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| A Friends Note Life is a game The world is the playin board We're the pieces The risks we take are the rool of a die Death is game over Quittin is suicide Well guess what?? I Quit, Game over! |
| Sometimes the only way out is Suicide The world is so very cruel So harsh that I no longer can bare it I can't take it, it seems to me That there is one to care For those who do You just couldn't save My life must end As you can see I go to the bathroom And open the cap Turn on the water Tap Tap Tap I pour them all out Gulpin almost all of the pills Swallow and stand there Being very still It will take a while So I make my final note To those who loved me But more so for those who don't I cry and sob For every note I do My friends how I will miss them But I hope they won't miss me too The last two Are my Mom and Dad These are the two That I get the most sad I finish htem all With tears streaming down my face I go and lay on my bed My heart starts to race I look down at my wrist All broken and scared Then I realize I have played my last cared As my body gets weak And prepare myself As the pills start to peak My body starts to ahake As I close my eyes My life flashed befor me No one heard my sobs or cries I say a few words And say my last cry As I say to the world I must go now BUH BYE |
| Suicide: What words CAN DO Hated by most Loved by some It's a hard choice But no one Has heard my voice I've been cryin For help all night And nothing is gonna be all right I wish I could tell my b\f Of all the fun we've had But I just have to end it My life is that bad The knife in my hand is shaking I can't stop the tears that come But most of the people I know hate me And I'm only loved by some Those who hate me I can't handle And those who love me It's just not enough My life is to tough I have to end it now Goodbye to those who love me You all know whom you are It's just to bad For those who hate me Look what you're doing I tried to pretend it was ok That it didn't hurt But it hurt more than anything did And that's hwy when you find me I'll be dead Maybe you do care But you didn't show it at all So here I go now The knife doesn't hurt Half as bad as your word The blood in my body is hot But the blood on my wrists is cold As it runs down my hand Down my fingers On the floor My head is light I fall I'm dead Thanx a lot This is what words can do. |
| You won't know what is gone... I won't live to see another day... This gun will be placed to my head... The trigger pulled back... The bullet into my head... I'll be gone...And you will be glad... I won't be here to bug you at last... Blood will be shed, brains about... My cold dead corpse spread against the ground... No one will care as my soul has fled... No one will know...Till the very end... You won't know what is gone... FOR NOTHING WAS THERE...... |
| All I wanna do is die There's a few possible ways: a knife, a rope, or a bridge, but suicide's a kind of crime I don't give a fuck anymore I've had enough of everyone giving me a hard time It's hart to explain why I feel this way And I try and not worry about what people are gonna say And I'm getting shit for what I've done Maybe you think I play wit my knife for fun It's not that it was anyone that pushed me this far It could have been easier, I could of run out in frong of a car But it was easier this way, wit my knife Maybe it was my mom Calling me a cheap and easy whore just for fun Maybe it was the sight of my sister and mother Or the blood flowin from one end of my arm to the other Maybe it was because of that one guy And how he made me so happy I wanted to cry Maybe it was because I cheated the the poor mother fucker And it was funny because I was the one who called him the sucker Maybe the fact that I thought I liked him and then played him messed me up Or it could have been that it was his turn to get played like a sorry ass fuck I think it messed me up because I thought I had liked him so much but I did this wit out any regret And until the end of my life comes it'll be a memory I'll never forget It's like no one cares for me anymore Like I'm some old whore They all look at me and smile and compliment me like it's a good thing I'd rather tell them all to screw themselves and have a good life wit out me I don't want to live any more I've been feelin this way for a lil while now There's so many ways I could end it now all I go to think of is how I want to draw that picture that picture wit a twist Slide a knife right down my wrist Watch a nice fountain of blood appear And try to convince myself all my problems are going to dissappear I want to get that rope and tie ita around my neck a few times Pullin it tighter and tighter and stoppin wit these fuckin rhymes Waiting for all the blood to go to my head And slowly end up...DEAD I want to get theat gun a put a bullet in my head And in one second flat I would be DEAD I want to get those drugs and that needle Shoot up, just that lil to much Aaaahhh fuck it, knowin my like I'd just get high Have a good time, think I can fly Then I'll try to fly....of my balcony I think my best bet is my knife Slickin my wrist I can end my life |
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| Come what may I cannot laugh without a sigh I cannot speak without a lie Endless moaning in the night Warns of pain or just delight Misuse myself in front of you Just to get your pitty, too Just to get your pitty, true I'd kill myself in front of you He who comes in the hour of need Has been to late, lack of speed I never cared about these things They're meaningless in all it's sence I'm just happy I can say Come what may at the end of the day |
| Excuse Me Excuse me while I vomit While I spill my inside here before you Excuse me while I throw up The words and feelings placed upon me Please excuse me while I turn myself inside-out While I show the world what lies within me For anyone who has the courage to look Anyone who has the strength to see And relize I can't take this shit anymore I can't take much more of it It's makin me sick So please excuse me |
| Hypocrites I've got an idea! Let's jump to conclusions! When we don't even realize, We're lost in confusion! We're all about freedom, We're free speech's minions, We preach acceptance, But hate your opinions. We judge them before we See what they're about Talk not with our heads, But only with our mouths. We say you should stand up, While we only sit, We're stupid, dumb, Fucking hypocrites. Respect our opinions, We don't respect yours, We're no the least bit consistent, Wehn choosing our wars. When you say what you feel, We must throw our fits, Because we're the dumb Fucking hypocrites. |
| Recidivism Maybe I should jump And see who'd catch me if I fell And if nobody did I guess that it'd be just as well. Cause if nobody cares Enough to save me from a fall I guess that they won't miss me When they find out I'm gone. |
| What's the point? What's teh point of trying When all you do is wrong? What's the point of crying When no one hears your song? What's the point of love When nothing goes your way? What's the point of effort When you can't take another day? What's the point of memories? They all just fade away... What's the point of sensitivity? You'll just get called gay... What's the point of happiness? It lasts only a short time... What's the point of sadness? It just ruins your life... What's the point of seeing When everything is a lie? What's the point of believeing When all you ask is why? What's the point of life Filled with pain and strife? And what's the point of me Filled with sadness and misery? |
| If you know me personally then you know who this nextpoem is for. Left Love Hair of fire, Breath of ice, Skin so soft, Face so nice, Gone forever Gone for good, Love you always, Like I should, Things can change, Nothing is foever, I could forget, And say I loved you....never. I pray to God, So he will remind me, You are my true love, You hold the key, The key that can save, The key that can kill, The key to my heart, That I may feel, But hope has left, Just like you, Even though I pledged, Always to be true, That wasn't enough, You still said good-bye, Now I'm all alone, Left here to die. |