Some for more reasons than others, but before I get into that, I'll briefly say what has been up lately. First, I'm now 21 (hooray). On my b-day, I didn't do much, I bought a pool the day before, and I recieved a pet guinea pig (Dax...it's a Star Trek thing).  I also went to see Batman Begins on my b-day, along with going to a chinese restaurant for dinner. The day after, I had all my relatives come over (Aunts, Uncles, Grandparents, Sister, nephew, etc)...I got a $20 gift card for EB Games (which I already spent, ha) and $70. All in all it was pretty nice, and spanned 3 days, hehe.

So obviously, I was happy. I have been happy for awhile. Then I got something in the mail today. I thought it was a belated b-day card. Ah well, no such luck.  I was/am basically reminded of something I sort have been trying to put out of my mind lately (unsuccessfully).

Anyways, I like this song I heard on SmileFM...it's a great new song from Natalie Grant, called "Held"

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.



Anyways, I'm out for awhile.

Ciao
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