I've decided to create a journal to replace the old one that I had to take down (due to certain "circumstances").  I look forward to keeping this one up-to-date often, but I always say that about all my journals and websites and I usually don't get around to writing in them often.

Let's see, nothing too important going on right now.  Yes, I still work at McDonald's, but that's ok because I work with hot girls and get paid pretty well for a "fast-food employee."  I can't wait until I go on 3rd shift; I love the late-nights.

Still haven't got a girlfriend, but I'm not nearly as obsessed with that as I once was.  Probably because I see them as more of a pain than I used to.  I don't think I'm ready for one anyway, I get really nervous to the point of passing out anytime I get a chance to be with a girl outside the normal "environment." Although this may not be because I'm not ready, it could just be normal nervousness/shyness.  Ah well, I've asked enough girls to spend time with me, I think it's their turn now.

What else...ah yes, I have a small farm now.  My father built a "make-shift" barn and we now keep rabbits and guinea pigs in there.  My parents plan to soon have ducks, and possibly other small animals (pigs, etc.).  We have straw and hay all over the place, too.  I can say one thing, I'm not cleaning up after any pigs!  I do that enough as it is with myself! haha.

It almost seems boring when I don't work.  I haven't school to keep me busy or my mind occupied, so I am left with "Idle hands"...and we know the saying that goes with that.  In case you didn't, it's: "Idle hands are the devil's workshop (or playground, depending on how you were raised)."

Going into the doctor's office for a check-up and a "Thyroid" test in a week or so.  Hoping my thyroid is the reason why it's so hard for me to lose weight (and why I'm always so tired).  Until then, I've been continuing to watch what I eat (well not really, but hey, I don't eat hardly at all during the day) and exercising (ok, so I walk a little bit every now and then).

I plan on letting my hair color return to it's normal "brown" color...I liked blonde myself, but others tell me they liked my hair the way it was (normally I wouldn't go with what people say, but with what I feel comfortable with, but in this case they're right.  I have to just be myself).


Heard from a friend that a girl likes me and wants to hook up with me.  I felt a little uncomfortable for many reasons though.  I hardly know her, I'm not sure if I'm ready yet or not for someone, and I don't think we have much in common (religion is a huge factor to me).  Ah well, that has to make (believe it or not) the third girl I've had to turn down in the last year...I feel bad, especially after how much I whined that I wanted a girlfriend, but I don't know...something inside me tells me it's just not time yet.  I guess maybe deep inside, I'm waiting for Bonnie.  My first true love.  She's in the army and so subsequently far away in AZ.  She probably already has a boyfriend, but she's what's kept me going all these years (besides God).  The first girl to actually take notice in me and be my friend.  I knew her in the 5th grade, and haven't seen her since 7th grade :-( .



All in all, I'd have to say things are going pretty...average.  I'll tell you though, average is by far better than "not good."  I'm happy for this "period of rest" the Lord has provided me.  It seems my "trials" have become more frequent than my "tribulations,"  but that's ok, as long as I get through them :-D .


I'm tired now, so I think I'll go to bed.  I don't have to be to work until 4 in the afternoon, but I'd like to get up around a decent time (10 o' clock would be ideal).  I need to get my hair cut (for the ladies ;-) ).


Chivalry...I uphold it...do you?
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