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Seal - "Kiss From A Rose"

A very good song indeed.

Not much, stayed up all night last night talking to Matt while he was at work (hopefully soon to be my work, as well).  Went to Archie's this morning with him.

Talked to Jill and Ashleigh last night, I always enjoy talking to those two...;-).

Going to Tony's tonight for a small "get-together" (a.k.a. small party).  Hopefully Jill and Ashleigh will be able to make it.

I've thought about it, and you know what? I am in love.

Ha, yeah I know, "what else is new?", right?

Well, the story about this is kind of complicated and I'm sure you may not understand, but since this is a "journal" I might as well tell all.  If I offend or hurt anyone's feelings I apologize.

For many years now I've had a "crush" on this girl I know.  At least, it started out as a crush.

Oh why do I bother, heh.  You've heard this same sob story from me a million times.  She predates any girls I've mentioned I had a crush on.  Before Rayna even (no offense Rayna ;-) ).

I have lov** her for a long time...but sadly it was an unrequited love.  At least so I thought.
She was interested, but I missed my opportunity and now I may never get another chance...but I still pray that I do.  I may not have looks or money, but I can guarantee I could give her the love, affection,  and respect that she so richly deserves...but has not gotten from her "jerk" boyfriends.

Who knows, maybe my prayer will be answered.  Is it selfish to pray to have someone?  It probably is, but I pray for it anyway.  It can't hurt (on the outside).

Anywho...

Work went pretty good last night/yesterday.  I work again tomorrow 3-7.  Shouldn't be bad at all.

Ordered my last book I needed online yesterday, I hope it gets here by time for classes next week.  If not, ah well, no biggie.

Nothing else to report on thus far...will keep you aprised though.





"He who is without love, is without hope."
~AKS~
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