Sorry, I'm just lazy...or nothing interesting happens and there would be no reason to write/type about it.
Not too much to report today, I am finally "back on track" with life, having things finally planned out for the next couple of years...I'm happy.
Well, not COMPLETELY happy, but as happy as can be expected :-D.
My friend Matt is gone for a couple weeks up to do "War Games" with his squad. Sounds like fun :-).
It'll be boring around here without him, I guess I'll just have to keep busy.
Hm...currently listening to "Hooked On A Feeling" By: B.J. Thomas
Why did you need to know that you ask? I don't know, heh...because I'm bored, that's why.
I'm not usually up this early in the morning (because of 3rd shift, I sleep until 4) but I didn't work last night, so hooray for catching up on sleep!
I work today 4-10...I don't mind though, I rather like my day shifts better.
All of these fragmented sentences...getting annoyed yet?
I suppose that's it...
Oh, an update on that girl from work I mentioned. I found out she is dating someone else...my luck I suppose, but now you know why I never hardly make the first move anymore these days...because of reasons like that.
I was able to avoid yet another awkward situation thanks to my inability to be confident with women, heh.
Well, that's ok I guess. I haven't been with anyone for 20 years (my whole life) and I've managed to get this far...I guess I can manage for another 20...or so...
Bah, no more depression, I'm done with that. I've moved on and stopped looking to the past. The future is much more brighter...I pray, :-D.
So...which one of you ladies out there want to take home a stray puppy :-) I'm house-trained and can even be trained to learn new tricks, haha. Not saying that I don't know a few already ;-).
You know something I've realized...I really have to stop this. All this "rambling" of how "sad and lonely" I am...granted, I am that at times, but I need to stop blubbering about it, seriously.
I don't know, I guess I've been looking for pity, which is wrong. I don't want anyone to feel bad for me or put anyone on a guilt trip.
I have a tendency to "scare" people away...mainly girls that I like, heh. I come on too strong and/or I lay out this whole guilt trip thing. I'm just going to quit that, heh. Being emotional and telling someone how you feel is one thing, but practically crying/complaining about "poor me" isn't going to get me anywhere...and I apologize to anyone whom I've done this to...I am very sorry.
I'm not really all that bad/depressed...heh, you can even ask my friends. I just don't like being alone...It's mentally and emotionally draining on a person. Anyway, just something I've realized as I was going through some of my previous entries...
I'll come back later and add anything if I need/want to...