I am running down a hall
running for my life
so many things after me
There is no turning back now,
They are chacing me
There is nowhere to hide.
They are getting clocer to me,
no one can help me,
I have to fight them myself,
alone I fight, alone I face them,
but I cannot give up now
For I am so close to safety.
I am running away from my enimeys,
They are all around me, wanting me to join them
wanting me to give in,
I am the only one that sees them
I am the only one that knows they are there,
I am the only one that can fight them.
They are my fears,
my hounting memories,
They are my past,
They are my nightmares that come to haunt me in my sleep!
why do people do what they do?
what makes them think there is nothen left to live for?
I used to know the answers, but now i have forgoten them all.
i have tried to forget why so long ago i to wanted to end it all....
to get away from the nightmares that haunted me every day...
but i always found some reason to stay..
to endure it all.....
i try to help people find their reason....
their reason to hold on...
it hurts when i fail...
it hurts when someone i know has given up...
but what hurts the worce is when i couldn't be there for them..
to talk with them..
to cry with them..
or even to pray with them for help...
to help them find their reason to stay