| Was listening to Outkast's "Roses", now listening to Steven Curtis Chapman's "Jesus Is Life" Yeah, quite the change, hehe, I know. That's not what's playing on this page currently though... Oh my, much has happened in the last few days. I quit McDonald's last Wednesday in order to start working this security job at the GM plant. The job was given, I only needed to go down near Detroit to take a meaningless training course and drug screening. All was looking good for me...until the results of my drug test showed up positive. Positive for Meth that is. Yeah, I know what you're thinking, but get it out of your head. I am NOT a drug user despite what the test results show (unless you wanna consider alcohol a drug, heh). I took the test twice and failed it. Now I'm not sure if I have the job still...I went to a local clinic to have them test me, because I figured it was the "dietary supplement" pill I took that morning before the test. I won't get the results until tuesday, but I'm sure they'll come back negative. The only problem is, I don't know if the boss of this new job will except it or not, I'm hoping he'll be understanding and desperate enough to still hire me. If I can't get this job...I will regrettably have to try and beg for my job back at McDonald's...BEG FOR A JOB AT MCDONALD'S?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW DEGRADING THAT WOULD BE?! If I had to do that, I will have officially reached rock bottom. I have hit a point in my life where it's all or nothing. I need this job and the higher pay that comes with it. If I get it, my life could finally turn upwards (skyrocket is more like it), if not...it could hit an all time low. A lot is riding on this job for me...and it scared me to death at first. I got really sick over this whole ordeal. But I don't believe the Lord would have gotten me this far (and through rush hour in Detroit for that matter) without having everything turn out for the best. I have faith that He will deal with the situation and do things that will benefit me. So now I'm pretty cool about it. I'm relaxing and enjoying my weekend off...I'd otherwise be working right now if I had that job :-(. Ah well... Hm, let's see...other than that...I can't really think of much else...Saw Anchorman today. That was...different, heh. Anywho, catch ya on the flip side ;-). |