeatedly hurts them.
So here I am, lonely and sulking and wallowing in my own self-pity. Why am I so unattractive to girls? Are they really that blind that they cannot see past the exterior? Oh don't get me wrong, I've had a few offers, but (and no offense to them) they just aren't the type of person I'm looking for. I look at a lot of aspects, not just physical, when I think about the type of girl I want to go out with. Maybe my standards are too high, I don't know, but I shouldn't have to just "settle" for the first one that comes my way and decides to slow down long enough to get a second look at me.
Do people really know what it's like to be unloved? I hear of my friends talk about girls checking them out, and I really don't know what that's like. I would love it if just one would check me out. I have been turned down by so many girls, and like I said earlier no offense to those who have offered.
Ok, now that I'm done dragging you through that emotional rollercoaster ride, what else have we?
I work tomorrow 4-8...oh joy. Should be ok though, we have a lot of storms moving in, and I love working when there's bad weather (less customers, heh).
Speaking of bad weather, had a Severe Thunderstorm Warning today (nothing new, it's probably the umpteenth one this summer) and Tornado watch...I was excited, but that soon faded when nothing came :-( .
I really need to get this hair cut, and get gas in my car while it's at $1.89.
Hrm...am I boring or what? this weekend has been kind of slow, but ah well. Hopefully it'll pick up once my week starts tomorrow. I am concerned, though, because I had originally thought that I was safe as far as 4th of July was concerned (my manager said noone could ask for it off because enough people had already; I felt safe because it is on a Sunday and I have Sunday's off by default) but now that I am going to third shift, and also since I told them to work me during the beginning of the week, I may have to work that night (my shift would start at 11 that night...prime time for fireworks).
Perhaps I'll let them now (hopefully in time) to work me in the middle of the week (like Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and such). I hope it works.
That about wraps it up. See ya next time!
11 more days until I'm 20!!!